Raven

Raven 19h

Party

I went to the house of great Gatsby
So much fun in those bright party
Meaningless, still I was so happy
Those party are so temporary
My hollow heart, so empty

Let me go beyond those party
Beyond earth, something Godly
A peek into the curtain, the infinity
A world with another house of Gatsby
Let me celebrate that world with a party

Raven Mar 11

Day by Day

Stormy night, is coming here
Thunderclap, music to my ears
I'm love with those cloudy days
Rain fall, take my tears far away
Day by day, my eyes decay

Time, you are so short
Time, you are so long
I wish you, to be dead
Die, let me go far away
Day by day, my eyes decay

Nightmares feels like a dream
A dream that I can sleep
I just don't want to be awake
Sleep come, take me far away
Day by day, my eyes decay

God, will you fix me up?
Fix my hollow heart
Will you let me escape?
Show me path, in far away
Day by day, my eyes decay

Raven Mar 10

Voices of the Sky

Once me and myself argued, don't know who was right
It was about beauty of the dawn and moonless night
One argued coldly , other one had a short temper
Who won and who lost, I don't really remember

One said, sky is only pure in the form of moonless night
Beauty of dawn is just heated, fiery Sun, disguised as warmth
Moonless night is true glimpse of true self, the beauty of infinity
Unbearable heat hides behind dawn, act as it's the beauty of divinity

Other said, dawn hides it's heated fiery site just to be more humble
Moonless night can not show the right path to those who had crumbled
Beauty of dawn, fiery Sun is divine, the source of every life on mother earth
The emptiness of moonless night is infinite, still can not stop dawn from rebirth

Raven Mar 10

In the Background

I don't want to be remembered, I want to be forgotten
Just want to be a random guy, neither precious or rotten
I don't want any attention, neither I want to be avoided
Just want blend in the background, faceless and hidden

My novel doesn't need the best hero or a timeless villain
I want my novel to be a flop, old story, something boring
I don't want any ****** or moral in the plot of my novel
I want it to be dull and boring something poorly written

I don't want my song to be a voice of love or a act of a rebel
I want my song as a lullaby without heavy words or feelings
I don't want my music to be something others deeply cherish
Others can hum my song but I want them to forget the lyrics

Raven Mar 2

Unarmed

Oh god, Why you chosen me to do that
In that fight, I would be first one to tap
You gave me wrong fight, cut me slack
Wanna fight no more, I raise white flag

God, why you gave me that, what is your plan
It's not fight no more, an execution of a weak man
Answer me, God, It is not a prayer, I demand
Why my fight and I always been such a mismatch

Yes I am weak and coward , I cannot fight
I am weak and coward, I cannot bring light
I am weak and coward, you made me a knife
Answer me why? God, why I am in this gunfight?

Raven Feb 7

Madness

I am going mad, please leave me alone
Give me a silent world, I can be on my own
Your crimes, In my head they always echo
Even in despair, your sins I can never let go

You threw me under the bus just to be safe
Now you want others to take on your blame
Others were also thrown under, yet you claim
Others threw me, just to defame your good name

How dare you claim others have ruined your name
When you always have been a two faced snake
Run, before you get burned in my hateful flame
I am going mad, mad me, even I wouldn't able to tame

Raven Feb 7

Chaos

From the day I was born, I chased a devil
Now, is it too late? I know I am already evil
He always raged, showed me his dark soul
Following him, I jumped in a dark black hole

Although devil, he loved me as one of his own
He just did not know, how to treat a human soul
Now, my soul is ******, in the darkest pit of hell
I don't know why, the darkness feels like my home

The devil crying, asked me for forgiveness
I would have if he destroyed his darkness
Since the devil couldn't change himself
I'll **** him and my evil will **** myself