Why do i do things?
I don't care what i gain or what i lose
Why do i feel the need to keep doing these things
Is it the need to fill the gaping hole in my soul that keeps getting wider each breathe i take
But am i really breathing?
The breathes i take feel as if i'm suffocating
I reach for the gulp of air i yearn for
I manage to grab it in my cold hands
It slips out of my grip
Why cant i hold it, Why cant i keep it?
My insides feel like stone
Is it my gravestone forming in me?
Why do i do this to myself
I am lost in my own world
A maze i cannot escape
I run and i run
Its helpless
I want to only chase the sun over the fields of life
There's something keeping me trapped
Give me a hint of what this burden is
The lies you feed me
Is not what i crave
Am i starving for what is honesty?
Why cant i figure it out
I'm all alone
I am oblivious
Time is ticking
Why