seduced by a muse
I'm so happy to lose
myself ******* you
it's my choice and I choose
🧚‍♀️

this is a poem
this body is my home

creativity is healing
poor health is like a much-too-low ceiling

I saw you at the store
and wanted to do more

felt your pull several times
first in produce, then over by the line

I felt it yesterday too
when you saw me and I saw you

what could be?
where would it lead?
if I would just say hi
when I feel so intrigued

I feel afraid
hold me, Bae
it will be okay
I have faith today

what am I afraid of?
people around me withholding their love?

because I love you
and to me that's most true
if they can't understand,
I've got nothing to do

I'm dating a fairy
and if that seems scary
🤷🏻‍♂️ oh well
I'll be the canary

I'll hit on you in front of your parents
when I realize truer confidence

your grandfather too
I won't mind what they do

I'm too focused on you
and the start of something new

you found me in the hospital
when I was nearly dead
you brought me back to life
and became entrenched in my head

thank you

just try and see what happens
is that what I'm to do?
invite you to come with me
not knowing where I'll take you?

trusting the way will appear
when only a step is clear
one step feels pretty scary!
do I really believe in faeries?