---- eyes and the way ---- looked at me
Maybe it's in my head so for that I blame me

I look at ---- gazing waiting  to say anything  
Adrenaline rushing through my body maybe that's a sign for something

A slight touch of hand makes my heart drop to floor
Is it bad that I really want more

God I'm dying here
Because without any doubt or fear
I would leave anyone for ---- even if they are near

As much as I Wana hug ---- and kiss ---- right now
I can't come close cuz I feel like I made a vow

To someone who is not more then a friend
But between us two
And as much as I Wana make ---- mine
It might ruin things between the rest of the crew

An amazing chance of love might pass me by
Without me being able to do anything but to say bye

I guess my only choice is to try to forget and ignore
To protect my friend from finding out about this and more .

A crush ---- was when I was in need
I honestly thought ---- was a friend indeed

I held on to ---- so strongly that I started to bleed
Drops of pain confusion and Jealousy I don't know what it is

My mind spins around it self trying to think and it says in between the lines read
Pain and jealousy what could that be
Have I Fallen for someone who won't even look at me

I take out a pen and paper and start drawing trees
In between those trees I draw a small seed
So think mind think
between all those beautiful trees why would someone look at that seed

My mind screams for a wake up call
get over this get over this
And everything starts to fall

A close friend was gone
New friends came along and everyone moved on

I thought it was just a Phase but I was wrong
I don't know what it is but I can't go on

I tried to show it I tried to tell ---- but nothing is working out and I'm tired of feeling down

I convince myself that maybe it's for the best and I should move on
But my feelings won't change and it's stuck like a song

Maybe telling ---- and getting rejected would make it all fade and I can move on
And every time I see ---- the world would stop flipping upside down

Sometimes we forget the feeling of being free when we twirl with open hands .
When all we think about is wether we are gonna get dizzy or not .

Sometimes we forget the feeling of being tall when we wear shoes .
When all we think about is when are we gonna get out of them .

Sometime we get mad that we have nothing to wear .
Though if we just take a second longer to look we would find plenty .

Sometimes we let our actions get the best of us .
But deep inside me and u know that we are better then this .

Sometimes we smile to a stranger for no reason .
Without us knowing that we made someone's day .

You know !
It's those little things that matter . Things we forget , things we get mad at , things we don't even care about.

It's the little things that have an effect in this world .
so don't ever think that you are not big enough to change it .
We can all change it by doing one small thing at a time .

I'm trying , believe me Iam
I tried to share
I tried to care
I can't help but stare

Into those eyes of yours
I feel
Rejection written on them
With steel

Help me here
I feel alone on this side
You left me here and I died

I don't expect anything in return
But my heart is
Hurting
Breaking
As it put all his love and care to you
And he got nothing in return
He said okay at first

But then he thought maybe
Done blame me
You don't even want him near you
You don't even want him to care about you

It's okay , but don't leave me hanging
Confront is what I'm waiting for

Either I leave you alone
Either you come on this side and I can be alive again

Sometimes in life things don't go the way we want it to

There are bumps and wholes that block you

Sometime you make mistakes

Sometimes you wish you can go back and fix it

But

Sometimes you don't want to fix it

Sometimes what you did makes you more comfortable

Things happen for a reason

I hear that quote every season

It's right you know !!

the best thing to do is move on so

You get to live life and enjoy it

Don't care about the people who are passing by u

Cuz if you meet me I'm not the person you'd want around you

So to anyone that knows me

If I ever hurt you just know that it wasn't my intention to do that unless it's best for you

So I just think it's best if you let me go

I was upset and I was crying

I told her about my feelings and that I'm sighing

She talked to me to understand what's wrong

She knows me well so she told me about a song  

I felt like an old light bulb that's out of electricity

She got me up on my feet again by simplicity

To me she is like a hat

She keeps my brain from falling apart

Thank god I have an unbelievable sis

Whose a huge part of my daily bases

i told you i'd do anything for you

i told you that no matter what I'm there for you

doing what makes you happy is my main priority

looking out for you and worrying is my responsibility

i do this because i want to not because i have to

but today you told me you'll  make it up for me

wait i think you got the wrong side of me

don't ever think that i want something in return

I'm just checking up on you out of concern

so i hope i made your day or at least half of it

because no matter what ! you are always worth it