Is this love or is this hate,
How can I differentiate.
Sometimes I wanna hug you,
Then I remember what you put me through.
All the torture and the pain,
I wish there is something from it I gain.
All mixed up feelings,
Got me head-turnings.
I always thought you were the one,
But you made me feel like I am none.
Yes there were times you made me smile,
And yet there were times you made me scowl.
I didn’t need your fancy gifts,
I only needed your uplifts.
All the jealousy I had towards you,
It’s because I was afraid you’d leave me for someone new.
All the spent hours together,
I wish they wouldn’t have been just a picture.
This empty space inside of me,
Only you can fill it for me.
The loneliness I feel,
Is because you are now unreal.
Is this love or is this hate,
How can I differentiate...
G.A.