You gotta do something
So you do something
But you can only do something for so long
Until you just can’t do it anymore
But someone needs you to do it
Because you’re good at it
They make it so you have to do something
Or it will destroy you if you don’t
They tell you over and over
So when you just can’t do it anymore
You do
Because your too **** scared
Of what might happen if you don’t
So you do something

It’s nights like tonight when I think of you.
Laughing and talking with friends,
You would love it.
The bit too much to drink
The reminiscing, the fun.
My whole world reminds me of you
From the hobbies I pursue
to the values I hold as my core
You were my perfect match
But I couldn’t be perfect for you
I was flawed
But no mater how hard I tried
I couldn’t correct in time
I learned and grew so much
But not enough
I want to be enough
But can I ever be?
I’ll keep trying
To be the person you wanted me to be
The person I know I am
But apparently you never saw