I always wondered how people could feel pain but yet be so strong

I always wondered how it might one day feel like to lose someone I love

But never would I have thought in a million years.. It would have been you

I never thought I would feel this way, would lose you

Never imagined that I could one day lose myself in loving you

In wanting you, in caring for you, in loving you.

I miss you, I need you so much, I love you.

I wanna say I'm sorry.

I know I was difficult to approach
and talk too,

I don't know why.
I was nervous, I read all the signs

Maybe because, something like that has never happened to me before.

I wanted to make you like me, but I
feel like I've changed as a person now, and you have too.

I remember I said I didn't want any regrets in life and this is my #1 regret.

Which is letting go of something so beautiful.

I'm pretty sure it was love, because I had never felt that way before.