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1.5k · Jan 2021
Hypocrite world
False poet Jan 2021
If someone ever tells you
That he has never been a hypocrite in his life
There are two options: Either he is lying to you
Or really not a human

But for those who are human
I live on a planet called earth
With animals and people, we say we think
We scream we want peace with a gun behind
And what we say does not show the reality

Many claim equality always, but never
They dare to cut the roots of selfishness without further ado
In Korea they exclaim socialism, materialism is wrong
While covering their eyes with Ray-Ban lenses

People blame GMOs for cancer and more
That what is healthy and nutritious is of natural origin
And I know a thousand years ago everything was natural
And the average life was 30 years, no more

With abracadabra, they want to heal them
With strange rituals, words, and more
They say the pharmaceutical companies want to steal
But they take pills just in case

Hypocrites, hypocrites
When they don't do what they say to others
Their face is disguise, they won't admit it
They are hypocrites, hypocritical world

Hypocrites, hypocrites
Mirrors never reflect your truth
Their face is disguise, they won't admit it
They are hypocrites, hypocritical world

Christmas is coming, the night of love and peace
They say celebrating Jesus is the most
Important in the world that day nothing more
But we all know it's your Xbox one

It is your gift and you know it very well
You seem strange to relatives
But you really hope they do too
Give you a gift, maybe two or three

You always knew
And despite it you never admitted it
You pretended you didn't know what you thought what you saw
That Christmas is ratatouille, gifts and some jokes

But what difference does it make?
Lie after lie, it's already done something familiar
They say it's better to give than to receive, but they don't give
They complain if in their country they celebrate Halloween
Arguing is foreign and they forget Christmas

Hypocrites
When they don't do what they say to others
Their face is disguise, they won't admit it
They are hypocrites, hypocritical world

This world is sick and every day is a little more
Crazy people are always lying, but it's to hallucinate
Although they think they are always telling everyone the truth
While normal people lie and lie a lot without stopping

And now that I think about it, this world is subnormal
Well, the normal thing is the lie and it is rare, to tell the truth
The United  States advocates being the land of the free
While they lock up immigrants for not being from that place
They call themselves ''America'' you are not a continent you are only one more country like all

And where is Mexico? Is it lagging? No
You can express what you please to the government
But don't be surprised if they shoot or kidnap you
The police, because you say what you think in your town

Can not be,
That life is a lie with makeup
Because they disguise the truths that do not give pleasure
The reality not even with sugar becomes sweet

I can not stop
I can not wait,
To shoot these words without offending more
People because the world is a great hypocrite

I know that my poems are not for any age
It is for those who see the world with reality glasses
It's for those who prefers to be real
For anyone open to listen

Because an open mind is always listening nonstop
While orthodox minds are locked in their truth
They proclaim they have the truth and repudiate vanity
While their words emanate pride instead of humility

They criticize television stations because they have control
Well they hate everything they transmit, for example, the telethon
For the fact that they make money in exchange for some emotion
But anger is forgotten if they broadcast football
False poet Feb 2021
They are memories, broken promises
They are memories and broken promises
You will say that they are only memories, dead moments
I do not deny it, they are like images that time hides
They won't have a life of their own but you gave them one

An opportunity to be part of your story
And the memories are part of your mind is something inert
Your memory after so many things is still strong
Remembering those intense moments of your life

Your first kiss, your first forbidden experience
Your first touch, your first dog, first friend
Your first girlfriend who later became an enemy
Witness your first experiences in life

You started to stumble and got up from falls
With the help of mom and dad who are there
From the first second and they have never doubted you
But the years go by and you forget things
Although there are things that are never forgotten like the smell of roses

The moments of the past fade little by little
Because there are bad memories that sometimes hit rock bottom
So deep that they make you think, reconsider
Eat your head in a sea that wants to drown you

Do you remember your first fight, your first punishment
Because I know there are promises that you have never kept
You remember your first failure, your first disappointment
Your beginnings, your first letter is still well kept

Do you remember the first time you made love
Then everything fell apart and you still remember the pain
The resentment you carry inside, the broken feelings
See that she was still with you but only in photos
That's when you remember the silly arguments
Screams for everything and nothing

You also remember the typical fights with your sister
From school friends who left without telling you anything
They go, the memories where they will go
I guess there will be a place where they will stay
And they will continue, they will continue to be there forever
Because there are things that are not forgotten even after death

Broken promises, promises that I tried to keep
I did my best to make you feel happy
But jealousy made me bitter and it always ended the same
Arguing, crying and feeling awful

And that's when your promises are useless anymore
After each puff you leave a life behind
A life that you wanted but she wanted to forget
In a drastic way and start over from scratch

I know it's difficult my heart has already stopped beating
For someone that I loved and that is still inside me
And I keep getting mad every day thinking about this
Thinking of a maybe that never existed

And I cry alone, I feel great anguish inside
I want another chance even though I know I don't deserve it
And I can't sleep, you stole my life
And I still think of you even though my bed is empty

The fault is mine for trusting who should not
Well, a colleague has failed me, guess who?
And it is that based on sticks I became suspicious
But I still believe in you even if you have forgotten me

In memories of your heart I am still
From afar you can see me in my fantasy crying
Like a child, like a newborn baby
Memories are just things from a lost past

In the present there is no more to live day by day
Keep going, smash it all in this melody
Just like the broken promises you tried to keep
But you failed like always even though you tried to correct

The intention was good, you put everything on your side
Although now you do not appreciate this
I know you'll appreciate it sooner or later
Promises that leave empty somewhere
And it's never the same again
213 · Dec 2020
Imagine
False poet Dec 2020
Close your eyes...
Let your imagination float
Imagine!

Happiness is not given by a Visa card
And your dreams and illusions go away if you live in a hurry
They run out to the beat of each note
Like the time
That your heartbreaks and your feelings die

Imagine that you can rewind to the past
Go backward,
Clear every error,
Every wrong step taken
And believe me that more than once I have tried
Time is the most valuable,
But we waste it

And I watch infinity and it fades in my hands
I think it's normal for us to ***** it up if we're human
Imagine that we all give everything without asking for anything in return
That every story ends like fairy tales

Life shapes us by giving sticks
Love is the biggest mistake and the best thing that happened to you
Imagine for a moment
A life without pain
Without suffering
Turn your boredom into humor

Life is not garbage, garbage is people
While some stab you and the others betray you
Imagine it were not like that for a moment
That what you care the least is the most important

Imagine you know the answers
Of all your questions
That you win every bet and that all people get together
Without making distinctions of any kind
That the superficial was the least beautiful

Imagine it
Dream it,
Hates reality
Out of sight,
Heart that feels happiness
Close your eyes,
Fly with this poem
Dream that you imagine a world without a hint of evil

