Eyes the color of grass
Hair like fire
She was perfection lying next to me
melting me slow
Wax dripping down a the candle stick
One sweet kissed night
We burning as one
Bright and hot
Air feeding one another

Warm embers woke with the sun rise
Wrapped into  one
Our fire still burns
Just from two cities now.

It's hot as ****
Mind floating in the sky
Drop the ink into the dish
Finishing your portrait

This place feeling like home
For one golden moment
All it's missing is 2 friends and a cat

I met a traveler when I was 17
He was sweet
He is my friend
Before he left he said
You're like a flower
I asked him what kind
He said a cactus flower
I was confused by, why something so prickly
He said not prickly but beautiful and strong
The last thing he said before getting in that car
If you're going to be a flower
be a cactus flower

I still feel like I want to slice myself open
I've done it once
Did hurt so bad.

Hey how's it goin
I miss you so much
My best friend
Every part of my being exploding with sound
In a silent room I keep it all in
Upheavles of my chest
Filling wuth air so I may scream more silently  
Tonight I let myself miss you
My platonic life partner
Her other monther
My best friend.
tonigt I miss you
I will always love you.

I got a redo on life
I still don't like this time around

People ask if I miss my city
My roots were not set deep enough to miss it
Growing out to my family as a child
They have shriveled from dehydration
never watered

All my lovers axed them to bits

Friendships 3 roots grown together
Them I miss

one new lover
Still budding and just inches from the surface
I will see him again
We will see how deep our roots grow together before they part ways
799 miles away.

I am drownding in my own head
Every grasp at air is filled with your smell
I can still taste your mouth
pouring down my throat
Compounding like rocks
Taking me deeper into my memories

Water runs over me
like your lips down my back
Coming up for air
The water has settled

until

someone
he's looks like you
I feel your hands on my thigh
Holding my body closer to your mouth
I am the only sound you hear now
You are the only one I remember
My voice howling with the night
A  symphony of melodic moans
Our bodies are in a dance
knowing each step before the next
No need for practice
The last song I will sing you
The last taste between my legs
To bad we didn't know
It could have been a grand finale.

I want to feel your fingers travel my curves
One more time
I want to wake up to you looking back
All the time

I don't even know how to say it anymore
I though I had clicked with others
But not like this
You are
Something else

I want two kids
Twins, I can have those
In passing I told you
Wide eyed you said that's all I want
A house, small, with twins
10 years seporated us

799 miles
now between us
With us
A small house with twins