And for a single passing moment, you were mine. I caved. I stopped trying to push my love away. I opened the locked door that was never content. I let myself love you. And In a blink of an eye, the lock went back on the relentlessly beaten door. I tortured my self to control my uncontainable love. You are my biggest fault. An addict is what I’ve become. Addicted to your *******.

The essence of love is strong but un-pure. And you are soaked in this devilish scent. My heart undoubtedly drawn in. I slowly lost myself in you. Day after day you were the one thing to constantly trace my mind. This love poisoning my judgment. I am trapped inside your palm. Now just another pawn in your war with love.

You’ve confused my heart in ways no one has before. But I continue to drown myself in this ever-growing pool of miscommunication. I tell myself that those coffee roast eyes that I love are worth the ache I feel. It will be everlasting. I either suffer from being in love and unloved or swallow the feeling of emptiness.