Me deje ir
Toque fondo
Y cuando estava ahi
Me di cuenta
Que estaba
Completamente sola
Era yo acompañada
Pero no de personas
Sino
De mis miedos
De dolor
De mentiras
Crei que talvez
Seria encontrada
Pero como?
Si yo
No estaba dispuesta a encontrarme
Asi
Que decidi buscarme
A buscar mi proposito
Y empezar a cultivarme
Para crecer
Para encontrar la paz
Decidi que tengo que ser crucial
Con lo que acepto
Y que me empezaria
A aceptar
Porque me quiero
Con lo bueno de mi
Pero sobre todo con lo malo
Porque lo de afuera
No es importante
Es solo un buque
El que carga mi alma
Todo es energia
Y esta bien ser selectivo
Con la energia que quieres a tu lado
Me reclamo a mi
Y a todo lo que me hace ser yo
Me acepto
Con mis inmensas ganas de amar
Con mi torpeza
Con lo sencible que soy
Con mi ojo mas pequeño
Con mis derrotas
Y mi mayor deseo
Es
Que tu tambien.

Yo iva por la vida
Tratando de vivirla
Y en el camino me vistes
Y me buscastes
Quede sorprendida
Woah!
Eres una maravilla
Demaciado para una chica como yo
Te observe
Y a la primera palabra me perdi
Y supe
Que esto iva a doler
Tu alma es libre y bohemia
Una joya
De esas que el universo te presta
Pero solo
Por un momento
Gracias!
Grito al aire
Por haber tenido la oportunidad
Te deseo lo mejor
Hoy
Y cada uno de tus dias
Que siempre veaz la luz que te rodea
Y que te llenes de ella
Ojala
Tu corazon jamas se torne amargo
Se tu mismo
Es mi mayor consejo
Las paginas de mi libro
Siempre estaran listas
Por si decides escribir
Sobre tus penas
Sobre tus miedos
Sobre tus triunfos
Hasta lo que consideres incoherente
Bonito dia
Bonita vida
Pero no,
No es una despedida
Se que nos volveremos a encontrar
Talvez,
No de la manera que yo espero
Pero
Hasta entonces,
Disfruta y aventurate

Me senti completa
Te mostre mi lado mas fragil
Sin ninguna mascara
Feliz, explosiva, triste, misteriosa
Sincera
Pues contigo
Dejarse llevar fue natural
Recien se encendia la llama
Y tu decides apagarla?
Tu y yo nos ivamos a incendiar
A que le tienes miedo?
Dices que no es lo correcto
Pero que lo es?
Estas lleno de excusas
El miedo nos arranca de tantas oportunidades
Y que crees?
El miedo jamas se ir
Hay que arriesgarse
Si, te viy a herir
O quiza tu a mi
Pero asi como pasa lo malo
Tambien lo bueno vendra
Y quiza yo sea la ecepcion
Lo llegastes a pensar?
Tengo el kit para reconstruirte
O almenos
Para darte pedazos de mi y acompletarte
Las puertas de mi alma,
Abiertas estan
Por si decides volver
Pero quiza
No por siempre
Todo es un proceso
Ojala si no vuelves
Te encuentres
Sanes
Y te reconstruyas dia con dia
Cuidate

Today
As I opened my eyes
I realized my body was aching
I felt empty
Like there was a hole through my chest
I could feel the air passing through
Then
I remember all the empty words
That came out from your mouth
You gave me all the warnings
But I never cared to acknowledge
Everything coming out from you
Sounded so angelic
You took me to heaven
With every "Hello"
It is surprising
That you pushed me away
Though who am I kidding
It is my fault for being so naive
I should've not let you gaze
Through the pages of
The book I'm still writting
Regret is not for me
But if there's something I do regret
Is not taking things slower
Not reading the signs better
I felt blessed with every second of your presence
Now i feel cursed with every second of your absence
I am so thankful
For the attention
That you gave me
To me
It meant everything
To me
It was real.

When you asked me if we could be Friends
An amount of rage and sadness Overpowered me
Tears started pouring out from my Eyes
I felt like an old toy being Dispossed
I felt like the family member that is Put on a home and forgotten
In complete solitude
Even though I was surrounded by The presence of many
None of them was you
I closed my eyes hoping you Would appear
My dear
You made me feel like a princess
You stole my breath with every Kiss
When you caressed my skin
I felt I was being touched by an Angel
I didn't see evil within you
Yes, I saw fear, but not malice
I don't really understand
All the situations you have been Through
Or all the insecurities within you
But I need you
Becasuse you are the book I always Wanted to read
But couldn't get my hands on
Either because it was too expensive
Or it was out of stock
Anyone would give up anything
Just to read the pages that you let Me read
How fortunate would I be
To stumble upon such a Masterpiece again
I have come to accept
No matter how good a person's Intentions are
It might just not be the right Moment
But if you wait for the right time
You might wait for the rest of your Existence
I wish you'd be in my shoes for Some moments
Just so you could see
Just so you could feel
Just so you could hear
The magic that you are
If you were an ocean
I'd drown myself in you
Just to see what's at the bottom
I can't be your friend
Because at the end of the night
I want to be in your bed
Not for what yo're thinking
But because the night makes us More sincere
Your story
With all the hurt
The happy
The mad
Is my favorite of them all
I hope none reads you
The way I was able to
Uncensored
But now that I've read you
Or at least now that I read parts of You
I have questions
And know that answers won't Come
So I'll leave a review
On my personal thoughts
That my answer is NO
But I'll say Yes
Don't go!