Take a look at today's life
Many loosing self control
People have lost their minds
Live in outrage, madness,
Problematic, demonic mathematics
They lack focus, and concentration
They need peace, and relaxation
The Holy Spirit, for meditation
Rehearse, Enforce, Put Forth
The Word of God,
The Creator of the Heavens
And the Earth

Luke 19:10
"For the Son of Man came to seek and to save what was lost.

I guess it was all a dream
Or maybe it's just me
I guess it wasn't meant
A heart up for rent
I guess truth is I'm unworthy
A world answers back
There's not much to say
One day i won't get in your way
Never come my way
If all you do is play

Let it be, I set you free
Fly away, stay far away
Find wealthy happiness
Help relieve the stress &  
You deserve a white dress
A loving elegance for you  
Their eyes not good enough for you
Please don't come my way
I'll forget you someday
Hope I disappear one day
I'll make it, have to take it
The way life gave it
It doesn't bother me
God taught me humility
Hey I learned from you
The best things in life
Only grew from loving you
& Are felt within, not like any
Sort of thing, a special crystal spring, a living fountain, the highest mountain I reach and unfortunately can't no one teach, you can't learn it, you can't plan it, you can't force it, you can't rush it, you can't buy it, lucky me it took me unexpectedly a love that's never letting go...

Truth remains, cutting through my veins, mentally insane, heading down the drain, against the grain, for the capital gain, I don't **** for the thrill people, blood sport no fun and games, people fold ain't got no shame, live for the fame showered in vane, artificial sugar cane, sprinkled mary Jane,

Nothing is aesthetic nowadays, real has faded away, maybe past away, synthetic has now arisen, taking over dropping minds lower, instead of progressing forward, remember the pure hearted will witness the Lord, the wicked will never adore, given the chance to explore, he choose to close the door, oppress the struggling poor, the children starving for more, with pain their hearts tore, blood pore from the centers core...

This is just a brief description, natural prescription, coded encryption, real life's depiction, actuality non fiction, hells contriction, peoples restrictions, be free from *******, awareness engage to the next page,  brainstorming strikes thunterstorming please my words are simply complex...

Now to speak of my infinity,
Who brought the best-in-me
The one cutting right through me
The pain to my heartache
My favorite place I have ever been
Something which cannot be seen
My moon, my silly cartoon
My lovely melody, my charming
My last thought before I sleep
My overwhelming hurt
My heart's regret never worked
Feeling like a stupid dork
Maybe it's just me, someday I promise I'll be gone, went wrong,
Maybe people will then get along...

i love you
i miss you
i crave you
Truly i do

Tried to paint you a picture
The colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you
And all along

You were shaded with patience
Your strokes of everything
That I need just to make it,
But I can see

Lord knows I failed you time and again,
But you and me are alright

We won't say our goodbyes
You know its better that way
We wont break, we wont die
Its just a moment of change

All we are, all we are
Is everything that's right
All we need, all we need
A lover's alibi, Yeah.

I walked a minute in your shoes
They never would have fit
I figured there's nothing to lose
I need to get

Some perspective on these words
Before I write them down
You're an island and my ship
Has run aground

Lord knows I failed you time and again,
But you and me are alright, Yeah

We won't say our goodbyes
You know its better that way
We wont break, we wont die
Its just a moment of change

All we are, all we are
Is everything that's right
All we need, all we need
A lover's alibi

Every single day that I can breathe
You changed my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say your goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We wont break, we wont die
Its just a moment of change
Yeah, ooh, ooh.

So don't say your goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We wont break, we wont die
Its just a moment of change

All we are, all we are
Is everything that's right
All we need, all we need
A lover's alibi, yeah, ooh, ooh.

So dont say your goodbyes
You know it's better...
We wont break, we wont die

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-whoa, ahh, ahh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Won't die, wont die this time
Won't die, won't die, oh....)

Visions of you and me
A passion with great delight
Forever I'll fight for you
A love so clean and true
I felt you, I melt you, I kept you
Near my presence
Hugging me tight,
Feels so right, we took flight
Let our souls speak
With actions and emotions
A bond that only comes
From building a connection
With God, a celestial direction
Chemistry left unexplained
Through the suffering and pain
My love will forever be the same
My soulmate, my bride,
Embraced in a love so complex
Maybe it's just me, only me
A love more meaningful than ***
Might be apart, you stole my heart
Think of you day and night
Through the darkness and the light
My mind heard your intimacy
Natural love making ecstasy
Still my only true caring fantasy
I can hear you moan, full grown
Us two in private all alone
In a real spectacular zone
My body connecting with yours
Your nectar is slowly poured
Through your sacred palace
Through your divine temple
Through a love so true sad and blue
It's only made in my vision
Face to face romancing position
Taking our time to meet
Rising temperatures, body's sweating
Holding you closely next to me
My only sweetheart fantasy

