IsabellaVE

IsabellaVE Jan 25

Muscles aching
Feet sore
I cant stop
I have to dance some more
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
Comfortable clothes
Pin your hair so that it holds
Around and around
Bruises and ice packs
Snacks and spear clothes in my back pack
Practice makes perfect
In the end its all worth it

IsabellaVE Jan 24

Finally

My body grows colder
The warm feeling running out of me
It hits the floor
Drip drip drip
I'm not scared anymore
I feel no fear
I feel no pain
Relief
Finally
Relief

IsabellaVE Jan 24

Offline

Always connected
But no connections
Glued to every screen
Its all we ever see
What's the use of waking up?
Everyone else is still stuck
Stuck in a world far from this one
Escapism at its finest
I cant really blame them
I do it too
But sometimes I wish you could wake up
Talk to me
Talk to me in real life
You're not brave if you need to hide behind a screen to talk to me

IsabellaVE Jan 23

Spit in my face

Street lights
Morning and nights
Back and forth from school
Minding my own buisness like I always do
Then there is you
Walking past
My peace wont last
Disgusting liquid from your mouth
This all makes me want to shout
But i'm scared that if I do
I know there are much worse things you'll do
So I let you
I ignore it
Then i wash it off from whereever it hit
I just want to be able to walk in peace
Now I have to watch out for you spitting at me

Just a few weeks after moving to the city there were men that started spitting on me when I walked to or from school. They would either try to spit on me when walking past me or slow down their cars and roll down their window just to spit on me and drive away. Yes, It was and is scary and disgusting.

IsabellaVE Jan 23

Backseat of the car

I'm in the backseat of the car
Watching my life pass by in the windows
The car is on autopilot
I dont know how to stop it
But I know it can end anytime
It almost ended today
On the crosswalk
In someways I wanted it to end
I wanted to feel free
No more backseat in the car
No more car at all
Just nothingness

IsabellaVE Jan 22

Not my fault

Its not my fault
Yet every accusing finger points my way
I did what I could
It wasn't enough to stop the monster
The monsters hands
Down goes my pants
I couldn't scream
My voice lost as I try escaping the horror
Now you make me carry it
The darkness in my stomach growing
I never wanted this
Now everytime I look at this thing
All I see is him
The monster
The truama
This thing was not made by love
But society would blame me
Make me the monster
While the real monster is still walking free
Doing unspeakable things

IsabellaVE Jan 21

Powerful is the voice

Scream
Scream
Scream
Scream until they listen
We cant stay silent now
There is no use in normal conversation
They dont listen
They dont want to listen
So our only choice is to make them
Scream until your throath is sore
Scream until they listen
Dont you ever let them take away your voice
Your voice is powerful
Its time you use it