Falling into your trap is one thing I shouldn't have done
You want to discover who I am
You want to learn my ways
You want to be a part of me

I doubt you'll be able to handle me
The true me
The real me
Who I am

You'll simply lose interest as I start to sound like a broken record.

"baby am *****" he'd say
And I'd tell him am not
"please baby just one round" he'd say

Manipulative he was
Or rather I was a stupid young girl who thought she was loved by someone

The process from the beginning to the end was unpleasant
I thought having *** was meant to be spacial between two people but no

You'd take off my clothes
Push me to the bed
All I could see in your eyes was lust and nothing more
You'd come closer and my heart would start to break
The words failing to come out of my mouth
The word stop

You'd rub against my ****** with your *****
I'd tell my ****** not to get wet
I'd hope it doesn't get wet
But I guess the ****** has a mind of its own
And so it got wet

I'd try to contract my ******
Make my body stiff so that you don't get it
But I guess I was too weak for your manly strength

You'd put it in
And my heart would break again
You'd stroke so hard I'd want to scream no
But I couldn't
I was afraid to tell you to stop
I was afraid of you

I'd let out a fake moan just to satisfy you
I'd scratch
And bite
And moan louder and louder
I'd fake all the things a man wants a woman to do when they have ***

When you came
Its where it ended
You'd wear your clothes
And come up with some ******* excuse for you to leave

And when you left
I'd sit there naked on the bed
Crying
Ashamed of myself
Questioning my power as a woman
Looking at myself like some piece of trash that just says yes even if she doesn't want to

Disgusted of myself
I was
***** and impure

You left me ***** and impure

Don't lose yourself trying to help someone else find themselves.

Before abusing a woman
Just remember that without her
You wouldn't have been.

I love you
I know I do
Am a victim of love
And so are you

Sadly we cannot share a love so true to the world

I want to know what love is
I want the world to see what kind of love you give me
A love so poor yet so rich
A love of encouragement
A love of no judgement
A love that's never ending

Stretch marks hugging her body
Curving around on her hips
Simply shouting "her majesty" on her brown skin
Patterns and prints that justify her beauty

A proud women she is
With all natures purposes aĺl over her body

Thy Temple.

It was 14:15
I heard you were around the block
My heart tried to locate you
My mind tried to communicate with you
My body expecting you

My soul needing a boost from you
From your reviving kiss,
Your electric touch,
Your soothing voice,

My soul needing a place to rest
You stretch out your arms
Offering to carry my burdens for a while.
You give out your heart
Just for me to feel alive again

My body needing some repairs
From the pain of the long day
And all you want to do is kiss my body all night
Until the pain goes away

It was 14:15
And the whole of me was craving you