I need help
I’m afraid to tell you
Cause I don’t wanna put this burden on you
I’m afraid to open up
Cause I don’t want us to both be stuck
I don’t want you to be mad
I don’t want you to be sad
I can deal with the pain
But it’ll make me go insane
I don’t know what to do
I want Someone to help me but really only you
this is something different I can’t really hide
I just need you in my arms tonight

Slowly dying inside
I can’t hide the pain anymore
It’s coming out all at once
My body is sore
And my mind is crashing
Maybe with bottle will help
It just makes it worse
This pain is giving me a welt
That will never go away
I’m leaving goodbye
Cannot keep this pain inside

Alcohol is toxic
It’s poison too the body
it helps to be numb
When you can no longer run
From the feeling you keep inside
But now you feel worse
And just want to die
no one will miss me
They never cared if I was there
They call me as a last resort
Cause there other friends abort
So I guess I’m the last one you think about
Probably even in death
Cause no one cares
Until they look down and stare
Onto my grave that I made
And put myself there.

everything reminds me of you
Most don’t think it’s true
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss your blue eyes
That matched the sky
I miss you being goofy
I miss your jokes
I miss your attitude
I miss your texts
I miss your calls
I miss everything about you
I guess you could say I am in love
With an angel
Sent from above

you got feelings, so do I
don't try to deny
it's okay to open up
and trust me its gonna ****
you can't put them in a bottle trust me I've tried
it will take you on a ride
that you never wanna be on
then you wonder where you've gone

You give it your all
You try your best
Making sure she’s okay
Even if you don’t rest
But stop now
You think your doing the right thing
But everything you say
Makes her feel unsafe
You don’t know how
You don’t know why
But deep down inside you wanna die
cause she’s gone now
There is nothing you can do
Except lock your self in your room
She was your world
She was your life
Without her what the reason to try
You’re not gonna end it
Cause you already died
No feeling no pain
Just heartbroken from the wounds within
Now you know how love ends
Its a sad story
and you’re to afraid to ever try again