I hate being me,
No more like I hate living in this world anymore.
Because it is too depressing to live.
But I cant complain for I choose to live.
I know living might be horrible for me its just that I want to live not for myself but the person I love
Because I love him too much
But I know that loving too much can hurt me very much
But I just don’t know how to erase this feelings I have for you
I did everything avoid you, hate you, don’t look at you even tried to love someone else.
But I just cant seem to forget my feelings for you.
Maybe because I have loved you too much now.
Now I don’t know what to do,
But you know it is kind of funny because I loved someone else even ,though, I cant love myself.
It is truly funny no hilarious for me.
Because despite that I know that you love someone else I still choose to get hurt by you,
than be hurt by somebody else rather than you.
I love you but I choose not to tell you,
Because I want you to focus on the person you love rather than a friend that loves you but you don’t.
I may choose not to tell you that I love you,
I may choose to be hurt by you,
But even so, I just want to continue on being by your side,
always and forever even if its just being your friend and not your girlfriend.
Because I love you too much that I choose not to tell you much.
I love you remember that,
Even if you just see me as your loyal and supportive friend.