I think I'm lost
I have lost my way
I am losing my friends
I am about to lose my parents
I might be losing my job
I have almost lost it all
I know I lost my mind
I can feel myself loosing any emotion
I lost any sight of my future
I just keep losing things
I don't want to Lose it
I don't think i'm lost, I know it

You think she loved you but she didn't
You thought life was perfect but it wasn't
You say you did love her, but you didn't
You knew everything would be alright with her, but it wouldn't

She loved you with all her heart, or so she thought you knew
She knew life was perfect when she was with you
She heard you say those three words everyday
She new everything would be alright even  if you didn't say

She left for school and You stayed behind
Terrible thoughts in your mind
The paranoia took control
Forever you'll love her with heart and soul

She's loosing you, she can tell
Always she'll love you, for you she fell
Too much stress, and school to worry
Trying to find whats right to say, but always sorry

She loves you and you love her
Together you both thought, now and forever
But forever does come and will not last
So now just two friends, all this love is in the past

Why even care at this point?
All I do is just hurt myself
Why even try to feel
When I just end up broken again
Why even write these poems
They'll just think its about them
Why even bother with people
Soon enough ill be alone
Why even pity other life
Its all just going die anyways
Why even live life
We all would be dead soon

Life has been true and kind
Nothing had been better then think in deep mind
I do miss the days when I was more active
When I had the will to be proactive
I do my best to walk that long mile
But it had been a while

I wish, i wish with all my heart
to change what once had start
to go back and fix what had placed
I wish, i wish with all my soul
to travel back and to heal this hole
to correct the empty space
I wish, i wish
i would any and everything to travel back before these events took place, back to when we were happy and whole
no worries at all...
i wish i wish...
my family, my friends, my everything,
i just wish

one...two...three...four
winds are flowing as i soar
five...six....seven...eight
up in the clouds i have no weight
nine...ten...eleven...twelve
free of what was once in selve
thirteen...fourteen...fifteen...sixteen
flying above the trees never to be seen
seventeen...eighteen...nineteen...twenty
owls are a wonder and mystery of plenty

They say home is where the heart is
And if its broken, its a broken home
But is broken still your home of this
So make it pretty, with likely a gnome
Don't worry about life or problems
Just be kind and learn to be happy
You'll make it through the rose stems
Be weary and sometimes sappy
Kéep walking and always look up
Right here and niw is your stone
Nothings better then a broken tea cup
The place right here is your own home

Please, I know you can see me
hear me.
Don't walk away I know you hear me
See me.
It hurts too much why wont you just
Help me.

I'm just another face in the crowd
Nothing special, no reason to be proud
Blended in with the background
Always unnoticed never bound
I'm not a start that shines bright
I'm standing there out if sight
I try my hardest to be that one
The one people notice or look upon
The one everyone likes and adores
But I'm not ment for more
I'm made to support the star in behind
Just live my life and star in my mind
I guess I'll settle and face reality
I'll be the face in the crowd no pity

You wake up on your wedding day
You think "This is happening, no way"
You laugh and cry as its all weary
You think it is all scary
You stand there looking at the aisle
You wait patiently with a smile
You know its chance for a new life
You are excited when you see your wife
You see her walk down, all in veil
You love her, like a queen, you hail
You say your vows and start a life of new
You stand there hand in hand and say I Do

Drips drops
Yellow boots, puddle hops
Drips drops
Natures' sound, reality stops
Drips drops
Child's laugh, parent flops
Drips drops

Why do you smile at me?
I'm just another face in the crowd
Why do you look but can not see?
I'm just another guy trying to be proud
Why do you become my friend?
I'm just another guy that'll fall for you
Why do you stay close till the end?
I'm just another one to get hurt too
Why do you tell me how you felt?
I'm just another soul always there
Why do you let your love melt?
I'm just another man who will care
Why do you push me away?
I'm just another, always the other
Why do you tell different each day
I'm just another, why do you bother
Why do you play game without know?
I'm just another echo of an echo
Why do you convince me so?
I'm just another fool who alway shows
Why do you, I'm just another.
Another friend, another crush, another shoulder, another brother, another student, another employee, another person, another teen, another, another, another, another. An....an...an....other

Dear You,

     I'm not sure who is reading this, but i love you I also hate you. You definitely know me if you have this letter. I love you because you know me, you took the time out of your life to be apart of mine. I hate you 'cause you were there, you were there when i was ready to end it. I love you, and i hate you, for not letting me go through half the dumb **** i could've done. Thank you for all you've done for me. I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for you. I love you, but I also hate you.

                                                           ­             -Yours Truly
                                                           ­                      Me

When I saw you there i fell
Loving you was an eternal Hell
I loved you with all of my heart
You always tore my world apart
You were the best-est part of me
The happiest couple anyone could see
We went walking downtown late at night
That driver came right out of sight
He swerved to fast i couldn't move
Came straight at me, but you had to shove
I fell out of the way but you got hit
Now at your wake, here I sit
I loved you so much, you saved my life
Unknowingly that night i was gonna make you my wife
The driver didn't get arrested, just a D.U.I
Its to hard to know you're gone, or say goodbye
I just want to hold you in my arms once again
But i can't, i just can't bare this pain
I loved you so much, but now you're dead
But the thought of you lives on in my head
We were great together, like a rose and a dove
But now as hard as it is, its time to say goodbye love

"'Til death do us part"
But did you mean it with your heart?
Married for a wealthy pursuit
No choice. my voice was mute.
Our wedding, by our parents, was arranged
For a moment i felt it strange.
I thought I loved you so
But its a lie, now I know.
Just like your mother with this gold
My heart was yours, fire and bold.
We had the greatest of memories
Everything for our children as stories.
You crushed my heart when you left
Like wind in a hurry, you were deft.
I lost my job when i got sick
Three months 'til my clock's last tick.
No more money coming through the door
Left me with two kids, you took no more.
Struggling to keep them fed with death near
Your kids are crying, can't you hear?
Gold Digger you are, glad you're gone
They'll stay with my mother since you're done.
It's my final day, i hope you're happy
Now don't you dare get sappy.
Remember what we said at our start
"Forever together, 'til death do us part."