Imagine that God exists and that He listens to you
That his silence stops being heard
When you fight for what you most want

Many are called,
Few of the chosen
That one of your loved ones has never left

Fight for what you want
Imagine that no one can ever steal what you have
Well it belongs to you
Each one will have what they deserve
Here,
You will be able to close every scar
Be really happy

Endless emotions
Savor the eternal youth
The feeling is not being afraid of a coffin
The darkness is born when the light hides
Salvation was not extinguished when Jesus was nailed to the cross

Here people don't lie
Is sincere
Decide if you want to be autumn,
Summer,
Winter
Or
Spring

You will be truthful in what way each event will occur
The blows will be replaced by the kisses
You are the owner of your destiny
Here there are no rapists,
Pedophiles,
Terrorists or murderers
Nor any evil towards humanity
Imagine that place where eternal happiness is

And there are no laws here because they are not needed
That when you want your best moments to be repeated
Like in a video game having infinite lives
And that you go around the world,
World that no longer irritates you

Imagine it,
Imagine not having to be alone
That you say what you really think,
No one can silence you, here
You do more than think about you

I dream of saying that ecstasy is not necessary
To float,
Fly far away
Without cutting your wings
It would not be necessary to go through them if there were no bullets

Without time measurement you will not get old
And my poem,
Imagine it is a product of your imagination

Imagine it
Dream it,
Hates reality
Out of sight,
Heart that feels happiness
Close your eyes,
Fly with this poem
Dream that you imagine a world without a hint of evil

And it is that I always imagine a life like this
Although I dream that everyone can be happy
I imagine in dreams to always be my owner here
Where eternity never has to come to an end
143 · Feb 2021
Rational Animals
False poet Feb 2021
Rationality is that human capacity that allows us to think
To evaluate and act through the use of reason
This characteristic is supposed to be what differentiates us from animals
But the reality that my eyes see makes me keep asking myself this same question over and over again
Who are the real animals here?

Isn't it animal abuse?
You ask a bullfighter who thinks it's normal to **** for money
You will say that animals do not suffer, right?
Stick a sword in your back and maybe then you can talk
I'm glad when I see a goring all over your mouth

I shot everyone who beat a seal
To then go-to fashion and not crazy would you tear your skin to dress even if you were masochistic
And this goes for the one who threw puppies into the river, will you be able to do the same when you grow up with your children?

Today violence is fun
I would make myself a ***** coat like you but not mink
The poacher deserves the gallows, it is not for survival,
So we are the most primitive beings
There is talk of evolution and every day I see the news the cold blood of the one who has no heart

In Spain, bullfighting is art, for me a torture
What a disgusting country that considers its culture
Based on real events just why we exist
Rational animals you can call us killers

How much ******* is on the loose
Anyone who mistreats an animal deserved to be dead
Or away from the world killing each other
The most dangerous on this planet is us

Your inferiority complex is bigger every day, they would never do it to you, coward!
If you abandon him, it is because he is no longer a cute puppy as before
You disgust me and it makes me sad to see so many human beings without blood in their veins
I ask for more condemnation, the man between cages and chains

Sometimes I think I wish we were their dinner
Trained, caged, exploited in circuses
As easy to see as putting on Tele Cinco, for you entertainment and fun
Torture, suffering is morbid and morbid sells on television

Stuffed heads are a trophy in your living room
I ask for salvation for the whales of Japan
We don't deserve forgiveness, our extinction is my wish
Rational animals, humans I don't think so

How much ******* is on the loose
Anyone who mistreats an animal deserved to be dead
Or away from the world killing each other
The most dangerous on this planet are us

I am fed up and manifest, I suffer when I see an animal suffering
That we are able to do all this of our own free will

Multinationals that test their products on animals that cannot defend themselves and it is not fair
Be well informed of what you buy, because the blood spilled will be on your hands if you support them
Public executions if they escape from the slaughterhouse, no tranquilizer darts?, it is an unnecessary waste of money

I call for us not to think that we are not capable of doing anything
For that very reason I write this poem
I want to make the most ******* animal reflect
Whoever tortures for fun, the human being
Reflect! If you are with me, just raise your hand
126 · May 2022
More Than Numbers
False poet May 2022
Texas May 24: 19 children, 2 teachers killed
Buffalo May 14: 10 people killed > 3 people injured
Laguna Woods May 15: 1 person killed > 3 people wounded
Houston May 15: 2 men killed > 3 people wounded
Milwaukee May 13: 16 people wounded
Biloxi, Miss April 27: 4 people wounded > 1 dead
Brooklin April 12: 10 people wounded
Sacramento April 3: 6 people killed > 12 people wounded
Dumas Ark March 19: 1 killed > 27 people injured
Milwaukee Jan 23: 5 killed
116 · May 2021
My Dearest Friend Solitude
False poet May 2021
Dearest friend,
People associate you with negativity
They see stress on your eyes
And they think I agonize in your arms

People talk without knowing they cause pain in your soul
Without knowing how valuable you are
They think my life you’ve stole
And this might be bizarre

My dearest friend,
You cure my pain
You comfort me in the worst storms
And with you I know I never be alone
False poet Mar 2021
There you have me in one of those days
In which nobody picks up the phone
And the walls are on you

I know there is always a way out
But knowing that everything will be better
It does not mean that I stop feeling like a mess

The years go by, the projects, the dreams
Do you remember how you wanted to be when you were little?
To grow is to realize
That life is not how you want it to be
Everything is much more complex

Responsibilities, struggles, duties
Smile when you don't feel like it
Lying so as not to hurt the people you love
Pretend when you perfectly know that they lie to you

Is it worth doing what you're supposed to
More times than you really want?
Why did I end up doing what everyone does?
If I was always supposed to feel different?

I've been a coward disguised as brave
Always aware of "what will people say"
I hide my fears to appear strong
But no more, it's time to be consistent because
Because I think I've seen it, buddy, and ...

