Did you share when you were younger
All the gifts you had received
Next to the kids you didn't like
I know I never shared with them
Every child before me
Little did they know I was the one bullying them

I know you said it wouldn't have been weird if I told you.
But what would that be about?

When I told you your voice was miraculous,
When I told you you were so very talented,
When I told you that you're personality is amazing,
When I told you I liked our hugs?

All of it or some?
Could you be a bit more specific?
Would you have told me to simply walk away?

We're not as close as you are to your friends,
We just kinda talk when anything comes up.

Could I listen to you sing or sing for hours?
Could I watch in awe as you play the guitar?
Could I talk to you forever just because?
Could we hug just a little bit longer than we did before?

Your hand just wrap around me and I feel safe,
My world stops and starts anew
Every time we touch
Hold me forever, please
And never let me go
Gosh, how I wish I could tell you all this.

But I know you wouldn't ever have eyes for me.

You do not haunt me
I will not let you
I do not stay awake at night
Because of my thoughts of you
It's not because of you
It can't be
'What are we going to talk about, dear?'
'What's on your mind?'
They are asking the wrong questions.
They need to ask the right questions
I don't know how to respond until they ask me properly
'Who's on your mind, love?'
Oh, my love
How I miss you the most
Finally someone asked
About you
my soulmate
my forever
My what if
Because we are now
Only a what-if
What if you lived
And we were on the beach shore
what if
what if
what if
Oh, you're there with me everywhere
Save me!
I don't want to be here anymore
I scream at the top of my lungs
Maybe one day I'll see you again
I am going to live for you
You told me too
So, stop making me feel this way for doing so
Watch from the sky, my love
To my heart
I don't care
Just get out of my head
please
Maybe one day
please

I sing Happy Birthday to You
knowing I will never gain a response
Yet I still sing
You'd be ten this year
Even if you're six feet below

Rank me among the millionaires.
Demonstrate how to blend in
How to fade away when they start to look
And only once they've busied themselves with lies
I'll come out on top
Because I am the one who judges the rich
The poor and their charity
The rich and their shoes
Rank me with the broke, we shall all come out on top
leading together in victory

I have never been more in love with the thing I know shines for anyone but themselves

Will you love me as I love myself?
Will you show me what was left?
Between us two, I do love you.