I LOVE YOUR POETRY
PLEASE DONT LEAVE US
HOPE HELLOPOETRY
HEARS FROM YOU SOON

I'm the Sun in the Sky
I'm the Moon in the Night
I'm the Dark and the Light
I'm the One and the None
I'm the Air that you Breathe
I'm the Sounds that you Hear
I'm the Dreams and your Screams
I'm the High in your ****
I'm the Smoke in the Speed
I'm the Water you Drink
I'm the Killer at the Sink
I'm the Eyes that never Blink
I'm the Time in the Clock
I'm the Crime at the Block

Humility
Respect
Unity
Love
Rights
Equality
Justice
Integrity
Spirituality

At The Devil's Saloon

Clever I Pull The Lever
I Give Up

The heat that makes you wanna throw yourself in the ocean lol
The heat that makes you wanna take your clothes off lol
The heat that makes you sweat rising temperature lets go to the next level
I'm hot when I hit the spot
I'll make you melt everything is felt
When I whip you with the belt
I'm hot get out my way
Cuz I'm here to stay lolz
Let me get you wet & lets go to the beach so I can teach you boo

Move on, forget where we went wrong
There's no you and me, I'm free to be me
I can walk anytime of the day or night
I can listen to any music I feel is right
Of course for me, I'm not limited
Nor am I prohibited, I'm straight unlimited
Can choose to live as the world
But I'm clever you know me better than that
Never lower myself for he the masses
There's no need to fit in, be like the others
I'm great, I'm unique, I'm untouchable
I'm a master of a kind, of time and space
I'm a person with freedom of expression
Of any type, way, or form  that's who I be
Love me or hate me still can't face me
Chase me erase me my soul will embrace me
Forget me like I never existed
I leave this book of poetry
To the people to share a thought

Instead Of Me The Only Person That Ever Truly
Gave A **** About You
It's Okay One Day
I'll Soon Be Long Gone Away
Just Pray
For A Better Day

PS Your Twinsoul

To everyone happy new years
Hold your love ones near
Keep them close my dear
Always have courage never fear
Remember my spirit is here
Right next to you protecting you

Think happy, Think smile
Your family loves you
I love you too much
Be surrounded by love
I'm fine could be better
If I wrote you a letter

As long as your blissful
Can I give you a kiss
Cuz it is you that I miss :)

I have a gift for you, but unfortunately I'll have to keep it until I see you one day... :/

Don't stress too much,
You fear death so your death is near,
You scared and confused,
Don't know ****, but you about to loose
Trying to stop the prophets
Is like trying to stop the master of puppets
You really think the devil don't exist
Let me give you a taste of this fist
Straight to the chin, upper cut,
Better check nuts,
Get booted kicked in the ****,
Send you flying lighting struck,
The girl I uplift, is special,
I don't desire any harm upon her,
I truly want the best for her,
Nothing more, I don't want to watch her lost
Get tossed around by this filthy world
Has nothing good to offer,
But constantly reminding you,
To ignore your imperfections,
Leading you the wrong direction,
My care is born out of love my dear,
If you need to talk I'm hear
Maybe not near, but I'll lend you an ear
Remember I'm a rabbit with big ears
From far I could hear, cheer up pretty lady
I can't ever be mad at you, maybe upset
For my stupid regret of ever leaving
Your precious side,
Let's ride to the day we die,
Let's fly, and never say goodbye LoL

If I stay here enough
Things will become rough
Arguments will erupt
Souls will tear & destruct
Let & allow God to instruct us

Just the two of us,
We can let it go, or take it slow
Please take your time
There's no need to rush
Hush it I'm yours & you're mine

The sun will rise to the sky
The moon will shell in a cacoon
The sun will shine always be mine
The moon will rise soon
The sun will become intemperate
The moon will become desperate
The sun will regenerate
The moon will obliterate
The sun will go into battle
The moon will go into battle
I'm the sun, you're the moon
We are longer
We have grown stronger
I will move on
& so will you
Farewell this is for you
Giving you a lil clue
Feeling blue could this be true
Yes it's absolutely true

This is my month,
The day I was born,
A special day, one way
The ninth, the best
I was born for greatness,
In the Lord Jesus Christ,
I give thanks to him,
For the blessings in my life,
Let's give thanks to him,
Our heavenly father,
Soaring in the skies,
With all his angels together,
In a universe forever,
Let's make it the best,

