I want to be free,
from thoughts and all the things that disturbs me,
my thoughts are already frightening,
I'm frightened that soon, it will swallow the entire me.

I need to move,
I need to give in,
I need to release my thoughts,
it scares my whole being already.

Why do I write?
Release? Inspire? Motivate?
Yes, I'm nothing but a teenage girl,
trying to fit in in this cruel world.

Stare at those people,
totally care free,
problems conquering the society,
yet they're still selfish.

I don't know why I'm writing this right now,
I just want to let others know,
that 'Hey, I'm here.'
craving for pointless attention.

She's pretty, I'm not.
She's adventurous, I'm boring.
She's easy to get along, I'm not.
She's almost perfect, I'm very far to reach her standards.

Comparing my self to her,
it's because there's a thing,
between you and her,
and it scares me because I'm not her.

It's pretty obvious,
while I'm too naive to notice,
the things I kept comparing,
causing my insecurities and firing it up.

She's the apple of your eyes,
the one that causes my insecurities,
I really feel bad,
because you love her, and I'm not her.

Smoking is dangerous for your health,
it can't even help you with your wealth,
it burns your organs,
they said it's refreshing but as I can see it it's upsetting.

Smoking,drinking or even taking drugs,
several causes of death,
a day undone just because they can't manage taking them in,
addicted to the things that's bad for them.

Slowly killing,
pain evicting,
that's what they bring,
you'll be attached because it's addicting.

So before trying them,
try to avoid everything about them,
you'll never know the bad consequences,
so avoid and do not try.

Feel it as it falls
Down to your skin
Letting you feel the presence of it
Covering your pain within.
Hi, I've been with you
I really feel that I'm not alone
Because I know you're with me
You fall down letting me feel I'm not alone.
Rain rain how I wish I'm free
Come down and play with me
All those little children have to rest
As well as my feelings to detest.