Perhaps the key to being truly free is:
When you can laugh and mourn when needed
Be honest with yourself
Focus on what's important and forget about the noise

Perhaps the key to being truly free is:
When you can laugh and mourn when needed
Do not be obsessed with the objectives
Try to relax and live something calmer

With this topic I make myself a promise:
And it's doing whatever it takes to find solutions, not problems
I know I'm not perfect
Well, I won't punish myself anymore for not being one

I will learn to say no
To accept myself as I am, to measure the value
Because sometimes I was brave out of fear
I know it sounds strange, but you know what?
The worst of all is that it's true

Today I seek to sleep comfortably
Doesn't sound very ambitious
But trust me it's a lot

I've been studying life for years
That there is no evil that for good does not come?
That's a lie

I will focus on what is important:
In my family, my friends, my passion for art
I will accept that I have the right to be down from time to time
Because being down is human

I am not giving up on any problem
I trust myself and I can beat anything
I will fall again a million times
But I will always stand tall again
Because I realized that, oh
Oh yeah, friend, I realized that

Perhaps the key to being truly free is:
When you can laugh and mourn when needed
Be honest with yourself
Focus on what's important and forget about the noise

Perhaps the key to being truly free is:
When you can laugh and mourn when needed
Do not be obsessed with the objectives
Try to relax and live something calmer
107 · Jan 2021
Letter to god
False poet Jan 2021
Hello god, how have you been today?
I am writing you this letter because I have some questions
That have caused me great concern in these years
And I hope you can clarify each situation for me

Today, I saw some people arguing over
That they did not agree on the interpretation
Of the words that the bible carries inside
Maybe because they speak in parables I guess

Although also because of the other time I watched on tv
That radical Muslims killed three
Bloggers Who Were Atheists Inside Bangladesh
For opposing belief and attacking faith
I think you should tell us which book is good

If the Torah, the Quran the bible, to prevent
People live wrong or create conflicts of
Nothingness and that deaths are avoided in your name
What do you think?

Querido Dios, espero que hayas recibido la carta y
Rezo para que puedas hacerlo mejor aquí
No me refiero a una gran rebaja en el precio de la cerveza
Todos necesitamos una gran reducción en la cantidad de lágrimas

It's been a while and I haven't received a reply
I guess you're busy, I hope taking care of the planet
Although ... it makes me doubt that I can't see what
So you do, nobody has seen you and who has told the asylum was

But even so, I hope there is a reason since
Every human misunderstands you, and I understand very well why
What I don't understand is what you mean by hiding
Do you know what has caused people to believe by faith?

If there are heaven and hell, who will you see burn?
Seriously everyone who never followed the foot
From the letter each commandment that dictates your faith
But what about everyone they could never believe
In true religion by
The fact of being born in another nation
And if a belief doesn't matter then what reason
Should you allow religion to be your voice?

Dear God, I hope you got the letter and
I pray you can make it better down here
I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beer
We all need a big reduction in the amount of tears


Years passed and your silence without hesitation has been highlighted
Today so many people die of hunger, but it seems you have not noticed
It seems that every prayer they send does not reach heaven
And it stays flying on Earth, in the air, because you haven't heard
Or if you've already done it, I don't think you cared
Free will is what some have called it
And this causes you not to stop the bad guy
Even if it's an armed ******
I think your role there would be to observe him quietly

And some blame the devil because evil exists
Did you also give him free will to annoy?
How is it that you, being omnipotent, don't stop it anymore?
How is it that by being benevolent you allow evil?

Not providing defense to the world being able to contribute
It has then made you an accomplice of this evil
But now that I've gotten well to reflect
Maybe you are not evil, but just another invention
97 · Feb 2021
Suicide Note
False poet Feb 2021
I wake up not wanting another day, and it will be the last
Few, believe me, today my Eden arrives I assume it and I do not doubt
And I swear, my dead soul warns from my heart
It is not a threat, it is a lie that ended up being true
I left the door open and a half-written note

It was difficult to read
"Goodbye mom and dad," said on it
I came out barefoot, without strength, without desire
I imagined myself on the ground, dead, and no one was crying

I walk down a lonely street, everything is dark and it rains
The streetlights watch me and the passage of time hurts me
The edge of my blade squeezes me, it's her
I will reach the end the easy way, life is not beautiful

I just want to be alone now
In a labyrinth with no way out, I stopped asking God for help
I speak, with my conscience alone
She asks me to pull the trigger and I'm afraid to say goodbye

I'm sorry I failed you one more time
I've noticed the shame when looking in the mirror, mom
Forgive me, I beg you, I do not know if I explain myself
I'm sitting on the railing of a seventh floor

But, I'm already dead inside and I'm tired
I'm sick of living always running from the past
I was a coward, I gave up more than once I was about
I write this incomplete story in my notebook, I don't even fight anymore

Blank pages tinted the red of my blood
I don't deserve a tear, it's my suicide note
And I'm late, I signed a document with Satan
To free myself, I just have to jump straight away

I jump, jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To avoid seeing my face anymore, shoot me.
My soul cries out to get out of my body now

I feel like I'm already dead
In a world of the blind, one-eyed king
I pass through the liner the LP to port

It's true, I have nothing to give or receive
People I alert you, I live speechless
And I hardly write, something is messing up my mind
I feel like an adopted son

Too impulsive, they tell me
Captive of the negative
If flying is the end
If flying is the end

I better understand the lies, after this interval
I gift rhymes, with my shark mouth
In the form of intimate words without pantomime
If you don't have the Z puck, steal it

But I don't want to live anymore
It's too hard!
When I die, spit on my grave in no rush
I have cast the spell
Of eternal stupidity
I feel the stiffness in my muscles

It is liberating to live without a future
Feeling betrayal makes me die prematurely
It's pure poison what I feel, I swear
With blood rage, I only knew how to ask for forgiveness
When I was immature

Tell my mother that I always loved her and that I'm sorry
To my bro that looks for my words in the wind when it blows
To those who wished my bad, I wish them to double
For having shattered a noble heart

I jump, jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To avoid seeing my face anymore, shoot me.
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I am alone in a silence that bothers and I scream
Hear my last word, read my last writing
Pay attention to me, I only ask for that, I need it

Drops of sweat fall from my eyes on my suicide note
I'm sorry I can't say more
Few will cry, but how many will rejoice
I saw my name on a tombstone and it didn't even seem strange to me
How many loads have I carried for so few years

There's nothing holding me back
I've been dead for so long inside of me there is nothing
I'm just another body, blown by the wind
So violent that fate blows
No witness, no friends, no motive left

I just walk the road, I know that at the gates of heaven
There is no room for this pilgrim
God seems to be a lie, today I will know if it is true
That after death, there is another life

Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday maybe maybe Thursday
I don't know why but in my eyes it no longer rains
Your memory may keep me alive
If exile does not want to send me straight to oblivion
94 · Feb 2021
The Poem
False poet Feb 2021
It's a big bang blast
That is a sand erosion
It's the god being the stigma
Of his supreme creation

It is the light that always signs
Like a sun that burns itself
Is the man being an enigma
From its own ecosystem

It's people's fear and it's their source of pleasure
Another day that the next doesn't feel like yesterday
Is the girl who senses that she has become a woman
And it is the girl from the West who has stopped growing

It's the rivetless anchor of the paper boat
Is to tell him to leave and write "stay"
It's the water when it rains with its tap dance
And it's the air that moves it where no one else sees it

