I still remember our first kiss standing there in the hall by the gym the love I had in my heart then only grew ever more intense and passionate. I know I was horrible to you and I probably don’t deserve a final chance if fate were to put you in my path again like the stars that remind me of your eyes and your heavenly smile it’s been nine long and honestly hard years without you I’m sorry for all the pain and heart break I caused you. All these years later my love for you has turned into a beautiful divine warmth I wish I can be honored to have again. I’d do anything for a chance at us again but until then no matter if it takes nine years or my whole life I’ll still wait for our white horse until I see you again my lovely wild flower. Im sorry J.M. I’m sorry for everything I will always love you forever and always till death greets me like a old friend

Loving you feels like leaving a book out in the wind. The pages turning too fast. I didn’t get to adore you love you know you like the back of my hand to explore everything that makes you you. To trace your lines with my finger tips and reread my favorite parts. To live the story I know we are meant to be. But before I knew it my actions caused the book that is our love to end

This is a story of a boy and girl.
I can still recall those days as if they are archives themselves or a movie playing over and over again. I still see you standing there the light from the sun bouncing off you and gives you a heavenly glow more beautiful than the stars. I’m sorry I couldn’t prove to be worthy of your love and I hope if you do have anyone I just wish you happiness. If your hand isn’t taken and the fates align. I swear on my oath as the man I am now I won’t let you down again. But alas this is real life and all I’m left with here in the darkness is the curse and blessing of love and memory