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Ineffable Jun 2016
You’re this beautiful structure who took so much sweat tears and years to build yourself up promising and swearing you will never fall ,you’re as strong as a wall of bricks but what is built can be destroyed and then there’s me the mischievous one who just wants to hurt I like to destroy things I can’t help myself but think of all the ways I can tear you apart little by little just to enjoy how softly and slowly you crumble in detail in front of my eyes . I will make you feel like you’re the one girl who everyone wants putting your insecurities behind me so you can’t and won’t see them because my opinion to you matters not a little but a lot because you rather hear the good stuff I have to say rather than the bad ,I will always smile listen to what you have to say even though I might not agree you see me looking at you in a lucid way but inside full of darkness plotting your emotional break down .I’ll learn every little thing about you I will dig as far as I can to know your darkest secrets I want too know what you like and I’ll make it seem like I like everything you like ,you will feel like it was meant to be,you will enjoy how we have so many things in common you’ll talk about how I understand how I listen and I’ll just say it’s because your special to me in reality your nothing , I’ll let you meet my friends I will show you off give you kisses on the cheek forehead because they might matter more and constantly remind you your perfect for me , I’ll take you to my house let you meet my parents you will think it’s serious but your just another girl my parents knew they will like you just like the other girls because I’ll talk to them about you , and you will feel like you have a second family to go to, I’ll take you everywhere I possibly can so the memories can stick and you can’t smell see touch or taste without me coming up every single time .I’ll meet your friends become really close to them as well then ill distance you from them because ill be the only one you need ,I’ll grow into everything that surrounds you , you will think it’s a good thing but it won’t be . Once I see you have givin so much up for me listen to me love me so deeply I will walk away and not look back no explanation just push you off the cliff without thinking it twice because to me it was fun , your now weak vulnerable and alone you ended up pushing everyone away because I was the only one you needed so no one to go to but me I have walked away , I’m no longer that person , I’ll start talking to someone new I’ll do it all over agin but your to embarrassed to let people know what happened because you’ll look stupid and pathetic I’ll make sure to talk about her how she’s everything I actually wanted and make sure you know about it I’ll post pictures with her in every single place that meant something to you , your weak and everybody sees that ,your every guys target now they will all see you as a girl they can take advantage of and you’ll allow it because you need somebody then people will talk about you because too them you’ll look easy but you really just need a friend , the girl you once were has vanished I striped you from your pride your beliefs and trust your nothing you stand for nothing your miserable embarrassed shocked every possible feeling you once though you’d never feel your feeling walking naked amongst everybody I did it I feel good about it I’m wicked I can’t help it but it’s just so beautiful to me you were once standing amongst the crowed happy moving forward I pulled you to the side got you on your knees docile and silent and all you need is me but I’ll be around eventually I’ll come back to you because I won’t let the scars heel I’ll peel back through the scabs and let you bleed over and over agin you won’t even be safe in your sleep you will constantly have nightmares about it till you can’t take it anymore and eventually just learn to accept it ,your mine and you know you are so you will no longer fight it .
Ineffable Jun 2016
It surrounds you ,
But I can't seem to catch it ,it slips away when I think I have it .
I'm short of breath when I think about it .
Ineffable Jun 2016
I didn't do it for me I did it for you .
Funny cause you'll never have a clue.
If I say I'll be there , it's true .
You lose interest but then you'll  miss it too. Timing is off but it's only with you ,I'll live with it .
I can't help it , it's different .
So much we didn't do that we could of done.
If I could do it agin I would .
I mean, it was fun.
I should of replied but I didn't doesn't mean i don't want you ,you just had to show interest.
Ineffable Jun 2015
Perfect complexion and arrangement of her ****** features ,
but you don't see her .
Easy to relapse when I see her .
I don't love her , but I please her I get deeper psychologically deeper .
I play with her head now she lays on my bed she still agrees while you disagree we made an agreement ,
see we keep it lowkey .
I'm not ashamed of her it's just better if you don't see .
She can express herself loudly as can be no one to judge her , cause her face is a mystery.
She knows she'll get hurt cause I've done this before simple infatuation but in hope for more.
It can be,
but before you should know I never show faces cause they all look like her .
Ineffable May 2015
I used to think about you.
i used to talk about you.
i used to stress about you .
i couldn't help but do it all for you ; but now its not about you.
I don't think about you .
I don't talk about you .
I dont stress about you .
I let you go i could careless about you.
longing for someone who isn't you.
Now thats what i do.
Ineffable Oct 2014
Yes She had me alone .
I could not help but give in .
Yes it did end bad.
Ineffable Oct 2014
You're like Chapstick.
I use you when I need too, even though you make me feel better your only mine for a short period of time .
I don't hold on too you .
You mean nothing to me.
If I lose you I'll look for you .
If I can't find you I'll replace you .

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