I don't know where I went wrong
Brought into the world crying out blood
Holding into dust
Help me make this feeling pass
Merging with the King of Household
Look away and run away from the devil

Father, I don't want to be like you
Oh, Father, I don't want to be like you
It's suffocating
Scared, Afraid, Dreadful

I'm such a fool
A fable I will keep looking up too
Knowing you acknowledge me
Is a feeling I can't wait to pass
Merging with the King of Household
Look away and run away from the devil

Oh, Father, I don't want to be like you

Why does it feel so much better when I was so alone
No one walking besides me
No one feels nothing when they're with me


It feels so much better when I was all by myself

Even in heaven hell is watching me
They ask is it good there in the garden?
High on the nice but low on disguise

Living on a promised world
While standing near it's exit door
Looking down, Is this where I belong?

So go ahead and wrap your arms around me
Until you feel nothing
Just like before

This second life I got to take care
Shoulders isn't stiff anymore so I can feel the weight
I'm swimming free floating in abyss

I'll take what I'm given
This beautiful nightmare
So go ahead and wrap your arms around me

Until you exhaust me

Lift me out of all my doubt
Hold my hand like an angel saving me
Let me feel the light of the sunrise

Harnessing the power of calming sea
Removing everything about the past me
This concrete I walk on will never forget me

Horizons in the night
Filled with city lights
May this new hope bright

Please don’t look at me

Here, have a shed of my skin

Please don’t look at me

I rather feel emptiness

Than embarrassment

I’ll remove my eyes and body

Just to save a glimmer of soul

you've been stagnating
pyramid slowly getting covered by the sand
When?
Where?
Why?
small increments
a bump on a line
a beat
forever there
slowly moving in a place not moving
stuck