I live in fear.
A fear of being judged.
I yearn for your innocent touches. I just want to dance in the rain,go on a date,hold your hand, give you pecks on the cheek, show the love that I have for you,without having to look around or have second thoughts.
But I can't.
There is just too much hate from the world.
I fear of the comments, the stares,the disgust,the rejection. Even though I know that I shouldn't.

I guess im just a hopeless romantic;
born into a world that is not easy on my love.

Do not run.
You know not of the
speed that I have within me.
Thinking that you
are helping; saying that
this is for me.
But in reality, this is turning me into
a punctured balloon;
Deflating me slowly.
But even thus, a punctured balloon moves quickly while flying
through the air.
Chasing you with all the wind
it has left inside of it.
And if I fail to chase you
I will suffer, as
the ***** inside of me that symbolises love and life, will
end up as nothing more than just a
deflated balloon; deflated of the love
that it once had.

Going through the day without doing anything is nothing.
Living your life without taking risk and having adventures is nothing. Living your life without crazy adventures, stupid
decisions, heartbreaks and happiness is not living.
It just means that you
are merely existing.

Silence is the perfectest herald of joy. I were but little happy
if I could say how much.
                                                                      -SHAKESPEARE-

I hate it so much.
The feeling of self doubt.
Constantly wondering wether I am boring you.
Thinking why you would even keep talking to me.
I keep feeling like you're going to realize that I am not worthy of your time and when you have had enough, you would just leave.
Self doubt; its killing me from the inside and I keep convincing myself that I am wrong.
But in the end I was right; like I always am.
You had enough.
You left

You are the sun; magnificent and beautiful. I am the moon. Shining bright at night. But without you, I am nothing but a rock in the sky.

She was the ocean and I was the sailor who loved the sea with all of my heart.I fought every sea monster to make sure that she was safe. I stayed during he hottest of days and the hardest of rains. But when the storm came by; she left me there dying in chaos and madness. But I didn't care; the storms were the things that made me stay anyways.