You see I'd hope you're staring.

But that message is not for me.

I tried to watch your every word cause I know that you'd watch me.

But that time is long over, from when you used to stare. From when you used to fixate and I was glad to just be there. The object of your eyes, the thing you loved to watch.

But it's not me your pointing out, whose back you love to hawk.

You can't tell just how right.

You always seem to be.

Cause while you're watching him watch you, you're both not watching me.

I can't help but still be curious. For what exactly you fell for. But I'll take my time, sit back relax, and watch a little more.

I know that it's not me, the person that you caught staring. Cause if it were you would curse me out, or message me for daring.

So yeah you're right, you are being looked at. So message me, see me, and maybe just look back.

Cause in a moment I'll be there, and look you in the eye. One day soon I'll find the courage maybe even to ask why.

I think about you nearly every day.

You're a constant nagging feeling, like my shirt that's slightly worn, a seed that's nestled in my heart then grew into a thorn.

I can't help but yearn for you, everyone else is just a bore. I know I made mistakes but you know that you made more.

It may be dumb and I understand but you were special just to see. Not only did you understand us but you understood me.

You'd see me when I'm struggling, no matter how much I laughed, you'd see me when I'm happy even pretending to be sad. To love is to be seen and you say all I ever had.

I know where I went wrong. How slow I was to change. I know I was never enough, but that's no excuse to foist the blame.

We were bad to each other. That much is plain to see. We fell to fast and both said some things that don't represent you or me. I was stubborn, you were snappy, it was like a fire meeting air. But it didn't matter cause at the end we both just knew that we were there. See now you're gone, for good this time, and I have to say that's fair.

It's fair that you moved on. You found somebody else. I think it's great if they make you happy, I have no right to obsess.

But the thing that I don't understand. That I can't wrap my head around.

Why are you the only thing I think about right now?

I think about you every day. My brain was wickedly reset. I'm sick of it, but I can't shake this feeling in my chest.

So if you're just like me, which I know that you just are, you know just where to find me, I promise I won't be far.

I'm sorry for the past, and all the things I've done. It's hard to face the person that I truly thought would be the one.

It's been 24850 hours, since that one fateful afternoon. Yeah I know that I'm pathetic but I just can't say goodbye so soon.

If I have to wait forever, for that one fateful day, I understand, it's only fair, but please come back to stay.

You know by now, but one more time, I just have to say.

Hello my little baby, I think about you nearly every day.