Your words cut me deeper
Than a knife
For knife can be taken back
Words cannot be
Your words cut me deeper
Than a knife
For I have bled all the same
Equally with knife and so with words
Your words cut me deeper
Than a knife
For your words
Not so much as knifes
Have taught me my lesson
To not rely,
Forget about people,
Even on angels

I cried myself to sleep
When I realised
I had no more tears left to cry

I cried out my fears on paper
Swallowed my past with aspirin
Wore the mask of monotony
All along

Couldn't hate you
Even if I wanted to
You ended up doing deeds
You told me to avoid
All along

I cried out when I lost the battle with my demons
Swallowed my hope with tears
Wore the amour of plastic
All along


You deserve an applause
For how you're  hiding your lies in vain
Couldn't reach your limits
Even when I climbed a ladder
All along

You crushed me into piecese
Bit by bit
Till I could not be mended
Made me who i am not
Someone who i never was
Someone who was told be kept at distance
Do that no more i plead
You've done enough damage
I have walked on the pieces you shattered me into
And bled myself
Faced the consequences
You broke me
Now you mend me
Shape me again
Fix me like a sane person
Keep me safe
Be my cobler
I ll be your shoe
I said
Staring at the mirror

Why am I pondering over someone
In whose deep dark oblivion sea
My ship has already sailed

I scream but there's no one to listen
I shiver but there's no one with a comforter
I cry but there's no one with a tissue
I feel pain  but there's no one to soothe it away
Everyone's here to just twist the knife deeper in the gut
Being left alone with no shoulder to lean on is the worst thing
Living in this world is even worse