loneliness engulfed me
totally in the form of love
and i am lost forever
in the darkness of love.....

thanks a lot
my dear
even though
you don't love me
you made me feel
there is someone
out there
to worry about me.......

i am strong but
i am FALLING down
little by little
and
why can't they help me
if their daughter,
if their sister,
if their friend
is FEELING down

feel like
there's no one
i can share
all my problems
my love:
out of sight,
my family:
they don't care
anymore,
my friends:
all are busy
only myself
holding myself
from falling down...
end of my life
i guess

my love for you
is the poison
for my life
now
i'm dying
slowly
without you
knowing.......
you won't bother
even if you knew.....

I am so stupid
to love you
but
I love my stupidity
and
will always
Cherish it

Still
thinking
of you
Takes away
my breath
Like
your presence
takes away
my life

From the day
I started to love you
I was there
next to you,
only that
you don't
see me....

today
i felt your
secret love
which was
always hidden
deep within
your heart

My poem
inhales
my love
And
exhales
your name

once upon a time
I loved you even
before I knew your name
I loved you even
before I knew who you are
I loved you even
before I realize
that i love you........
still you won't
understand
how much
you mean to me
in my little
lonely life..........

I used to dream
about you and me
without knowing
those were
the worst nightmare
of my life.....

This feels strange,
This hatred
towards the one
Whom you loved
the most of all
Even though
It hurts a lot
within your
broken heart
there is
something
that makes you
love them
at least a little
deep within
Your heart
without knowing
to yourself .....

i used to say "i love you"
but now
with a slight difference
i say "i loved you"

I still love you
with those every little pieces
that you left bleeding
I still remember
every little thing
I used to do
to remember you
You are the only one
Who makes me
the happiest
and the saddest
but
honestly
Deeply
I want to say
I don't need you

I want your love
just the way I wish
but I don't need you
in my little lonely life
just realize
what you've missed
while holding up your ego
I want you to know
how it feels
to be ignored
completely.........

I hope
Wonderful life
awaits for me...

these days
i don't miss you
    because
   here after
you are not mine,
for me to miss you.....

you are lost forever
from my eyes,
from my heart,
and finally
from my life too........

let me be free
from those
unforgettable
memories of you

i have already
started to hate you
but
a part of me
refuse
to obey my decision....
what the hell
you want me to do???
why can't i
take any decisions
on my own?
because
you are not letting me to

Like my profile name
I am lost forever
in your eyes

you
already
started
to
miss
me

this
time

it's
not
me
missing
you

its
only
you
missing
me

you are gone
   but
the pain remains

"Rest in peace"
      my love
in my heart....

"I hate you"
is as simple as
"I love you"

You
lost
my
love
and
soon
you
will
start
regretting. ..

I
will
hate
you
all
my
life
like
the
way
I
promised
myself
to
love­
you
all
my
life....

I hate you
therefore
I hate everything

I am tired of loving you

I am going to miss you
             And
it's going to hurt me
          Like hell

You know that
how much
I will miss you
and how much
it's going to hurt me
yet......
you choose to be
away from me
for the sake of my self
yet......
I can't seem to sleep
wondering about
ONLY YOU
(the love of my life)

it seems like you do care
               but
the reality in it is very rare

i saw you & me
together
reading
the old poems
that i wrote
only for you
in our garden
at the age of 75
in my dream,
then also
you were
the same,
the handsome,
with the
sparkling eyes
and with the
cutest smile,
the one
i will always
fall in love
all over
again & again

if i could
i would come to you

if i could
i would talk to you

if i could
i would miss you

if i could
i would hate you

if i could
i would do all
these things
but
i couldn't do
a single thing

i couldn't come to you
i couldn't talk to you
i couldn't miss you
i couldn't hate you

all i could do is
to love you
a little too much
being far away
from you
knowing that
you don't
love me
like i do.....

you
mean
something
to me,
something
very very
special

when i saw you
i could feel
that
my presence
means
something
to you...
but
i just want
to know
whether
my absence
means
anything
to you????

is it you
hurting me??
or
is it me
hurting myself
with your
memories???
i just can't
understand

Is it too much
if I asked
only for
your love???
is it too bad
if I love you
more than
what you
deserve???

getting ready
to face
my biggest fear,
to live the day
which i know
mostly will be
the last day
of you
in my present tense

i am nothing
but
a blank paper
without you
only
your eyes
give me
the power
to write
poems

i almost died
when i start
to miss you

i said
i hate you
and
you said
thanks
does that mean
you really felt
what i meant???

always
you
are
something
special
for
me

your distance
makes me
realize
how much
i love you

so much of
loneliness
within
my heart

You are ignoring me
it really hurts inside
you are noticing me
it also really hurts
You are staring at me
it really hurts inside
you are smiling at me
it also hurts inside
still
I didn't understand
you

You will
never
going to
Understand
what
I'm going through
just because
of your
memories

your eye
dictates
and
my hand
writes

far away from you
i could feel
the way you miss me