Ghost

Ghost 2d

I sat down on our bench. I’m sure you remember the one I’m talking about. The one outside by the library near the cafeteria. Ours had an umbrella in the middle. Anyway I can’t help myself from drifting back into those precious memories of me and you, the rest of our friends. They all flood back like a dam that just broke mostly good some bad but still as precious.
I start to spiral down an all consuming wave of thoughts. Past regrets that I to this day I yearn for those days and your love again. You were my first everything as I was yours. As I fall deeper and deeper I suddenly wake as if ****** awake only to realize do to my own actions I caused smoke and mirrors

I know it’s kinda all over the place sorry for that but it could’ve been worse and this is just me taking a shot in the dark

Ghost 3d

Our love is a book

Loving you feels like leaving a book out in the wind. The pages turning too fast. I didn’t get to adore you love you know you like the back of my hand to explore everything that makes you you. To trace your lines with my finger tips and reread my favorite parts. To live the story I know we are meant to be. But before I knew it my actions caused the book that is our love to end

All I hope pray and dream for is us and one last chance to show you that I can prove that I deserve someone as beautiful as you my little wildflower

Apr 28

lovelywildflower

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there’s
something
comforting
about
the
vacancy
in
my
heart

#comfort #vacancy #heart #empty #depression

Ghost Apr 25

The curse and blessing of love and memory

This is a story of a boy and girl.
I can still recall those days as if they are archives themselves or a movie playing over and over again. I still see you standing there the light from the sun bouncing off you and gives you a heavenly glow more beautiful than the stars. I’m sorry I couldn’t prove to be worthy of your love and I hope if you do have anyone I just wish you happiness. If your hand isn’t taken and the fates align. I swear on my oath as the man I am now I won’t let you down again. But alas this is real life and all I’m left with here in the darkness is the curse and blessing of love and memory

Just a man who regrets what he’s done. But her and I were just kids then

#heartbreak #regret #pain #memory

Ghost Apr 23

Little love notes to you

I drove past your house some time back. You looked so perfect there. Your smile as beautiful as I remember. All this time I’ve hoped one day you could forgive me and we can try again and pretend it’s the first time we met until then. I’ll just write these little live notes like you used too write

Ghost Mar 25

notre histoire

Je me souviens encore de t'avoir vue dans ce hall. Tu étais plus belle que le ciel lui-même. Tes yeux brillaient et scintillaient comme notre propre galaxie. Je t'ai aimée depuis que je t'ai vue et je t'ai aimée toutes ces années. Je suis désolée, Jennie.

Ghost Mar 14

Blood moon

They say a blood moon means a shift in relationships partnerships and friendships.
As I sit here I can’t help wonder if her and I are both looking up at it tonight. I sit here praying for one last chance. I’ll admit I was a cruel person to you more times than you truly deserved. I remember when I first saw those breathtaking brown eyes of yours it was love at first sight. I know it’s been a long time. I loved you then and I love you now nine years later. So I’ll look to the moon and pray for one last chance to redeem myself in your eyes and prove I can be the man to love you right. But I am sorry for everything J.M.

This is about an ex that I’ve been missing for a long time now.

#regret