People just passed you by, and suddenly your just the only one who is left behind. They come and go, tell and broke. Tears that are worthless, even the clouds are crying because it can’t hold the weight. I’m just like a child dreaming that my life would be a fantasy, but there’s no such a thing like that.

I could only see nightmares; dreams are just illusion or even hallucinations that your mind created. Even I woke up its just still the same I’m all alone, so I think I don’t have a place in this world.
Maybe I will just stay in my inner world, world that cannot be seen. A world that I’ve created and I belong to, a dark world I have. The pain that chained up my hands emptiness that blindfold my eyes and despair that tie my feet.

I’ve been tortured in a long time. My lips saying in hopeless, “This is the world works”. If you are weak you’ll die in this cruel world, no one is trustworthy. **** or be killed, eat or be eaten, in order to survive you should have no mercy.

People are just abusing what you have; they are just thief who will steal everything on you. They are wearing the mask of dishonesty, trying to blind you to the truth.

People will confused you to the real thing, I don’t let that kind of people will live in this game world. My silver knife that full of pain and darkness, will stab them deeply to their hearts. I want them to feel that pain that I’ve feel and die in despair.

Through all the time people will
change they will get older and matured, even their feelings will
change for the people they love.

But you should accept it , because people
will love you at first but someday
their feelings will change and they
will find someone who is better than you....

At the end you just the only one left,
left in an empty world, emptiness
that will never be filled again and it
will stay empty and useless...

Once it spilled it will never return
to where it came from, the day that
I am filled and suddenly my
emotions spilled out and I can't feel
any of this like before
It's just like my heart becomes frozen and suddenly
broke into pieces.

I can't blame people , we have
different decisions that we made in
ourselves and we don't have right to
control others decision even its
your love one's . We don't handle
them and we don't have right to decide for them.

If the time comes that people will leave you,
I'm  here to grab you into my world
and show you the real world that
I've been living since  I was born

Everyone will leave
And everything will be gone
No one can understand
No one will stay
Try to enter
In the end there's no escape
I've been hiding in darkness
Before I've seen the light
Monsters devour me
I forgot who I am
My heart becomes empty
The world seems like a dream
Nothing is true
Its just a illusion
I live in my inner world
World that I can stay for a long time
Waiting for the walls to fall apart
And face what's behind those walls
I can't see anything its just the same
The same before
I think I'm lost
Which way I can find the key
The key that will open the mysterious and cursed door
Cursed door where my twin is inside it
This is not me
This is the ****** monster