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609 · Apr 2018
Stretch marks.
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
Stretch marks hugging her body
Curving around on her hips
Simply shouting "her majesty" on her brown skin
Patterns and prints that justify her beauty

A proud women she is
With all natures purposes aĺl over her body

Thy Temple.
512 · May 2018
My own pressence
Lufuno anita May 2018
Going away
On a trip of my own
RnB soothing my ears
Chocolate sweetening my taste buds
Comfortable clothes hugging my body
Fancy cuisines filling my mouth
My eyes blinded by God's creation,
His earth

Am not upset
Am not heartbroken

Am just craving my own presence

- her life
451 · Oct 2017
Craving
Lufuno anita Oct 2017
It was 14:15
I heard you were around the block
My heart tried to locate you
My mind tried to communicate with you
My body expecting you

My soul needing a boost from you
From your reviving kiss,
Your electric touch,
Your soothing voice,

My soul needing a place to rest
You stretch out your arms
Offering to carry my burdens for a while.
You give out your heart
Just for me to feel alive again

My body needing some repairs
From the pain of the long day
And all you want to do is kiss my body all night
Until the pain goes away

It was 14:15
And the whole of me was craving you
396 · Oct 2017
Torture
Lufuno anita Oct 2017
The first time I was under the influence
The second I was in pain
I walked away without looking back
The pain in my heart
The memories in my mind
The scars on my soul
But I wore a smile

I hid from you
Ran from you

You got a hold of me
You kept following
You kept laughing at me for the things you did
You kept dragging me down
You kept scaring me

Those pictures
Those words

Wasn't I good enough for you ?
The day we broke up you said you loved me
You said you wanted to help me
Are you indirectly calling me crazy?

You showed more love to my ****** then u did to me
More scars on my heart then you do to the grass when you play soccer

Babe tell me what I was lacking?
What didn't I give you ?
You had it all and threw it right in my face
Acting like a mechanic
Opened me up trying to make a creation of your own

But in the end you couldn't fix me
The first time I was under the influence
The second I was in pain
I walked away without looking back
The day we broke up you said you loved me

You are the reason I started writing
Thank you for the pain I can express on paper
Thank you for the memories I can tell the world
Thank you for making me the writer that I am

I forgive you
I'll let you go

I pray that one day you realise how much I loved you and how much you didn't
291 · Apr 2018
It's about us.
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
" Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't allowed to miss me this much, and don't let anyone tell you that what we have isn't real." He said
210 · Apr 2018
Unfortunately
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
No matter how much you love someone
How much you fight for them
How much you stand up for them
How much you try to understand their ways of life and who they truly are

If they don't want to be loved
Or fought for
Or stood up for
Or understood

You can not do anything about it.
Just let it go.
202 · Jul 2018
True me.
Lufuno anita Jul 2018
Falling into your trap is one thing I shouldn't have done
You want to discover who I am
You want to learn my ways
You want to be a part of me

I doubt you'll be able to handle me
The true me
The real me
Who I am

You'll simply lose interest as I start to sound like a broken record.
187 · Jul 2018
Slow dance
Lufuno anita Jul 2018
Solely she dances in the darkness of her mind
In a cage of torn pictures we call our memories
Absorbing each and every word that the lyrics throw at her
Left and right she sways
With her eyes closed,
Out of this world she has left.
165 · Apr 2018
Only.
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
My body was a temple
And all you did was invade the throne
You never cared about me
Or my soul

All you cared about was what is placed between my legs.
164 · Apr 2018
For how long ?
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
I love you
I know I do
Am a victim of love
And so are you

Sadly we cannot share a love so true to the world

I want to know what love is
I want the world to see what kind of love you give me
A love so poor yet so rich
A love of encouragement
A love of no judgement
A love that's never ending
163 · Nov 2017
All of you
Lufuno anita Nov 2017
The fact that u left is hard to accept
No hugs .
No kisses .
All I have to rely on is the last kiss you gave me
The last time you looked into my eyes and said you loved me

It's 22:47
And you are all that's on my mind .
Going through our pictures
Reminiscing your voice
Your words
Your touch
Your love

