Forgive me, my love, for I cannot love you right.
I don't know how to
I think you should leave,
And I hope you find happiness.
Woe to me, the monster.
Forgive me, my love, for I will never understand
How your mind works
I'm still learning to understand my own.
Forgive me, my love,
for I have grown to close to you
And it is now time for this monthly ritual
Of pushing people away
Forgive me, my love
I am just trying to do the right thing.

Death is not a race
So wipe those tears off your face.

I've been doing
Pretty horrible, but I hope you're well
I hope you're happy
Up there in Heaven, cause I'm stuck in hell
I didn't use to
Believe in Christianity, God, or anything
I read the Bible
As a mechanism to pretend you're okay
I hope, however
If there's a 'Heaven' that you're up there
Where are you darling?
I hope you're at least somewhere
Cause it's scary to think
When you die, you go nowhere. ...
So, here lies the love of my life,
I hope that they're somewhere

Have you no shame?
Tearing apart people's hearts for fun..
Have you no shame?
Putting yourself out there like it's nothin.'
You walk around
So proud of yourself, who and what you've done
While the rest of us
Are stuck behind tryna' learn how to love
Don't mind me
I'm just one of your many victims
No, don't mind me
I'm just working on trying to move on
Don't mind me,
Don't mind me...
I've been drinking
Pretending that it helps seal away the pain
I've been sinking
Drowning in this beer, these tears and this rain
I've been thinking
You said you just needed space
The stars been twinkling
And remind me of the brightness of your face
So lately, I've been up at night thinking
Since you been gone so much recently
I've been in my head and it hit me...
The ****'s the matter with you?
You break everything that's in your path
You're a monster, you're a psychopath
You move on, forget the aftermath
You hurt the only people you love you back
You're crazy, you're insane,
You think that you're the only ruler
You got it in your brain
That the rest of us drool over ya'
Have I no shame?
Using the few people that I have to move on
Have I no shame?
Sobbing over someone who's already gone
Am I okay?
I've been pretending that I am for a while
I'm not okay,
But I'll just throw the pain in the forget-about-it pile
My dad hates me, he said so
My mom hates me, she said so
My family hates me, they said so,
Everybody hates me, so I'll go
**** myself on main street
the driver will not see me
I can finally be
Somewhere that's more happy
Have I no shame?
Pretending like I'm sad, but what about?
Have you no shame?
Telling me I'll be forgot about?
Are we okay?
We're a mess, we really are, it's a shame..
Are you okay?
I love you, and I promise you are not to blame.

Home sweet home,
Next to broken promises
Hidden cries
Large, fake smiles
And swollen eyes
Home sweet home,
Live, laugh, love,
But we are not meant to live
We will never learn how to laugh
And love we know nothing of.
Home sweet home,
Next to a drunk mother
Holding an empty wine glass
Next to a father
Holding an empty child
by the neck
Home sweet home,
Take away the sweet,
Take away the life,
Take away the laughs,
Take away the love...
And you've got yourself
a home.

Do not tell me to take a deep breath
You know **** well
I cannot breathe
That is just cruel
That is like telling
A blind man
To look how pretty
Your dress is.