I think I saw my
Soulmate on the street
The other night.
I was walking along the sidewalk
That was dripping with rainwater.
The night was humming with
Its dark secrets.
And then suddenly I saw him.
I felt all the heavy
Decay and dead matter
Fall off my shoulders
And when I looked down,
I saw that it all had
Turned into feathers.
Millions of pictures flooded
My mind of what we could be
If only we knew each other's names.
I felt a joy deep inside places
I'm usually too afraid to even acknowledge.
Like my heart.
And my soul.
My stomach was full of butterflies.
My heart was full of sparks that
I need you to make into a
Passionate fire.
You passed with a warm smile
And suddenly I melted.
I should've melted into your arms, but
They weren't open, waiting to
Catch me.
But it's okay.
I don't blame you.
I know it's my fault.
I know I should open up more.
But I'm afraid.
When I saw you,
I wasn't afraid, not even for
One second.
I smiled back.
And said one word that made
Your smile open wider than
I ever thought possible.
"Hi."
I'd like to thank you, Soulmate.
I don't know your name,
Your age,
Your favorite song.
But you still somehow made me feel a way
I've never felt before.
I've never felt such joy.
I've never felt so brave.
I've never felt like
I could touch the stars
Before I saw you on that
Rainy street.
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