(By Hypno)
If my mind was a kingdom,
Then you can see the scars of war,
Ravaging across the land,
With evil knocking at my back door

If my mind was a empire,
It would have fallen on the first day of it’s new rule,
With a foolish, hungry ruler,
With blood and war as his devastating tool

If my mind was a nation,
Everything would be out of control,
There would be no peace or freedom or truth to action
There would be no time for light, just a black hole

If my mind was made of gold,
Then if would be rotting with rust.
If my mind was made out of silver,
The shine would be gone with no lust,
If my mind was made out of stone,
Then the forces have broken it apart with no love
If my mind was the most strongest thing on this very planet,
Then I must have nothing.

If my mind was a kingdom. . .
If my mind was an empire. . .
If my mind was a nation. . .
If my mind was my own. .

(By Hypno)
You’ve ever tried to stop something?
But it never worked?
It kept on coming back to you
And you couldn’t stop it
Nothing can stop it
Nothing can stop it
Nothing can stop it

Nothing seems to be right anymore.
Everything I do is in vain.
And now that you’re gone and nothing seems right
I don’t know what to do.
I’ve tried to stop it.
But it just keeps calling me.
There is nothing that can’t stop it.
My self destruction.
It hurts, but only for a day, and then it’s over.
Shame.
If it didn’t go away, maybe then I’d learn

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for the scars on my wrist.
I'm sorry for my thoughts.
I'm sorry about my life.
I'm sorry that I can't be the girl you want me to be.
I'm sorry.

~Amber

You are a monster.

There was once I time I cherished being with you,
But then I realized what you really are.

You are a monster.

I'm waiting for the day you finally say why you put up with me
And **** me.

You are a monster.

I know that now,
But I still can't escape.

~Amber