Deep Thought

Pain is a horrible feeling. Pain is a rainy cloud hovering over your head that won’t go away. Pain follows you around like your favorite pet. You can’t let go easily. Feeling hurt is a scar that you can’t erase it will always be there. Hurting deep down inside like an arrow piercing your heart. Pain and hurt are two unhappy couple always following me around. Pain always standing around me latched on like a leech. How to let go ? How to not think about the past? How to build a wall for my heart? Trying to repress the pain, hurt, and past. This is now a part of me like my stomach empty in many ways.