get on a piggy and go for a ride

today all day we're giving out piggy back rides

i won't lie, you don't have to try

when all you need to do is to hop on a piggy's backside

as i lose control
i go for broke
throughout the madness
i'm beginning to choke

you're alive in my mind
i can not speak for myself
i've spent half of my life
you've made my life hell

i'm slipping farther away
off into the void
you hi-jack my thoughts
with your crippling noise

you hinder my motives
make all of my choices
left feeling naked within
and avoiding the voices

this pain hurts and i suffer
tongue sticks when i stutter
you're still alive in my mind
i still shake, still shudder

you are keeping me down
i can't gain any ground
i can't speak for myself
you leave me broken and frowned

as my memory draws blank, i can only wonder what my next thought will be

growing bored in an absent mind, things begin to seem pretend to me

i enter a reality all of my own, becoming a stranger to myself, as i drift farther into the void

the feeling of emptiness sets in

this hollow head echoes with silence, kept undisturbed by anything that is tangible

left isolated, to reside in a place of solitude and remain in a state, where i feel that i don't even exist anymore

i don't understand it?
i guess i'll just hate it

let me get out my **** hammer
i'm so ******, i start to stammer

where the ffffu'ck is my ffffu'cking hammer

fu'ck, it won't come out throughout the stammer

where the fu'ck is my fu'cking stammer
i'm so ****** i can't stop this hammer