The people that only broke me,
Only made me stronger,
Made me tough & wiser,
No one can break me down,
Not no demon, not no clown,
Only my lord I'd fall to the ground,
Submit my prayer, and petitions,
Help me with all my decisions,

I looked real careful
Open minded I seen two entities
On your shoulders
The picture you're naked
The one you seem sad & depressed
With figures of strange things around
I seen a little devil on the left
From first person point of view
I was able to notice his long thick tail
He was reaching into your ear
Whispering he tip toe his way near
I could only wonder what might he said
But on the other shoulder I seen two angels
I seen them in human form with white robes
One looked like a man, and the other
Like a young lady similar to you love
I just wondered did you even notice yourself
I mean I wish I could show you what I see
Look carefully you'll notice it's wicked tail
Hanging pointed to the heart towards the neck
And the angels are floating in air
On the other side I was amazed for real
But I became sad watching your lips frown
Sad and depressed, wearing those dark
Necklaces around your neck
What do they represent, a life of torment?
Take a good look I'm pretty sure it's you dear
I'm a always love you regardless
Of how you look, and think, and feel
My love overcomes, greater than all that
Don't be embarrassed, don't be ashamed
My love no one can stop from growing
For you, and only you... why? You saved me...

Has took over me
No more love poems
Only killer from the west
From the best of the rest
No love in my heart
Let's take it back to the start
Depressed Disappointed Doomed
She sliced through me again
Bleeding severely wounded pain
Maintain I'm going insane
****** my heart finish killing me
No more laughter
Just another chapter
You say you love me right after
But that was a lie
So now it's time to say goodbye

I heard a soul speaking
My ear heard a woman speaking
I recognized her voice
I wondered as I rejoiced
Could it be? I thought
Then I heard her call
Pouring out her heart in prayer
She was asking him for help
For forgiveness, wisdom, protection
Love and unity, it was powerful
Very merciful, lovely, and beautiful
A lady who once asked me a question <3
She said "Do you like my daughter"?
And I said "No", when truth was I did
Not only did I hurt myself, maybe hurt her too
Deep down I felt ashamed, cold in the rain
I couldnt confess admit her the truth
I was afraid, what would or might happen
It was your mother a woman
With a tremendously loving heart
She made my night, thinking of you
I was able to hear,
As the pain smoothly disappeared
Your mom I couldn't believe it...
Thank you :D

My half is on my arm
The other half of me
Always & Forever
Me and you stick together
Please get my other half
So when we do meet
We can connect like two feet
Right to each other
The first poem "never say I love you"
And guess what I meant every letter
From the heart felt each word
It's staying with me
My other piece of me
With you loving me....

I know who you are
My lucky shining star
Thank you for much concern
My love may you discern
Your presence both adolescents
My hero saved my life
A step closer to a lovely wife
My gift sent from the heaven
A rush like a blush what happen
My heart is where u truly belong
What's going on is it wrong?
Me & you... are critically strong<3

People living a lie, & hold secrets must die
Refusing to disclose the truth,
For a reason. I execute those for treason
Turning your back, demands I attack
Shoot back, retaliation on impact
I speak with mind, heart, and soul
Everybody sins so I won't judge you
But love you, place no one above you
Cuz I trust you with my life
I picture you becoming my wife
Only time can tell, boats set sail
Drink from a living well,
Break free from this evil spell
A burning fire dwells, demons hell
True story I must share
To those I truly care, beware out there
It's wicked full of sick tricks
Open your eyes, stop living a lie
Everyone deserves the honest reality
Kept hidden undercover
Destroying the process to self recovery
I'm free not controlled I'm talented
Through evils lust I'm tormented
I just need reassurance for altering chemistry
Reinforcement to overcome this urge
Other than that I've surpassed earths desire
Put it to death, left behind in ashes with fire

They both made me better
Accomplished much greater
Learned and burned altogether
Struggles in tearz filled in puddles
Took me farther into extremes
Had me shouting into my dreams
"Hating my life" voices that scream
Insane going nuts in the brain
My life they both drained
With sudden death lethal pain
They played me like a game
One took my seed & ran away
The other took my heart & walked away she didn't want to give it back
I guess it was meant for them to keep
now I'm lost and confused, used up
all twisted, and ****** up, out of luck, my life *****, no one gives a ****, snow white won the fight, left with my blessing, and angels love only brings up my hopes, then drops them down to the floor, atleast I can say they both are special in God's eyes, I just been told so many lies, and left with sadness & goodbyes...