It is the Eiffel Tower and Pisa and it is the Peruvian Cuzco
The pyramid of Giza slipping your hands
It is the Great Wall of China and it is the Petra of Jordanians
It is the Taj Mahal of India and it is the Roman Colosseum

They are the great wonders that precede the human
They are the bloods, they are the splinter, they are the tyrant's chair
It is his time and his blade the **** on the landing
An old man being young and it's Beethoven with his piano

It is the seed that emerged from the new green leaves
That in autumn they are wounds and in summer they are paths
They are small goodbyes, they are the big ones that we have left
That's what life is about, that's what a poem is about

It's a decade, a year, it's a day, it's a minute
It's all the time I invested in getting to know myself, paying off
It's the smoke that I tried to sell myself
It is the great luxury of the rebel who works while everyone sleeps

It is the Yin filling a sea of ​​tears for others
Being unable to remove the disguise and not looking back
It's the Yang, thirsty, dying, and out of breath
He's the tin man looking for his feelings

It's the ego's game, it's a blind man's creed
It is the I want and I cannot, it is he I refuse and it is fear
That book that always smells like new when you open it
It is to leave it for later without knowing if there is a later

Believe in the truth, fill empty consciences
It is swearing loyalty to me and always keeping what I promise
Tell those crazy things that you would never reveal
And it is that even the purest soul has disgusting secrets

It is the hunger for knowledge, the taste of it is never too late
The hipster artist who does it all in a big way
It is to lower the stars, remove heaven and earth
Is to be a sinner and throw the first stone

It is a love that has exceeded all my expectations
A good friend who made me change my perspective
With the undressed soul, breaking the schemes
That's what life is about, that's what this poem is about
92 · Jan 2021
The Devil Tells His Story
False poet Jan 2021
(This poem is directed to an specific public ATHEISTS, I may ask you not to take it really serious)

Today I will be the voice of the devil and he will tell his stories
And even if I don't want to, it's in my body
He lives confusing the people I meet
Saying that God does not exist or that he is violent

What's up to everyone, I'm Lucifer, I introduce myself
I come from the deepest and in hell I find myself
Today I come to clarify things, such as the why of this pit
Because they say I **** people when I am not violent

It all started with that god-emperor
That proclaims equality but was always a dictator
I saw that my brothers did not know what God was like
Who gave them candy with stunned filling

I pretended that I ate them because I knew what God was like
He was like a coin, with two faces and one taste
Then I started to question him, but he never answered
God denied me the answers and called me a sinner

I started gathering my people like a thinker does
And with a flow of words, I explained God's plan
They did not believe, they did not listen, they did not understand this voice
They accused me, sentenced me, and here God has sent me

When Adam and Eve arrived in paradise
Like the PlayStation snake, I slid across the floor
I went unnoticed, or that God wanted it that way

I warned the guys that God didn't want clever
He just wanted obedience, more like a slave deal
The first troll in history, putting up an "evil" tree
Although it really wasn't that bad, just a tree in disguise
Well, it gave knowledge of good and evil, oh how bad

Today I will be the voice of the devil and he will tell his stories
And even if I don't want to, it's in my body
Live confusing the people I meet
Saying that God does not exist or that he is violent

Follow me in the story
Adam and Eve were not bad, for God to know is bad
And when they found out what was good and what was bad
God seeing himself betrayed because he had to expel them

Merciful God? Savior from sin?
If you have condemned the world for discovering your deceptions
They only ate the fruit and the punishment is to expel them
But not only them but all humans

Then they blame me that I was always the bad guy
I have not killed a human, genocides I have not commanded
I have never ordered floods nor a ****** have I touched
I haven't even tempted you to commit sins

I'm just what I've been all along
The first free thinker, but very few know that
I've always been underestimated and treated like a big fool
When I've only questioned and doing so came at a great price

I live locked in my cage, I do not punish or anything
I don't run hell, I don't buy used souls
When I watch an exorcism I just laugh out loud
Well if I had demons they wouldn't do any tricks

I don't live in disguise, I won't lie and I never cheat
I don't discriminate against people, even though I've never been a human
Africa's children die, but not because they are bad
But because God doesn't give a **** about humans ...

Today I will be the voice of the devil and he will tell his stories
And even if I don't want to, it's in my body
Live confusing the people I meet
Saying that God does not exist or that he is violent
92 · Feb 2021
The closet monster
False poet Feb 2021
Believe me, if I say that it hurts to look in the mirror and not recognize yourself
Believe me, if I say it hurts to look at it from afar, and see how everything goes wrong
Believe me, if I say that it hurts to leave your skin, and feel that something dies
Believe me, if I tremble, believe me, if I shut up, let me burn and believe my faults

Let out the rage that I have stored since I was a child
Let me cry and tear my inner world into pieces looking for love
Look for a memory lost in the mind of which you do not remember having lived it
And you will only find a half-broken clock from so much going back to see oblivion

Tell my four walls that I no longer fear the closet monster
That I only need to go four steps to contemplate another monster daily
Tell my four walls that they are not as big as expected
Outside you find any problems, you see how they begin, and not how they end

Tell your sleeping chest to take courage, and beat harder
That sometimes a sigh can **** you instead of death
And I don't know how many times I said it, I don't know how many times I have left
I don't know how many times I pretended to be a being that for being what it is, never threw everything out

Do you feel that time stops and you hear yourself thinking? You've got it
You're talking to your other half that you never want to have met
I know it seems incredible that at this moment, silence is torturing you
And it may be the punishment we deserve for not knowing how to appreciate it

Don't ask me, I don't understand. Now I'm the ******* who prays
I am the deluded one who looks up at the sky thinking that feats might happen
I look for the perfect excuse to smile when surrounded by people
And I don't have the courage to assume the truth instead of judging and denying the obvious

Get inside, I'll open the door for you. It's my head, forgive the mess
You make yourself comfortable while you see how I can not find something that comforts
Sit down and have something, that while I will lose the north
Knowing that watching life go by, I found my place, but never a support

Hey be strong, today you are not alone. Today you are against all your buts
You know you've always been able to escape against all odds
Remember that one day you swore that one day you would be unforgettable for the whole world
And the passage of time has helped you see that the little indelible that exists is fear

Fear of falling, fear of losing, fear of moving forward to go back
Afraid to feel brave, act hot, and ***** it up again
Fear of forgetting how to take care of yourself, of not feeling you anymore, of seeing you and leaving you
Get off the train you managed to catch, thinking that that train was going nowhere

And I know it's fun to see me pour myself, I feel this fear, and you will keep laughing watching me
Making me feel like my escape is always slipping away, and you keep ruining me
Making my life miserable, trying your best to hurt me
Making me throw away the effortless effort of a lifetime

I know that this is not life, and that life is leaving me,
If I keep waiting for something that won't come
If I stay still, it will be impossible to move forward
I know I have to loosen the rope behind me

I know you have to live, and this is the life they give you
If you waste this one, you won't have anymore.
Never be afraid if you don't know where you are.
You just run, and never look back

Let out the anger that I have stored since I was a child.
Tell my four walls that I no longer fear the closet monster
Do you feel that time stops and you hear yourself thinking? You've got it
Tell your sleeping chest to take courage, and beat harder

Tell my four walls that they are not as big as expected
And I don't have the courage to assume the truth instead of judging and denying the obvious
Tell the closet monster that I'm tired of hearing his ****
That I am already clear who my enemy is, and I am also clear that I know how to stop
91 · Feb 2021
Mirages
False poet Feb 2021
"**** I'm super fat"
"But girl what happened to your body? If you had never bothered about it"
"**** look at me, well look, it doesn't matter you don't understand it anyway"
"But what are you doing?"

