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837 · May 2018
Mama
Rhonda Walls May 2018
The relationship of mother and daughter,
You were FIRE
And I gasoline,
Becoming explosive!
At times we got along,
mostly disagreeing.
You left me at 22,
Mother's Day 1990.
I have so many questions.
So many things I want to say
Then I am reminded.....,
that you are an Angel,
ever watching
ever guiding
And of all mothers,
God chose you!
I am blessed!
I love you so very much Mama.
Happy Mother's Day
744 · Dec 2015
I am
Rhonda Walls Dec 2015
I am.....

tall but short...
fat but skinny...
plain but pretty...
complicated­ but simple...
naive but smart...
sad but happy...
serious but funny...
mean but nice...
stubborn but understanding...
old but young...
weak but strong...
sensitive but emotional...
delicate­ but tough...
deceitful but honest...
foolish but clever...
estranged but loyal...
conservative but ****...
scared but brave...
messy but tidy...
wrong but right...
crazy but stable...
clumsy but graceful...
guilty but innocent...
lazy but energetic...
empty but full ...
lost but found...

I am...

ME
A summary of myself.
520 · Nov 2016
A Woman's Dream
Rhonda Walls Nov 2016
When  I was younger, I had this dream that occurred only a few times, but enough that told me the color of his hair, his eyes, his build, etc, my Knight in Shining Armor.

I never, in the  dreams, see his face.

One day, I met my dream

I thought, my dream come true. 
 
So, I married my dream.

I was in awe of my dream.

For the longest time,  I ate, drunk and slept everything that was my dream.

Then I began to notice that there was a dark side to my dream,
a nightmare.

But,  I would do anything to keep  my dream, no matter how dark.

I felt my dream was worth my  own unhappiness.

My concern was my dream,

After  several years of living the nightmare,

I was becoming my own nightmare.

Eventually,  a person wakes up.

I'm  still sleeping, awaiting to be woke up and see that my dream of true happiness has been lying there beside me.


This is my dream!

325 · Aug 2016
Silence
Rhonda Walls Aug 2016
I asked if You could tell me what was wrong,

You made me wait in silence,

I waited.....

And now, with the absence of you

Silence was the answer.

I just wasn't listening.
321 · Aug 2016
The phone call
Rhonda Walls Aug 2016
There's a sound in the distance,
she is curious,
ever so slow she takes one  step closer,
heart  pounding,
mind racing,
She peers down,
exploding with anticipation,
she picks it up,
she hears the most beautiful words,
deep inside the reaction takes hold,  
her eyes widen,
her heart fills with joy,
the sound  that she hears......


her soulmate expressing the passion he feels for her.
172 · Apr 2019
The Empty Nest
Rhonda Walls Apr 2019
Dear Empty Nest Sydrome,

You have given me an unexplainable emptiness that words cannot explain,
only to be defined by feeling
Experiencing this void is not what a mother wants, to be quite honest!
Sometimes, in the middle of the night, I wake to check on the children, slowly opening the door to peek in, walking in to listen to them breathe as they dream the sweetest of dreams,
kneeling down at the bedside kissing them on the forehead,  holding their hand ever so gently for a moment careful not to wake them, only to savor the few seconds that feel like a lifetime,
yet to realize years have past, and their beds lay empty, only leaving their sweet scent behind.
My children have grown, becoming beautiful people to begin their own nest.
The laughter from days gone by of  playful times are sorely missed.
The giggles and snickers made my ears rejoice, my face glow, wishing it never to end, but at the same time, my heart aches for more days such as those.

I miss my children!

So, Empty Nest Syndrome, although the pain is immeasurable, I want to
thank you for memory!

Sincerely,

Mother of 3 daughters
Natasha, Kari and Robyn I love you all so very much!

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