Is happy with their lover
why be sad with one another
it just takes two to love each other
why wait sit think & wonder
I wanna feel you like thunder
electric shocks flow in my veins
your blood combine with mine
As you hold me tight
Through the dark lonely night

My Own Country
Oppressor Created
A Monster & Now You Scared
Cuz It's Coming Back To Haunt
You, Torture You, **** You
Tear You Too Shreds
Leave You Burgendy Dead

I'm not trying to be your dad
I'm not trying to be your mom
I'm not trying to change you
I'm not trying to lie to you
I'm not trying to keep you
I'm not trying to hurt you

It's something to show you
A little piece of heart, mind, soul
A notebook with my first
A walk with my heart's love
A time I truly felt alive
It's for you to discover
And for me to uncover

I'm sorry for my mistakes
I've done my best for you
No one can ever take your place
I need you in my heart's empty space
It needs that extra battery

To get it functioning, puncturing me
I need your body's energy on me
Your my electric magnet
My selection for soul perfection
God lead me to the right direction

To give you love, comfort, protection
Love you under the moon's affection
Hug me close enough face to face
Our hearts accelerating it's pace
We stare in our eyes of love

I let you in control do what you want
Bite me, hit me, hold me, kiss me
I'll allow only you my trusted one
Please rise the tempature for me
Make me warm, soft, and cozy

Don't worry about speaking
Just demonstrate for me please
Words have said enough for me
I'm craving your actions to them
I hope you mean it from inside

You guide me and provide me
With love's passion & antidotes
Blood, sweat, and tears I want you
Show me take me teach me
But please don't deceive me

My life was contructed by you
Your my base and foundation
To the formation, & transformation
I need you to fill me, **** me to sleep
Put me to sleep, leave me exhausted

Can I please get my sacred jewel?
Or am I, just a silly fool
I know, I'm not close to being cool
Just for you, I act a fool
No other girl, have I ever chased

Like you, no one can ever erase
What my life revolved & evolve
From keep inspiring me
Keep igniting the fire in me

The one who LOVES
& embrace it with HUGS
Cuz one day he won't BUG
Won't even BUDGE
Take true love for GRANTED
& you will see it'll leave you UNWANTED
Disappear & you'll never be HAUNTED
No one will make you feel WANTED
Like the one that never gave up DAUNTED
It's never too late, but for you it's ENDING
You never know what you GOT
Until I'm finally GONE, All ALONG
I tried to tell YOU, My eyes only failed YOU...

You won't gain a thing
You won't change a thing
Speak of me with sin you can't win
You mislead, blasphemy of me
Speak evil, talk trash
It will lead to your crash
Love will always rule
It's the bestests tool
Show love, give free hugs, spread love for free, share give away, multiply your day, listen sit back pray, be good not bad, be clean not *****, be you not them, find you forget the world, trust him not mankind, most are blind, try hard to find... It's in you my dear lover, be at your best I always believed in you, since day one, and you know that, how can you hate me when I only loved you, with the love god taught me, now it makes sense why my heart refuses to leave you behind, cuz you love me the same way I did.... Gods love poured out from deep inside our hearts I'm sorry I couldn't tell you my secrets I kept inside, but I hope one day you'll read this & know it's you... Only you <\3

Please don't cry, and let me sleep mi vida have faith cuz it's never too late sweet dreams amor de mi vida.

Don't worry I'm doing good
I can smile every once in a while
I'm happy and blessed
Don't panic I'm in a good mood
I know things can be better
But hey there's not much I can do
If I could I would pursue
So I'll let time do the telling
Meanwhile I'll handle business
Get things done, stuff left undone
I'm hurt yea I wont deny
Your my lover's lullaby no lie
Don't worry about me
I'm not obsessed, or desperate
I'm just simply missing you
I'm not going crazy over you
Because I write a lot about you
It's simply what I feel for you
That's how special you are
Believe it or not near or really far
Your a shooting star

My Wish My Dream
My Favorite Ice Cream

****

That Was Me I Could Be
I Became To See Me
At The Top That Was My Aim
Rising High Flying In The Sky
The King Of My Campus

Academically Excelled
Unexpectedly I Fell
Cursed From A Evil Spell
Oppressed Won The Best
Exceeding Every Test

Entangled In A Mess
Surpassing The Rest
Bullets Ripped My Vest
Hitting My Chest
Never Guess I Manifest

Sharp, Inclined, & Devoted
My Mind Exploded
A Better Life Was My Goal
My Dream Someone Stole
In A Deep Hole I Collapsed

The Demons Heard My Call
They Wished I'd Fall
Real Appeal Standing Tall
Never Backing Down
I'm From The Brown

Best Side Of Town...

