Soft as a bunny,
Cute as a button,
What did i do to deserve you?

The worried look on your face
The salty crystals forming in your eyes
Oh how i do admire you.

Your dark, luscious hair
Your full pink lips
What a beauty
How lucky i am to have you.

Why do you run?
Hide away
Cover yourself with the blanket of our bed.

Your once doe eyes full of laughter and content,
Has overflowed with hate
Your once bright red cheeks
Are only pale,no colour, like a blank canvas

You once spoke your mind
Your laughter echoeing wherever you went

Now why is it, i cant remember what you sound like?

I dont care. You were the most beautiful girl in the city.

You are mine. Whether you like it,
or not.

You like me
But do i like you?

Your nice to me
Am i nice to you?

You always talk to me
Do i do the same for you?

You make my face go on fire,
But is it from you
Or the attention?

You say we’re perfect.
But do i think the same for you?

No.
I dont know.

The skies glisten
Reflecting on the ocean

The waves crash against the rocks
As if to mock

The fish swim
Wherever the current takes them

The sharks hunt
As if to pull a stunt

If everything in this life has a reason, what is mine?

This bottomless oceon
Cant seem to find an end
The navy blue water flows in me
My stomach,my lungs,my heart

I swim.
Something i’ve learnt when i was five
Why do i falter now?
Its easy
I’ve done it before, but it looks like the once bright yellow sun can not save me from the shallow moon.

I miss,me,
The child-like wonder
The curious smile
The way my eyes glistened in the light
Where has it gone?

the trees danced, the birds sang, the sun shining a big bright smile, the cotton-like clouds up so high waving down at me
where has it gone?

The clouds could be any shape,
Your only limit,was you,
When did the clouds become clouds, the sun a big bright star, the trees just being blown by the wind,
when did i stop believing my parents know everything?
Like a precious jewel deep underground,
The one who believed in magical fairies,
nothing i wouldn’t do to get you back.

Im all alone.
Peace and quiet
Solitude
Am i here?
Do i hold a significance to you?
Who am i?

Do you love me?
Do you dream of me?
We dont even talk
Not like we used to.
Your stupid.
You know
Or do you not?
Who am I,

The books we read
Covered in words
Do you dream of me the way i do for you?
Am i covered in your thoughts?
You have me wrapped around your finger and you dont even know it.
Who am i,

Will you think of me when we part ways?
Your so close yet so far.
Like we stand on apposing sides of a river.
You have your friends, and i have mine.
My friends dont like you.
No one does but me.
So why dont you look at me?
Your like a night jasmine
Covered in my thoughts only when im alone
Full of darkness where you shine
Sparkling like a light of hope
A small,dimmed light.
Am i like that to you?
Do you know?
Who am I,

Im waiting
Years now.
Will it end?
Should i let you go?
Years time, when we grow distant
The lake turns to the ocean.
Will you think of me?
As a friend?
A what could of been?
A distant flower?
Am i,also, your night jasmine?
Should i stop?
Would you want me to?
Whatever makes you happy.
Who am I, to you?

Think of me as i do you,
Please.

As still as frozen water,
Here we are all together
I can hear your words
But i cant understand them
Here we go again,

I wish i were a fish instead
Blah, blah, blah is all i hear,
But all i do is fear,
What if i fail?
Here we go again,

The saphire blue oceans turning me purple, i talk
As you write with your white chalk
Why cant i focus, i ask whilst writing this poem
Here we go again,

Except this time we forever alone.