---- eyes and the way ---- looked at me
Maybe it's in my head so for that I blame me

I look at ---- gazing waiting  to say anything  
Adrenaline rushing through my body maybe that's a sign for something

A slight touch of hand makes my heart drop to floor
Is it bad that I really want more

God I'm dying here
Because without any doubt or fear
I would leave anyone for ---- even if they are near

As much as I Wana hug ---- and kiss ---- right now
I can't come close cuz I feel like I made a vow

To someone who is not more then a friend
But between us two
And as much as I Wana make ---- mine
It might ruin things between the rest of the crew

An amazing chance of love might pass me by
Without me being able to do anything but to say bye

I guess my only choice is to try to forget and ignore
To protect my friend from finding out about this and more .

A crush ---- was when I was in need
I honestly thought ---- was a friend indeed

I held on to ---- so strongly that I started to bleed
Drops of pain confusion and Jealousy I don't know what it is

My mind spins around it self trying to think and it says in between the lines read
Pain and jealousy what could that be
Have I Fallen for someone who won't even look at me

I take out a pen and paper and start drawing trees
In between those trees I draw a small seed
So think mind think
between all those beautiful trees why would someone look at that seed

My mind screams for a wake up call
get over this get over this
And everything starts to fall

A close friend was gone
New friends came along and everyone moved on

I thought it was just a Phase but I was wrong
I don't know what it is but I can't go on

I tried to show it I tried to tell ---- but nothing is working out and I'm tired of feeling down

I convince myself that maybe it's for the best and I should move on
But my feelings won't change and it's stuck like a song

Maybe telling ---- and getting rejected would make it all fade and I can move on
And every time I see ---- the world would stop flipping upside down

Sometimes we forget the feeling of being free when we twirl with open hands .
When all we think about is wether we are gonna get dizzy or not .

Sometimes we forget the feeling of being tall when we wear shoes .
When all we think about is when are we gonna get out of them .

Sometime we get mad that we have nothing to wear .
Though if we just take a second longer to look we would find plenty .

Sometimes we let our actions get the best of us .
But deep inside me and u know that we are better then this .

Sometimes we smile to a stranger for no reason .
Without us knowing that we made someone's day .

You know !
It's those little things that matter . Things we forget , things we get mad at , things we don't even care about.

It's the little things that have an effect in this world .
so don't ever think that you are not big enough to change it .
We can all change it by doing one small thing at a time .

I'm trying , believe me Iam
I tried to share
I tried to care
I can't help but stare

Into those eyes of yours
I feel
Rejection written on them
With steel

Help me here
I feel alone on this side
You left me here and I died

I don't expect anything in return
But my heart is
Hurting
Breaking
As it put all his love and care to you
And he got nothing in return
He said okay at first

But then he thought maybe
Done blame me
You don't even want him near you
You don't even want him to care about you

It's okay , but don't leave me hanging
Confront is what I'm waiting for

Either I leave you alone
Either you come on this side and I can be alive again

Sometimes in life things don't go the way we want it to

There are bumps and wholes that block you

Sometime you make mistakes

Sometimes you wish you can go back and fix it

But

Sometimes you don't want to fix it

Sometimes what you did makes you more comfortable

Things happen for a reason

I hear that quote every season

It's right you know !!

the best thing to do is move on so

You get to live life and enjoy it

Don't care about the people who are passing by u

Cuz if you meet me I'm not the person you'd want around you

So to anyone that knows me

If I ever hurt you just know that it wasn't my intention to do that unless it's best for you

So I just think it's best if you let me go

I was upset and I was crying

I told her about my feelings and that I'm sighing

She talked to me to understand what's wrong

She knows me well so she told me about a song  

I felt like an old light bulb that's out of electricity

She got me up on my feet again by simplicity

To me she is like a hat

She keeps my brain from falling apart

Thank god I have an unbelievable sis

Whose a huge part of my daily bases

i told you i'd do anything for you

i told you that no matter what I'm there for you

doing what makes you happy is my main priority

looking out for you and worrying is my responsibility

i do this because i want to not because i have to

but today you told me you'll  make it up for me

wait i think you got the wrong side of me

don't ever think that i want something in return

I'm just checking up on you out of concern

so i hope i made your day or at least half of it

because no matter what ! you are always worth it

I know I need you close
But today I need you closer

I know that I like you
But today I want to love you

Sometimes being alone is hard
maybe you should try to let down your guard

Why are we afraid to love
Maybe we need a little shove

So that we can see the light
And try to open up tonight

So love me or hate me I don't care
As long as what you do is fair

Don't let the tough looks fool you
My elegance will move you

So you , yes you !!!
Don't be afraid

Just give love a chance and your sorrows will fade ...

i miss us and the way we used to be

u used to come everyday and put a smile on my face

u used to call and check up on me in any place

but now

the calls and chats have ended

somehow i feel like I'm suspended

you were and u still are my other half

loving u and caring about u is still the same

i don't know what happened between us

i just wish i can go back to the old us

i know its not good to look back and wonder

so ill try to look forward and not surrender

i really loved what we were

we were happy, fun , full of energy and free

so i do believe that someday

we'll go back to the way we used to be

I saw the good in you and that made me happy
I saw a light that ignites when I see you
I saw the excitement in your face when I talk to you
I saw that smile that hides all of your sorrow

And now that I'm closer
I feel your pain
Now that that I'm here
I feel it in my vanes
I hate seeing you sad
So please try to understand
I do this because I care
Not because I'm mad
You have opened up this door that I haven't seen before
is it normal that I wana know more
That side is attracting me to come
Hold me tight cuz I don't wana go there
I'm feeling scared that's it's pulling me there
I won't do that cuz I know who I am
And to me that side is just a passing spam
Hopefully that door will close soon
And I'll be free
So go to hell dark side I'm not coming today
Cuz I'm better then this so bye bye forever

The way I used to look at life has changed

I fell in a hole and now I'm blamed

I'm sorry if I'm lost I need your help

so could you please help me figure out these stuff

U shocked me today with  some news

but I still love u like I used to

I wasn't ready to know this but since u told me

I have no choice but to rap my head around it

now I'm here and I can't go back

so I should learn to try not to look back

Cuz the old days are gone when everything was perfect

as from now it turned into *******

Don't hate me because I'm shocked

I guess I was innocent but now I'm not