Look in the mirror and tell me if the eye is deceiving you
It's just a mirage that will hurt you
See your reflection in the water when you bathe
Look at your weight on the scale after one year

Fat, I know it hurts you
But the solution is not to lock yourself in the bathroom
I know what you think when you look at your reflection
But your enemy is the people, not the mirror

That complex is the object of ridicule
Sticking your fingers down your throat doesn't help
If others hurt you because you do it too
Is to agree with the dumbest in the class

They are mirages out of realism,
Fight to love yourself or you will fall into the abyss
You are the make-me laugh when you go out to a party
People watch you on the street and it bothers you

You feel ashamed and when you try on dresses you scratch yourself,
Fed up! of having to order another size
On the beach, you don't expose your body because you get depressed
You throw in the towel when you see those movie bodies

You want to lose weight at any cost
They can hear the arches through the doorway if they are silent
Your mother worries and you don't care
You feel your patience to lose weight is declining

You can't stop vomiting, you feel pretty
You see in the magazines the bodies you want and they catch you
But it's not you, it's just what you want to be
So that others show a little more interest in you

But it's that society is like that, it's sad
Don't trust your reflection or what you saw
Self-conscious, I see it in your eyes
Wanting it all, all without having to do anything

Looking for an easy way
Inside that body hides a fragile heart
I know that it is easy to say for the one who does not suffer it and the one who does not feel it
But the eye creates a mirage that lies to you

"I don't know, I think you shouldn't, there are other ways"
"Shut the **** up okay? You're not in my skin!"
Rubbing your uvula is more attractive to you
Much easier and faster than deciding
If you do diet or do sports because that's hard
And also you do not dare to bet if it is not on insurance

You just want a nice body
That they see you with different eyes and recognize your type
But the beauty is inside

Although you are not satisfied with being told that as a person you are better
You value yourself little and your self-esteem touches the ground
Fashion is the lure and you are the fish that bite the hook
Image is not everything to everyone

There are other methods to lose weight, there are other ways
You have a nickname that they do not name when you are present
You pretend you don't care what they comment
But you want to prove something that you shouldn't
But I understand your helplessness being just a girl

Boys reject me because you're not pretty
Crying days your diary tells it
A closer way than I can understand
Any of us seeing you suffer like this, they will cry

You want to be satisfied and eat and return the calories
You obsess over your body and weigh yourself every day
Every hour you feel little evolution
Your friend cries because she can't believe your situation

You do not think to stop until you are finally happy
And that your weight must be around 70 pounds
Low self-esteem and you don't feel confidence
Zero personality and that's depressing

No need to stand out aesthetically
You have always been totally dependent
Of the thought that others have towards her
Her mind is weak, she just wants to be beautiful

Every day that passes you look thinner
You still look the same even though you are worse off
Your friend advised you and you didn't want to listen to her
You order little food and leave more than half now

You weigh 60 pounds and you still look fat
But it's not the mirror, it's your mind that warps
The one that gives shape to that false image you see
Mirages is what your mind wants to believe

Who decides and who gives meaning to the perfect
If being superficial for me is just another flaw
The imperfect human being
The machine that will destroy this world with its own hands
89 · Dec 2020
Voices in my head
False poet Dec 2020
Dear imaginary friend,
Today they have done it again
Classmates have hit me

And I do not understand,
I do nothing to them,
They just say that I'm soft and weird

I love music, manga, the computer
And I don't like to play ball too much
And what?
Ever try
For not being alone at recess
And they forced me all the time to be a goalkeeper
And I don't know what it feels like to score a goal
And let your friends hug you like a winner

Not wanting to play anymore is another reason
BEATING!
For leaving a game halfway

I lost the desire to integrate
Now I just want to see them as little as possible
I'm late for class
My teachers are fed up
They say that I've changed
What will they know?
My parents have called

I always participate when teachers asked
And is that,
I can pass without studying anything
But I don't raise my hand anymore, I'm scared
I'm afraid of the blow from the one behind and the one next seat

And I haven't been to anyone for a long time
I am not suicidal.
Last time 10 waited for me at the exit.
Good!
Dad calls me a troublemaker
The impotence and the pain will annul me, it will do it in a tragic court

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

I'm sorry, your parents won't understand your suffering
Sitting from a desk, time will slow down
I do understand you and maybe I can help you
I swear to end it all if you let me advise you

Fear makes you human, nobody does anything.
You feel like taking justice into your own hands
And is that,
It all starts in the hallways
You will pass with your head down and with your hands in your pockets

You know that other children will marginalize you
They want to see you cry
They'll lock you up in the basement or attic

At patio time,
And all for not being like everyone
What makes you unique here
It also makes you lonely

And if the teachers only make it worse
Here a tip is another punch to the bib.
Everything you do will just be another reason
To be able to attack the target one more time

That is you,
Because with that they are satisfied
They laugh but you don't like it
It is not that you are inferior, but it is that fear blinds you
And the ****'s fear is feeling inferior
And that's why it hits you

Do you want to rip your veins?
Running away only delays problems
Look at you, you start to make me feel sorry

Every day you have new bruises
Of those little thugs
You, you have to give him a couple of *****

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

Follow your ideas and don't be a Coward!
Do not give up, that your effort has not been in vain!
This time I know that luck is not with you
As there are times that force can with skill

It's no use hiding
Fight!
You have to be strong
Listen!
The voice that speaks to you behind this hood,
Every group has an assigned leader
Making yourself respected is complicated and it has been your turn

The solution?
It is facing the situation.
I'm not saying that it will be easy, less with so much pressure.
What would others do if they were in your place?
They would not even take what you have to endure

They have already disturbed your innocence
Do you know what can happen when patience runs out?
You must do something now, I know you're tired
In fact,
I think you've held on too long

