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Nov 2020 · 281
These Eyes prt 1
Izaak El Amado Nov 2020
[Intro]
These eyes are healing for me,
and I aint paying no fee
i dunno what you seek but babe
it aint in me
trust in what you want
and in time
it'll give you what you seek
all the darker days will
help you overcome and let you breath
Have been at it in awhile cuz pad n pen is great but patience and rationality r attractive too good ****
Oct 2020 · 274
Yikes
Izaak El Amado Oct 2020
Why all the women i love think of themselves as product
Maybe cuz all the other brothers treat them like nada
I look from behind n see she intellecually and sexually
worth more than prada

(stop being sad)
Oct 2020 · 209
Untitled
Izaak El Amado Oct 2020
Me: Well.
        You told me everything i already knew
        you told me not to assume another man's
        shoe
        I'm a bright flame
        okay you did tell me that too
        this doesnt have too end in a tie
        for all i hate is all  my ****** lie's
        only filled with shame and petty fkn pride
        but still you like too shame
        confess all of you pain too some other dame
         like **** cant you see that **** is so lame
Its all about me duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Oct 2020 · 198
Bonafide Atrocity's
Izaak El Amado Oct 2020
From rag too riches
but still yet no ambition
forever in life shall i be ever trippin

"Better not be lippin on my bottle"
baby-mama with the attitude always drinking
Oh whatta ****** model

Oh yes
My ego goes full throtel
when i avoid the fact
our relationship is
so hostile

too bad that im addicted
too that
Im in love with the whack
you always profess that
that ill climb the ladder
and push all the other Cats back.

And i dont even know if i can even
******* ask that
So in reality baby
you better bring
that ****** *** back

Please

Wait i shouldnt have to plead
just like you being
lactose intolerant
i wouldnt feed ya cheese
Oct 2020 · 170
Mixed Kid's Lament
Izaak El Amado Oct 2020
I feel the uniqueness
the beautifulness.
Every fabric of
my self is wrapped
in difference.

People question colour
stating that they dont see.
Everything about us
is just pure heresy.

I'll never pick.

I'm one blessed with
the gift of cultures
you can question me
but your
the ******* vulture.
Izaak El Amado Oct 2020
Yeah my main girl looks just like yo mama
that ***** so funny
but still who the **** do i choose

****

Yeah my main girl gives me so much drama
but yet its her who
makes me feel so loose

****

But what about my truth man
just like i ****** in the pool man
my lie's spread like blue
then they point fingers
just at you

Nah i aint gonna take that conviction
Your energy is a terrible afliction
but your soul is my addiction
what am i kiddin
i aint flexing
i just cant be ****** texting
so dont take this like a
personal attack on you
its just i think of ya mama when im in you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fsbgvLQG7w
(Beat that inspired me)
*Sorry i wanted to put some weird music **** in here for safe keepings*
Oct 2020 · 158
Raising Son
Izaak El Amado Oct 2020
Whats pain if you can't even feel
Whats motivation if you can't taste the meal
loving life can be so hard
when your so far
I played with my own life
like strumming on a broken guitar
i wonder  
are you finished or still stuck on B.E.T.A
i wonder
are we ever gonna do a feature
but
they'll never seek ya
only want to beat ya
lifes one wicked
motherf*cking  teacher
Nothings legitmate
mine is a collective of words that will be altered
too be a collective of narratives
Sep 2020 · 103
Rotation
Izaak El Amado Sep 2020
****
The cycle we go thru is stupid,
love aint natural too me,
im too hurt
yet you struck me as my cupid
never have I been the one too end a rotation
let our smoke last forever
because with you im high up in heaven
too bad I aint enough
I aint tough
I aint it
Mami said the **** is bad for me but I replied
"Nah it's just life is ****"
Sep 2020 · 143
Colour Coded
Izaak El Amado Sep 2020
Ever since i saw the colourism
ive been trippin
just like colonisim we been forced
feelins
thinking were doing good like propaganda
this is just all fan fiction
i think were forgetting what we should be demandin
everytime i look back i feel wrong
you let a dark skinned brother
plug his gram;
rejecting a mixed sister
talkin about the plight of
the black man
too bad we here looking dumb singing the same ******* song
in reality we all are in the ****** wrong.
So i went to the BLM rally.
In conclusion it was painful and the power struggle that is within all ****** up system's were apart of this "rally"

we are gonna be heard
Sep 2020 · 111
C U
Izaak El Amado Sep 2020
C U
He explained the rationale
of the change
she said
"Boy where did you lose you brain?"
he saw more worth
in loose change

Thats the curse of analysing pain.
Sep 2020 · 95
So sorry.
Izaak El Amado Sep 2020
You made me happy,
manifested from the fear
of self isolation
you had already trapped me.
so sorry you had me
i really wonder
Sep 2020 · 110
Can't We Share Us?
Izaak El Amado Sep 2020
I look at you and see eternity
you look at me and it confirms me.
burdened by the enviromental adversary
you'll never be a curse to me.
we come from nothing
had nothing
birthed too be trialed by trauma
we never thought this **** was fair
so i guess in the end
i just really want us to share.
Sorry
i was with mj
;)
Sep 2020 · 110
Sleep
Izaak El Amado Sep 2020
I was born adopted too paranoia
My mothers touch was her only joy
and I dearly loved what
I could only destroy
for lifes ambition is too
seek what i create and
make it untold.

      For everyone else im a dumb brown boy.
I wrote this "quickie" just to try and understand them.
We all have trauma's and we all need to heal.

— The End —