We were meant to destroy eachother

Are these emotions misplaced?
Has it been present all along?
I wish we could find out
Maybe we will
Just not together

I continue asking
"Why does this keep happening?"
As if I don't know
That I'm the problem

All I want to do
Is survive the cold today
and drink with you

You let a good one go

Sinking, sinking into – thought loops, swaying back and forth and falling out of tune.
Thinking back to, when I found you, drifting out to space and losing altitude.
Faintly fading – faster – farther each year, though I still remember when you used to be here.
Wondering what would happen if I screamed.
Out of key, you lost yourself, in your dreams.
off beat.
****.
Offbeat, lost rhythm, you’re not fine.
Repeat, retreat – into your dying mind.
Asleep – not waking up this time.
Distanced Human, disillusioned to no end.
Distanced Human, I will always call you “friend”

Songs mean a lot when songs survive

I wanna be the one you drunk text first when you’re out of beer at 3am at some ****** house party in the city
I wanna be your drunk text romance
Textualize me

Every now and then I miss it
Even though I know it’s better that it ended

Days like these are hard
Am I selfish for that?
Or just nostalgic for something that wasn’t at all how I remembered it being

It’s not that I want to
It’s not that I crave an ending
More so that if it were to happen
Sooner than later
I’d be happy
Knowing what I know
And experiencing all I have
Finally feels like enough
Sure there’s more
And I’ll continue for now
But you can take me at any moment
You like

I can't help but grin
At how tragic things have become
I wish I had the opportunity to find out if this could have survived
But before we know it
You'll be gone
And I'll still be here
The way Ive always been

Writers block
Blocks building complexes
That will soon decay
And when the structure falls
When nothing is left
You can write again