Just wanted to say,
Thank you,
For all those days,
You’ve all kept me alive, really
You don’t even know it,
But now I’m not my own species!

All this support,
All this help,
It stuck with me like a wart,
When I needed it the most!

So I thank every last comment,
For what you’ve done,
Changed a life,
Maybe more than one.

But my death is inevitable,
I am impatient,
Just know you’ve helped,
Just know you’ve tried,
Just know eventually,
I will have to suicide

When people say they love you,
They might be lying,
When you feel blue,
They'll keep trying,

But then it'll break,
You stare through the lake,
The secrets it hides,
Leave you sleep deprived,
Searching,
Needing an answer,
Waiting,
Needing an answer,

Then,
Lost the question,
Searching to no avail,
No need to persist,
No need to remember,
Remember when you kissed,

Life, Death,
Drown, a Breath,
Our world is full of choices,
Mine are guided by the voices,
The things I hear,
The things I see,
They're not normal but they balance me

Am I happy?
Am I sad?
Is this good?
Is this bad?

These are all my questions,
I want help but,
I'm not open to suggestions.
I want peace,
I want life,
I want truth,
I want to be happy,
through all of my youth

Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head.Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head.  Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Get out of my head.


Get out of my head before I tell you the truth.
Get out of my head before I do what you're telling me to.
Get out of my head before I listen.
Get out of my head before I can't take it anymore.

Get out of my head before I tell you the truth.
Get out of my head before I do what you're telling me to.
Get out of my head before I listen.
Get out of my head before I can't take it anymore.  
                      
Get out of my head before I tell you the truth.
Get out of my head before I do what you're telling me to.
Get out of my head before I listen.
Get out of my head before I can't take it anymore.

Get out of my head and I'll tell you the truth.
Get out of my head and I'll do what you're telling me to
Get out of my head and I'll listen
Get out of my head and I'll take it more

Get out of my head before you start to care
Get out of my head before you say you liked me
Get out of my head before it hurts me too much
Get out of my head before you make more lies

Get out of my head, and don't start crying
Get out of my head, and move on from me
Get out of my head, and remember my past
Get out of my head, and try to help

I know people,
who are determined,
to leave this world,
They'd rather take life,
Than give meaning to others.
Help themselves,
Open themselves to a lover.
Trials of life,
and I'm screaming for another

I’ve met these few,
Lifetime friends,
At school it’s true,
But they met ends,
They won’t help and you knew,
I’m not one for trends,
So keep me away,
I dare you,
I guess it’s too late,
For you,

I’ll stay awake,
I’ll lay asleep,
I’ll stay in your wake,
I’ll lay and I’ll weep,
We aren’t all happy,
But aren’t all sad,
Its a weird mix of three,
Content being bad,

I wish I could fear,
Wish I could touch,
Wish that I could stop,
Loving you so much
I know you were the best,
Best I ever had,
Wish that the good,
Outweighed the bad,
Then I’ll never,
Get closer,
Until you tell me,
“It’s over”

I understand,
People don’t see,
I tend to rant,
On my poetry,
But it’s not for you,
Reading my piece,
It’s for my view,
My inner peace.

People say I don't feel,
They say I have no pain,
Because instead they squeal
and look away
when instead i walk astray.

I don't walk to face my fears,
I don't jog to lose my love,
I don't run to find the end,
But i'm sure gonna catch up!

I walk to lose my fears
I jog to know my love
I run to know the end,
Because I've had enough!

I move to leave the others,
I move to find my friends,
I move to prove,
I just won't quit,
I just won't stop to rest.

Voices say yes,
Family say no,
Friends,
don't want to see me go.

But my life says maybe,
It is never certain,
No-one wants to see me,
Drop the curtain,
As if I leave the stage,
They'll blame themselves,
Pain, Sadness and Rage.

The people that care,
The few aware,
They know I'm Trying,
They know I'm Crying,
They know I'm Dying,