The company of another now bares the eyes of a stranger.
To feel the way I do every night can only be compared to the beautiful burden death will forever carry.
Though you are not dead, I grieve the loss of you whilst indulging in the wondrous memories of what once was.
Continuing life despite its losses,
Without you.

Walking in a world of black and white,
You created the colours that follow me through life.
The memories of sunrises we once shared,
Now remain in the yellow marker you use to vandalise the world around us.
The green grass we once laid on to stargaze,
Is now a constant remind of what deemed you ‘ missing ‘.
The colour of your freckles,
Became the only colour of clothing besides black that touches my skin.
Our favourite colour,
Now stained with every memory of you.

Your eyes are the galaxy to the stars in my soul,
Without you my stars have no place in this universe.
My soul, now lightless and void,
Your galaxy, now a home for another.

A life is not a life lived without finding the peace’s that make you whole. But beware those you find within others, valuable peace’s like those come at a cost. If lost they are irreplaceable.