You,
Take revenge, sign up, write down every name
Give them back, come show me that you are a man

I know it runs through your veins, the rancor has poisoned you
Wasn't this what they wanted?
That they had thought about it

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

Today, I said a thousand times to myself …
Don't do it, they're good guys!
But they pushed me into the abyss

I reached that point of no return
The one in which everything does not matter to you
And you feel anger towards your surroundings

That day I got to school early
And in the queue to enter
There were those ******* without mercy
I remember their mouths articulating a word:
Babe!
And the impact on my body of their hands

As usual, nobody did anything there.
Some laughed and others looked away,
I swallowed hard from the ground resigned
Well I would know that that same day everything would have ended

Hit me more, I'm not going to cry!
I have no tears left, just sick laughter
You are going to die and the last thing you are going to hear
It's the teacher writing on the blackboard with the chalk

In my backpack, a bottle of gasoline
And in my arteries a lot of pain and adrenaline

I entered the toilets bruised,
And I waited for everyone to be in class
And the hallway clear.

While the janitor had coffee,
I stole the keys to the classrooms in his office
I went up to mine that was on a 4th floor
And I quietly closed a door from the outside, yeah

I opened the other one suddenly and dumped the fuel
Surprise!
They did not have time to react
I made a match, I locked them up and started walking
I can remember the screams, irresistible symphony

Time has passed, I have not returned to school
Not home either, but this place has advantages
Here they don't mistreat me even though it's all very cold
And they give me pills that make me calm

Sometimes I enjoy imagining ******* a nurse
And I have to control myself
I know that in time they will have to let me go
I regret it!
I swear!
Who am I kidding?
#porta
89 · Jan 2021
The Beauty and the Beast
False poet Jan 2021
It's just one more story
Beauty and the Beast

She was beautiful, fragile as a rose
He was a beast, a slave to his impulses
Only the day they tied handcuffs
They were no longer children, they grew up, they became adults together

Everything was going well
Or so it seemed on their first honeymoon
He swore to be faithful for life, and she to him
A story like any other
Who sees them and who will see them

But time passes, and relationships run out
They get tired, she doesn't even notice
Because she's blind, blind with love

But he can't stand the monotony
He no longer wanted to own only one woman
Or so he said to his drinking colleagues
"I usually go with others, but she doesn't even notice"

Belle was blind but she wasn't stupid, she doubted
How many nights alone until the wee hours of the morning?

The first time was the most painful
He gave you an infidelity for each rose
And it is that forgiveness will be your weakness
But what happens once always happens one more time

This story is not eternal
I must go out, put an end to it
Be stronger than that beast
I must go out, I want to live, I want to live

There are so many scars, I can't take it anymore
My insides hurt from bleeding so much
No makeup can cover
This bruise that is my heart

I don't know how much longer I can hold out
I have no tears left to cry
The weight of these years is twice my age
In every corner, there was a slap

Tell me this has not happened
You, tell me that I have forgotten
Tomorrow everything will have changed
And this will just be a horrible memory

I know you love me honey
I know there will be no more wounds
Tomorrow will be a new day
And again we will be happy again

Arguments begin, it seems that he does not like them
He becomes callous and aggressive, and Belle is scared
Tears fell after a push and the first punch
You settle for a forgiveness and a simple hug

You don't want to give importance because you don't want to lose him
But you feel helpless and at the same time panic and fear
Can't believe it yet, after so many years
"If someone asks you, say that you fell in the bathroom"

Silence doesn't help you, I know you don't know what to do
You know it was the first and it won't be the last time
Trust me, I know you don't want no more trouble
But don't be silent if your husband hits you

Because you don't belong to him, you deserve much more
Over you he has no authority, you give it to him and he grows
You can't stop him, you can't defend yourself
You can't help but pray for luck

Every day more normal to go from love to hate
It became a regular, another bad episode
Beast doesn't love you but wants you to be his forever
"If you're not mine, you won't belong to anyone, do you understand ?!"

Belle couldn't take it anymore, he was becoming more and more beast
When she wanted to speak, it was too late
She realized that he lived next to evil
Beauty and the Beast, I prefer not to tell you the end

This story is not eternal
I must go out, put an end to it
Be stronger than that beast
I must go out, I want to live, I want to live

Your edge pierced my soul in just one beat
You silenced my regrets with brutality
You have turned me into one more sad number
Cloudy frustration was your downfall

It's too late to go back
I will never have another chance
I'll just be a bad day in the local press
But my pain will be your prison

And if I could now
Change something your miseries
I would give everything for you to understand
A single second of my suffering

I hope that at least my story
Do not remain only in memory
And chart a new path
May this tale never be repeated

This story is not eternal
I must go out, put an end to it
Be stronger than that beast
You must leave, live again
Live again

Be stronger
Walk forward
Do not give up
Do not stay in silence
85 · Jan 2021
Sincerity Letter
False poet Jan 2021
Didn't they tell you as a child to believe?
How old could you be who you want?
You are there who you are, then tell me something
Tell me if life is a test and if I don't get out

I undid the paper plane and wrote
Every detail that I want to change for me
Because it's no longer okay to confess and lie
Because it's no longer okay

I'm not as brave as you read in poems
I'm scared I cross out my prayers
I am afraid without security
I've been the class fool everyone was treating bad to **** myself in each poem for you

What are you staring at? What do you want?
Life has taught me to be like that, but it doesn't ask if you prefer it that way
Fourth cup, I have noticed that when you grow up you see more things
But it is also blind more than others

Instead of living, I would call it dying
Little by little over time, isn't it?
I protest Your Honor, I have evidence
And it's been a long time since I tripped over new stones

'm not the one I used to be, nor the one I want to be
Living on the sidelines of dreaming of a maybe
And I write to you again to make noise
Because I'm tired of sending you letters and not receiving yours

As a child, you told me to believe
When I was older I closed my eyes and left
Are you there whoever you are? Well tell me something
Tell me if life is a test and if I don't get out
Come on!