Every night I pray for you to be the best that you can
I pray for your success
Your happiness
Peace and joy

Like a family member you are.
No matter how far you are my heart will be with you
No matter where you go I'll be there for you

Blowing kisses to you my love
Where ever you are
Never forget me

I shall never forget all of you
163 · Nov 2017
Creativity
Lufuno anita Nov 2017
Using your large bombastic words when you type
Why don't you use your large bombastic emotions when you write

Sitting up straight
Looking out the window
Wind blowing in my face

Stars twinkling in the sky
And I wonder where the moon is .
Did the moon and stars have a fight
Or is the moon giving the stars a chance to shine

Using your large bombastic words to get the girl of your dreams but
Do you even know what they mean?

You tell her all these lines you practiced
How about you tell her how you feel

Tell her what comes from your heart and not some quotes you got from Tumblr

If she means the world to you
Give her a chance to shine
Show the world how much you value her

Just the same way the moon gave the stars a chance to shine
You do the same
And flaunt her
160 · May 2018
My eyes.
Lufuno anita May 2018
You are handsome.
A Dark skin African man
With all that melanin popping from the tips of your hair
The tounge of a foreign language
Walk of a native land
And touch of a king

That's how my eyes describe you

- her life
159 · Apr 2018
Acknowledge
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
Don't lose yourself trying to help someone else find themselves.
152 · May 2018
Heart broken
Lufuno anita May 2018
You was just a baby boy when your father left you
He didn't leave you for the worst
But for the good

He left to become your guardian angel
He knew that apart from him being your physical hero
He wanted to be more than that
He wanted to be more than just your father
But your spiritual guardian as well

He never left you for the worst
But for the good

- her life
148 · Jul 2018
Her
Lufuno anita Jul 2018
Her
"baby am *****" he'd say
And I'd tell him am not
"please baby just one round" he'd say

Manipulative he was
Or rather I was a stupid young girl who thought she was loved by someone

The process from the beginning to the end was unpleasant
I thought having *** was meant to be spacial between two people but no

You'd take off my clothes
Push me to the bed
All I could see in your eyes was lust and nothing more
You'd come closer and my heart would start to break
The words failing to come out of my mouth
The word stop

You'd rub against my ****** with your *****
I'd tell my ****** not to get wet
I'd hope it doesn't get wet
But I guess the ****** has a mind of its own
And so it got wet

I'd try to contract my ******
Make my body stiff so that you don't get it
But I guess I was too weak for your manly strength

You'd put it in
And my heart would break again
You'd stroke so hard I'd want to scream no
But I couldn't
I was afraid to tell you to stop
I was afraid of you

I'd let out a fake moan just to satisfy you
I'd scratch
And bite
And moan louder and louder
I'd fake all the things a man wants a woman to do when they have ***

When you came
Its where it ended
You'd wear your clothes
And come up with some ******* excuse for you to leave

And when you left
I'd sit there naked on the bed
Crying
Ashamed of myself
Questioning my power as a woman
Looking at myself like some piece of trash that just says yes even if she doesn't want to

Disgusted of myself
I was
***** and impure

You left me ***** and impure
139 · Apr 2018
Reminder.
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
You took my purity
You left me to heal all by myself
and returned to say you were there for me

The ability to make me doubt my own words through my own experience.
Finding peace in my pain,
Craving for scars,
Missing the tears.
I got addicted to pain ,
Pain was my drug

If you had not hurt me
I had to inflict pain on myself just to feel alright !
127 · Apr 2018
Creator.
Lufuno anita Apr 2018
Before abusing a woman
Just remember that without her
You wouldn't have been.
125 · Jul 2018
Grey
Lufuno anita Jul 2018
I was a happy a second ago
Till I thought about you

These thoughts are like an experimental battery that just ***** away all the power that I have

It takes away all the things that I see bright and beautiful in my life
It takes me back to when I'd cry all night to the day's thoughts

I've lost my touch
I've lost my touch

People say am creative
Is that true ?

All that I do is write down what it is you put me through and still you'd deny it at the end of the day

I can't belive you came to my castle one day
And I let you in

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