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Apr 2020 · 19
Used to be
Irving Apr 2020
It used to be you and me
Now its me without you
And I don’t know what I’m going to do
You’re in my head
Now you’re my every thought
You don’t know how hard I fought
But it wasn’t enough and now you’re moving on
You’re moving on

I don’t think I can handle this
I still remember every kiss
I thought I could control my desire
We promised each other so many things we both are a liar
For that I apologize
You were my biggest prize
When I fell down you helped me rise
But deep down that was no surprise
But now you’re gone and I’m still in shock
You were my rock, you had my heart and its key to the lock

But now you’re moving on and I’m lost
Without you I’m cold, can’t fight the frost
Hands going numb like my emotions
Us being together caused so much commotion
If life was a job then meeting you was the best promotion
But now it feels like I was fired
Im growing tired
Apr 2020 · 20
Wasn't ready..
Irving Apr 2020
You came out of no where
You came to me by surprise
You were someone I didn’t want to share
You were prettier than any sunrise
My good morning my good night
Me and you just sounded so right
Soul mate
You always told me it was fate
Waited until I fell in love
Then you said later we need to talk
So I took a walk
Thoughts in my head were turning
My lunch was in my stomach churning
You tell me you don’t know what you want
My mind goes blank
I feel like I was drowning in a shark tank
Telling me you don’t want to settle
Now my anger is rising and steaming like a tea kettle
I told you I wasn’t ready to get back out there yet
You told me the past is the past I just need to forget
Now I’m in my room writing this stupid poem
The lights are off and the only light is from my screen
I thought you were amazing now you just seem mean
I said I wasn’t ready
But you promised me a future so bright
Now all we do is fight
Thats not how I want to be
Forget you I want my soul to be free
Apr 2020 · 23
Love
Irving Apr 2020
Love, what is love
Thats the question everyone will ask
But being in a relationship is no easy task
There will always be a risk
What if you become heart broken
Out in the cold feeling a cold brisk
But in a relationship certain feelings are awoken
It can be absolutely amazing
Emotions can be set blazing
But what is love
Is it someone always having your back
Is it someone watching who you talk to and keeping track
Is it having someone who you trust
Someone who will Never look at you in disgust
No one knows the answer yet we all want to be in a relationship Why choose then when people leave in the hardship
I guess I just don’t understand
But most things never go as planned
All I want is to feel wanted
Instead I’m used and taunted
Loneliness is the one thing I cant handle in life
Im worried about the future, what if I cant find a wife What is the point of living if no one shares your memories
I cant help but put this as one of my top priorities
If love is not living life alone
Then yes I want it
I want more to life then what most movies choose to be shown I want someone that I can hug and my mind will be blown

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