Tell me, I'll listen to you, I'll admit that I have half a foot inside your door
And I'll beg you to leave it open

And deep down nobody knows me and neither do you
I've had bad roses, that's why I wear costumes

What the hell are you complaining about if you made me like that
And you stopped me when I tried to get away from you
You taught me to distrust, to be brave
So I stopped to think one day and decided to face it

Count how many times you have left me empty and absent
A cold person who has a hard time opening up to people
She does not show feelings even if he is dying
And if it were up to her many days I wouldn't even get out of bed

Come, I'll tell you to your face
What do you have against me, I was happy before you took it away
And now I wake up pretending it, hiding the pain
Trying to find something that I lost inside

And I think I fill myself with things just to be a lump
I live in a hidden cave Life, of course, I blame you

Although I don't have clean hands at all
Since I stumbled and leaned them once on the mud
It's a burden to carry this nickname
Luckily you gave me a great family that never leaves me alone

The console consoles me when you are not there
I hate you so much and at the same time I give you my gratitude
Life happens whether you are at home or in a club
And time will put us all in a coffin

You who see me on your screen
I know you read me
Life never made it easy for me
I never gave up without a fight
Life made me hard and fragile like a diamond
I just want everything to be like before

And now are you going to ask me to change? Will you change something?
Tell me if you are a test and I will decide if I go out
If I keep on letting you use me as an embargo
You are nobody to tell me how little I am worth

Tell me, I'll listen to you, I'll admit, I have half a foot inside your door
And that I'll beg you to leave it open
85 · Jan 2021
Ghost in Love
False poet Jan 2021
Centuries ago I forgot my age
The years do not pass in infinity
If I have closed it in the same place
Time doesn't pass and it doesn't hurt anymore

There is no wind blowing in the afterlife
Days do not pass anymore, there is no end
I have no choice but to wait for you to get here

Welcome to the place this is my home from here you will not leave
I feel the wind fly if you are not there; what difference does it make
Every day I see you go by and I do not accept this reality
The immensity of not resting in peace separates us

It hurts me more every day to see you grow old
If there were the means I would tell you why
How difficult it is to be without you being able to see me
I hate having to watch you perish

Welcome to the place, this is my home, you won't leave here
I feel the time fly, if you are not there, all that matters
85 · Jan 2021
Let me tell you a story
False poet Jan 2021
Her name is Elizabeth she learned early and the hard way
That love does not exist much less fairy tales
She fell in love with a braggart who promised her eternal love
He got her pregnant and left and heaven is already hell

His father disagrees with that ******* baby
You abort or you leave, then it was heard an "I'll leave!"
Seven years have passed since that last night
Since a girl was born in the back seat of a car

Later, Elizabeth meets Carlos
She supposed an angel came down to save them
What a perception, an angel? I really don't know
She was not so wrong because Lucifer was too

Where does he get money from? She wondered
Doubts flooded her but she was always silent
Until one day Carlos arrives drunk and begins to beat her
He subdues her and rapes her and the devil begins to dance

"Do whatever you want to me but, don't touch my daughter"
The girl says: "leave mommy", cries and begs him
As blind with lust he pounced on her
But Elizabeth does not think and a bottle bursts

Over and over and cuts his throat
Leaves the body lifeless and covers it with a blanket
She gets in the car and accelerates, all that pressure can't hold
Escape the place while the sirens sing

Let me tell you a story
Of those that there is no happy ending
Of those that are marked in time
That leave a scar

His name is Octavio and he is dedicated to stealing
He started as a child and did not know where he was going to end
And it was easy to steal from classmates
From there he went on to steal grandfather's money

There were sequels, sometimes they got him
But the tutelary was a school of tricks that they taught him
Houdini would appreciate his ability to escape
They say they saw him, "I don't know where, but he was going to another place"

Already 25 stripes have the tiger marked
He is dedicated to stealing, that he pays his life is in danger
Plan a big robbery, it's him and his friend the skinny one
Simple **** two guards and voila, money to the bag

The day of and the hour finds and it is time to act
His skinny friend does not answer and begins to despair
To sweat and to think and in his head the tic tac
"What the hell I am doing it alone!" and the click-clack gun

He walks into the bank, shoots the first guard in the rib
While another from behind shoots him in the knee
He manages to come out bleeding, gets in the car, and can't stand it anymore
Escape the place while the sirens sing

Let me tell you a story
Of those that there is no happy ending
Those that are marked in time
That leave a scar

The third story stars Vladimir
Long ago he lost the will to live
In an accident, he lost his wife and daughter
He did not find the culprit, he fled like a vermin

And he has been thinking about it for a long time, he no longer wants to live
If they are gone, what case will tomorrow have?
He pulls out a gun and puts it to his throat
Finger on the trigger, all that pressure won't hold

Right behind he looks there is an accident
There is smoke and crystals, he watches a crowd of people
From one of the cars, Elizabeth comes down bleeding
Carrying a girl, asking for help, she's crying

Desperate he wants to act to help
But it's too late the girl stops breathing
Octavio gets out of the other car bleeding
With a gun, everyone is aiming

Vladimir remembers that *******
He draws his pistol and with hatred and rage he points it
He also points it out and the story will end
But this time the sirens are not the ones to sing

Let me tell you a story
You put a happy ending to it
Let me know what is your happy ending :)
82 · Jan 2021
Dear Soul Mate
False poet Jan 2021
They are soul mates apart without a doubt
They are crying out to join and become one again
They feel something and they don't know why, although they both know that
It is much stronger than a simple friendship that unites them and
Can see for miles if you look

Life leads us down the path that it chooses
And I got to you without even looking for you
Only with knowing me could I portray you

To you, like a sweet-salty taste
I'm bitter, except when I'm by your side
I looked at your golden hair with an idiot face
I gave you my heart and its instructions in a note
Of paper, I want to be the one who had you

If you knew one day what I feel, if you could
See you with the eyes that I see you instead of in the mirror
You would never know the complex
The warmth of your hugs makes me close my eyes slowly

This is for you, listen carefully
I know when you're sad, I know when you lie to me
I know you do it so I don't worry like always

They are magnets with equal polarity
That's why they collide and when they come together it must be a necessity
The weakness of each other (Yeah)
The love and hate of the two could fix their broken hearts

Such white skin is not forgotten
I'll cross my toes in case they rust
They are souls more than close, you call it what you want
I think some know them as "soul mates"

Dear soulmate, I hope you read to me
Wherever you want you to be, I'll fight the wind and the tide
I know it's like that, I don't expect you to believe me
I'm looking for my other half and there's no doubt that you are

I'm happy like this, with these little things
That bind me to you like each petal to its rose
Your perfume wakes me up, alerts my senses
Was getting to know you a chance, or because of fate?

