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I have seen the lights of hell I have, also been close to death I feel in my, vains that I'm not enough.

The brokenness inside me holds me,
Back covering the my mouth hoping, That they could silence the sound of,
My voice but what they forgot was my,

Thoughts are louder than my words,
My mind speaks louder than my voice,
But my heart and soul is always silent,
Because of how many times I have,

Trusted people with them just to find,
Myself picking up the broken pieces,
After they have decided to play with,

Them and when you tell them that,
They had ****** with your heart and soul they look at you like you're crazy,

Telling you that is payback for what you did to them,
When all you did was love them and be there for them support them and their decision on their dream and life choices,
But all they wanted to do was hurt you so now you're in hell with not only your broken heart and soul but your fauther the god of fire Lucifer.
Love may be nice but it can be harsh
I once was on the edge of slitting my wrists hoping one day I'll let the blood run out I was so close to letting it all go once my father passed away.
I saw a different light once I met the one I thought was the right one to love but then everything changed and now.
I'm hurt to every piece of me I see how people change within the little bit of the year that were there you see that the night sky right there but then the demons from the dark and beyond comes out.
To hurt you and plays with your little heart just to see how your body feels when it's beyond you end up cutting cutting more than once and it is night.
But now that you're done you have lost all of your blood you seen that you are the one who needed to be gone not the one that you loved but you saw them dead and you blamed yourself so you killed yourself to be with them once again.
Just dark and deep from a person that has been hurt before
I always think why try why worry you will never be good enough for someone you will always hate life hate your self you might as well just stay hidden from everyone and everything around you because you know that you will never be good enough for anyone and anything you might as well hide and never come out because of your thoughts and self esteem and all you want to do is come out but you can't because you locked your self behind a close door so that no one can come In and when people try to come in and comforter you you just push them away because your worried that if you get to close to them you might lose them and that's what you fear the most.

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