creak creak
i want to be made out of metal
creak creak
i want to know how it feels
i drink water and hope to rust away
but i don't even itch
creak creak
cause i'm made out of meat
i hate my flesh, my skin an blood
my bones and my guts
i want them all to be gone
creak creak
and be replaced with
cables and wires and screens
cause my body's so weak
creak creak
i scratch my cheeks until they screech

you only used me
you ******* used me
you make me feel so ******* *****

how could you do that?

you stole my trust
and then you broke it
an still you called me paranoid
when i knew
and i was right
but you put ******* sand in my eyes

you're an abuser
a ******* user
a ***** liar
and you believe it all yourself

you only used me
you ******* used me
you make me feel so ******* *****

you're an abuser
a ******* user
a ***** liar
i'd break your finger
for all your ******* broken promises

you had to fake it
cause you can't make it
cause you don't ******* love anyone
except yourself

she said
she lost her touch
she said
she lost those voices
in her head

she said
she can sleep again
she said
she can dream
but she never remembers

she said
that if she could
she would
change it all back

does she know?
i love her
i would miss her

is it true
was it you
calling my name that night
i don't believe it

i look in the mirror
and i try to find
whatever you see
but i don't see it
i don't believe it

why would you love me?

i wish you the best
i wish you the worst

2 seconds
3 minutes
4 hours
and 1 day
through my eyes

that is why we're enemies
you don't want to know how it feels
but i want you to see what i see
i want you to know how it feels
that is why we're enemies

i wish you the worst
i wish you the best

the worst would be the best for you

how can we ever be
anything but
we've seen each other
in our dreams
and we don't remember