We don't always get what we want,
We may not always see what we hear
We may not realize what we had is gone
But I still have, see and feel my inner fear.

I have no hope, no sense of living
No sense of anything, nothing worth
giving.
No sense of positivity, I feel my heart no
more.
I feel nothing inside of me, nothing I've
never felt before.

I gave everything I've got, yet failed
once again.
Nothing hurts more, I feel like I've
reached my greatest end.

What is happiness? A cloak of false hope?
What does happiness truly feel like, it's
something I'll never know.
What is love? A cowardly way out for
someone?
Will I ever know what love is, does it just
happen to anyone..

The life I live feels no value, nothing
I can understand.
Nothing I can have, not even a wish to hold
her hand.

I go on alone, wondering what happens now
Someway, maybe I'll get through it all, I don't know
how.
I don't know what else to do, I'm running out of
time.
I can't fix the pain, this little pathetic heart of
mine.

My friends and family always teach and tell me
the greater values of life, even my own.
I'll always have them by my side, but in a
sense, I'll always feel alone.
Teaching me from right and wrong, God always
tells me what to do.
Everyone always seems to know the greatest thing
about my life.


Maybe I'll know too...

I see her in my heart, I see her in my mind
I see her in my eyes, I think about her
all the time.

I smile while she sleeps, I smile when we kiss
I smile every time knowing it doesn't get any
better than this.

She must be really special, she has me thinking
everyday.

Some how some way, I wanna see her already,
but I know I'll see her some day.

I may not be the ideal guy, I'm just a stupid crazy
kid.
Looking for every reason for my will to
live.

I just wanna hold you so tight, and kiss you
till you sleep.
My heart is yours to hold, your love is mine
to keep.

Poems may seem too much to express how
some feel.
Some people just don't understand how love
is so real.

That's just the way it is, the way I feel inside
Just me against the world, now I have to stand
and fight.

Fight for her, and keep her safe and warm all
night.
Never let her go and watch the stars shine in
her eyes.

I'm just a wounded soul, there's no redemption
for me.
I know what I've done, so please just let it
be.

But now I have her, its more than a second
chance.
To be close to her, and hold her soft warm
hands.

She always felt alone, so sad, she always gazed
upon the moonlight...
Well now I'm here, and I'm not leaving so baby no
more tears tonight...