Took The Greatest Loss

There's Nothing Else To Hold On 2

It was you, always has been,
Always will be, how you been?
Sad? Don't be you're blessed
And depressed? Don't stress
Look at me! Keep on smiling
Be happy stay strong & refocus
I'm doing fine at this time
Rebuke all pain in his name
Yours forever no doubt about it
I'm a hang on for as long
When I'm gone remember
There's someone else for you
My purpose to lead you closer
Maybe we hurt & burn to learn
My life is set accordingly
Your husband will love you
You will love him too
I will be a thing in the past
No worries please I mean it
I seen it coming it's my cause
If I leave & don't get the chance
Put your hands at your heart
Glance at the sky up high
Know I'm your guardian angel
Watching over you at all times
Keeping you from harms way

As you make your way back home
All alone friends & family gone home
In your meditating zone, be in peace
Someone out there loves you & cares
Would die if something bad happens

To you, do anything just to save you
From harm, pain, and misery
Get lost in space with me, at night
In the dark, just us two at the park,
Communicating with the divine stars

I know you can relate, my only date
Walking, climbing, hiking me & you
Lets get lost in love, speak to the sky Up above, stay close to the throne,
Preachers, practitioners, teachers

The person who's there for me
The person with guidance
The person who listens
The person understanding me

Has good advice to share
Has a caring heart to spare
Has the best intentions for me
Has me in their prayers

I love you my friend...
Until the end...

To Die
To Suffer
To Create
To Invent
To Improvise
To Fail
To Quit
To Struggle
To Survive
To Relive
To Embrace
To Erase
To Play
To Enjoy
To Have
To Nothing
To Coldness
To Regret  
To Unexpect
To Hopeless
To Faith
To Dream
To Shame
To Drain
To Death

Take a good look
Take a step back
Look at the bigger picture
The world is spinning
Are we really winning
Only hurting each other
Instead of loving one another
Don't take love for granted
Something special you wanted
Only death & taxes guaranteed
So let's take the lead
Don't wait before it's too late
Life is precious to hold back
Take a chance love comes back
I can see what you can't see
I see a smart, powerful, spiritual
Individual with great potential
You might not see you are special
You might not see your beauty
You might be blind to see
You might feel worthless
But let me tell you, are the best!

All You Out There Speaking Evil Against Me I Rebuke You In The
Name Of The Lord Jesus Christ
You Condemn Your Own Soul
Father Forgive Them
They Don't Know
Right From Wrong

I don't have no one
I only want one
Without you it's no fun

I need your body
I need your warmth
I need your heartbeat
I need your pulse
I need your skin

How many more lonely nights must I endure, I need your kisses, love, and affection. I'll be there to comfort you with protection, and if you get lost I'll find direction, away from harm and evil, away from sickness and hatred, away from cruel pain the world transcends upon us, let love bond us, only us

No one understand us, they just laugh at us, make fun of us, hate on us, sleeping on us, messing with us, you know why cuz we're too complex & complicated to decipher, conclude, calculate an estimate, we go far beyond the average, we can never be solved, we'll always stay mysterious, unexplained phenomenon, critical logic,

Plain simple straight forward yet difficult to comprehend, for the reader will only fall deeper, into a darkened abyss... be patient, be strong, be yourself, I'll love the weirdest, unexpected, funny, thoughts ideas you have, it's you I'm in love with not what we turned out to be, I'll accept you however you are

She's Been The Best Thing Ever
Hospital Visits In Rainy Weather's
She Always Seem To Be Right
Through The Drama & All The Fights
Kept Strong Knew Right From Wrong

All Along She Had My Back
I Was Foolish Too Attack
Talk Back Cause Problems
She Always Solved Them
Everyone She Topped Them

A Spiritual Humble Beginning
Coming From The Roots Of Mexico
An Original Never Minimal
The Sweetest But The Toughest
She Did Her Best & Most

To Give Us A Better Life...

I won't keep trying
& done with the lying
I placed my cards down
Revealed my ups & downs
It's impossible, may it be

Your eyes were loves proof
Gazing stars from the roof
Away from the world
Away from the evil mouths
Away from miseries pain

A little faded fantasy...
Griefs first love...

I try to leave you behind,
But that only gets me closer,
My heart leads me back to you,
Telling me it still loves you,
Misses you everyday of the week,
Waiting for that special day we meet,
I know that's impossible,
Not likely to occur, yet possible
Thing is I can't ******* give up
On the person who helped me live up
A life of true inspiration, divine intervention
Thanks for your help
I wouldn't be alive
Maybe laying dead
Your family, my neighbors family
You guys brought out the best in me
Guiding me, providing me, nourishing me
With his truth, salvation for all the youth
Farewell,

I'm still loving you.... -_-

**** Everything