Hayley

Hayley Jun 2020

Dear Ava,
I love you,
I wish to never let you go.
I love you,
I would do anything for you like smoking tobacco,
but you don't feel the same.
-From Evan

Dear Evan,
I love you too,
but I can't.
I love you too,
but there is someone else I can't supplant.
Sorry you're not the one to be blamed.
-From Ava

Dear Ava,
I'm sorry too,
I shouldn't have said those things.
I'm sorry too,
I hope he gives you everything.
-From Evan

Dear Evan,
See you in the next life,
where we can love each other.
See you in the next life,
when we can see each other.
Goodbye!
-From Ava

Hayley Jun 2020

Goodbye

I want to say goodbye.

Goodbye to this world
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to the people
Goodbye to my life.

Goodbye dearest world,
you didn't do anything bad
Goodbye dearest world,
don't feel sad
The world isn't at fault.

Goodbye,
I will never forget you
Goodbye,
you tried to show me a new view
You aren't at fault.

Goodbye everyone,
there are people that can't tell the difference of them and me
Goodbye everyone,
I can't ever forget all the bad things you did to me

Goodbye life,
you did your best
your best to handle the stress
Goodbye life,
I will never forget you

Life hurts,
there is nothing like the pain
it feels like acid rain
but fight.

Fight,
don't let your life go to waste
Fight,
look at how much you faced

Even though life seems hard,
you are not alone
please go talk to someone before it gets worse.

Your life isn't trash,
don't waste it.

You skin isn't paper,
don't cut it.

Hayley Jun 2020

Summer Love

summer love,
the thing that kept us busy
summer love,
the thing that drives us crazy
but summer love always ends

summer lovers,
think it's forever
summer lovers,
try to put in the effort
but summer lovers aways end up as friends

summer romances,
the relationships that feels never-ending
summer romances,
the thing on Instagram that's "trending"
but summer romances are going to be dead-ends

summer,
the warmest time in the year
summer,
the time when adults celebrate by grabbing a beer
but summer will come and go

summer love,
you will never know how it turns out
but summer love,
will never work out

summer lovers,
love each other very much
but summer lovers,
will lose touch

summer romance,
could be your year's highlight
but summer romance,
is why you will have to say goodbye

summer will always be in your heart
but sometimes you will need a fresh start
and save the memories
but remember the happy times

Hayley Jun 2020

My head

“How do I look?”
“Am I an open book?”
“How does my future look?”
“What am I worth?”

The questions that go through my head,
along with “What if I was dead?”
these questions go through my head
as I lay in bed.
“What if I was dead?”

“What should I believe?”
“Should I leave?”
“What could I achieve?”
“What am I worth?”

The fears that surround me
like “What do people think of me?”
Control me
Take over me
And soon enough **** me
“What do people think of me”

“What if I was dead?”
“Was there something unsaid?”
“Why do I regret”
“What am I worth?”

“What do people think of me?”
“Am I considered pretty?”
“Who likes me?”
“Who cares about me?
“What am I worth?”

These are the questions that go through my head
and sometimes I wish I was dead.

Hayley May 2020

When The Flowers Bloom

When the flowers bloom
and I can see the moon
It's only you and me
we stare into the sea

I wish this could last forever
with you and me together
But it came time for you to go
I wish I could have said no

I never had time to say goodbye
and when you were around time would fly
Now nothing is ever the same
Nothing could erase the pain
But I will see you again when the flower bloom
Along with the moon.

Hayley May 2020

A Balloon

A balloon
Can bring the fun out of us
But a balloon
Can cause a fuss

A balloon
Can guide us into the night
But a balloon
Can also save someone's life

A balloon
Can mean a lot
But a balloon
Could mean much more

A balloon
Could be fun and have tricks
But a balloon
Could say much more

A balloon
Could be a sign of hope
But a balloon
Could mean everything to just one person

Hayley Apr 2020

A ugly yet beautiful me

A ugly yet beautiful me
Every night
I dream of a beautiful me
It was quite a sight

When I look in a mirror
I see a ugly yet beautiful me
I thought it was quite clear
But I was bullied guaranteed
Because they saw an ugly yet beautiful me

I am proud
Of being a ugly yet beautiful me
I could scream it out loud
That I was a ugly yet beautiful me
And not tolerating it wasn’t allowed

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