Time ticks by slowly I hear the ticking of the clock as I stop to think about all the times that I've been weak. They told me cutting you out would let light shine in but I'm still weak. You made me this way yet I can't change no matter how hard I try I will always be your greatest victim. Your words are sharper than any knife. They still haunt me in my sleep. Tick tock why can't this time stand still and let me forget everything you put me through. Why must I be so naive to think maybe deep down you actually care about me. They say it's pathetic how all these years I still wish to damage you as you have damaged me. Nothing can hurt you more than losing your children they said. Then why are you still standing? You still play with my mind without even trying. Can this clock stop ticking now it's getting harder for me to think. Then again thinking about you only makes me weaker. you don't get the last word. I one day will finally get my revenge. But for now I'll stop this clock from ticking.