Great is every detail no matter how small it may seem
Souls separated by the body need to be close
Your aura gives me life
I'll hold your hand if you sleep and let it fall

My gaze follows the perfect shape of your lips
You can't imagine that I felt the first moment after touching them
Pride can to the reason of both
I'd **** for you, I'd die for you, I can prove it

I know that not everything will always be beautiful
But being just you, you got to be my type
You are not another, I repeat, you know that you are the only one
I need you more than words, to tell the truth, more than poetry

I vowed never to tell you: "Forever"
The trust you make me feel is enough
I dreamed of you one day and a long time ago
Without looking for you I found you because I always carried you inside

You are strong-looking, although you let yourself collapse
I will protect you, I won't let life hit you again
Come with me, ours is reciprocated
If you leave, I will no longer be able to settle for being your friend

I say what you thought, they are two connected souls
We have what the other lacks or needed
I think you are the only person capable of understanding me
You can know me, the only person who can have me

Dear soulmate, I hope you read to me
Wherever you want you to be, I'll fight the wind and the tide
I know it's like that, I don't expect you to believe me
I'm looking for my other half and there's no doubt that you are
79 · Jan 2021
Two Almost Three In a Row
False poet Jan 2021
This is the time everyone is happy,
Some dance,
Some sing,
Some laugh,
Some share,
Some hug,
Some kiss,

Today I realized
That it was possible to ruin
Two almost three special things in a row
Even though sadness has soaked me
I keep making others happy

Wishing happy holidays to my loneliness
While looking at the sky
Imagining to be just a soul moved by the air
Air that makes your worries fly away

This makes me close my eyes
And imagine that I am truly happy

Maybe a hug is what I need
But I'm too shy to ask for it
So my shelter is poetry

Where,
I'll let my tears run
I'll let my heartbreak
I've heard that time heals everything
It is a lie
Time does not heals you
It only teaches you to live with that pain

Can you forgive ruining two almost three things in a row?
74 · Dec 2020
Believe In Yourself
False poet Dec 2020
To start you must love yourself
After the others and you must put aside pessimism
I don't know anyone without flaws
Nobody here is perfect apparently, I feel therefore I exist

Self-improvement and confidence, just believe in yourself
What you propose you can achieve
Don't let anyone cut your wings, don't let them
Nobody but you knows what you need

Avoid anyone toxic and interested
You will have to choose well who you want by your side
Nobody here is better than you or you have already forgotten
Here you can swim or drown in your own lake

The physical is a package that you do not choose
But you can decide to follow your own guidelines
Be how you want to be and not be how they want
In this place, your personality will be your hallmark

And what difference does it make what they think of you if they don't even know you?
What does it matter what they say, if they are only voices?
You know you have to continue, without receiving more kicks
You can't give up or allow yourself to be ripped apart

It's part of you, you just have to believe in it
Just be yourself, that's what makes you beautiful
Erase every footprint the complex leaves in public
Look in the mirror and smile because you are unique

Look at yourself in the mirror and say: "No one can finish me off"
Friends who will leave and others will come, I tell you
Laugh at your flaws and let them not affect you
That will make you stronger, you have me as a witness

Dig up your trust once and for all
Put what you care and what you don't on a scale
When you realize then you can move on
Some will throw spears that no longer reach you
67 · Dec 2020
Break Free
False poet Dec 2020
Today the doubts dissipate, the sun rises
The night has fallen asleep or maybe it's alcohol
The bandages fell, I take the reins and control
I follow a crumb trail, running from those trolls

I don't even face them anymore, why waste time?
If when sailing through the sea I let myself be carried away by the wind
I thought I was lost like thousands of hundreds
And I was confused as to your feelings

Turn that thread, do you go forward or back?
We fall like flies caught in the nets
When was the last time you asked yourself what you want?
I want to see you happy, will you grant it to me?

If you don't even remember who you are, disconnect
Of what infects you and you do not inherit it
I am not perfect and it does not affect me, I do not know about you
Break those walls, let no one tell you that you can't

It's about being free and you never will be
If you want everyone else to accept you
You don't want to be loved and love yourself more
Stay at home and you will meet

We are haunted by the mistakes of the past, how annoying
Whoever brings them up, I've already advanced
Maybe you got stuck and see contradictions
But you never saw that I changed

If the world asks for explanations, don't give them
No matter what you think, then it's the other way around
Life gives lessons that you don't learn
Now take off your harness, look at you and tell me what you see

It is not funny to be the target of their laughter
They are like hyenas, they only hunt in packs
They abuse their helpless and frightened prey
It is not worth being ******* or staying quiet

Our freedom was imprisoned
We depend on everything and we are pending on nothing
How to believe in love, if we don't even exchange glances?
You continue with your mobile and your head down

It's about being free and you never will be
If you want everyone else to accept you
You don't want to be loved and love yourself more
Stay at home and you will meet

Many want to hurt and hide behind the screen
They did it to me for years, I never threw in the towel
I kept climbing steps and crossed ramparts
I won the war after numerous battles

Criticism doesn't ****, right?
They are nothing more than what someone said you may never meet
Just remember, **** what other people think
If things have only the importance that you give them
66 · Jan 2021
Prisoner of Solitude
False poet Jan 2021
I look out my window
and time stops,
but a wall separates me from you that doesn't even speak to me
God never helped me to overcome the altercations,
showed that there is no one superior to my side

Fear grows like hopelessness
I take steps back as everyone else advances
and I don't know why it might be that I fell apart
from a society so unfair that it has me trapped
in a jail, cornered in a corner
with paper bars that watch me like in a showcase

And I can't see the sky from here
I want to be happy without suffering another day until the end comes
without shedding a single tear,
tell each experience to my pages
Imagine you, me, and nobody else


And the thing is, the sea calms me down,
my soul rests in peace as my pain heals
at once
I see beyond what my eyes see
alone, I feel and I no longer control nor cry

I look out my window is walled up by bars,
I see the horizon and how my dreams go away,
my heart beats to convey its complaints,
my cage, the loneliness I feel my soul getting old

I shine but the sun became cloudy,
and they say that it is better alone than in bad company,
I just know that everything changes over time,
will it be maturity or not knowing how to take advantage of every moment

And I look at the horizon and there is nothing,
every word that your heart expresses today nothing,
and it drowns hits bottom, everything today passes fast
my pale face stayed and I wonder why

It is a punishment, I live because I continue
and if I continue it is because of you,
I am a prisoner of my freedom
I find it hard to smile
if someone listens to me...
answer me with a letter,
aloud

I don't care if I have nothing
If I never miss you
Not with emptiness and loneliness
Not even the strongest liquor
can make me stop thinking about that
So many things that I don't even know
maybe I don't know,
I am a full-time dreamer
that contemplates on the horizon...

I wonder the what, the who, the when
the why and where
Alone, to be alone in this life
Is it a gift, or a punishment?

My destiny, let me decide
I admit it, I am afraid sometimes
Ask God for me to die, you pray to him
I feel with my soul chained,
like a prisoner in a cage,
counting the hours wasted

I look out my window is walled up by bars,
I see the horizon and how my dreams go away,
my heart beats to convey your complaints,
my cage, the loneliness I feel my soul getting old
And I screamed but I lifted a huge weight that made me crawl and pity

I was drawing your gaze on a piece of paper and it no longer told me anything.
I never believed in fairies again since then, nobody knows me
I hide in shadows at night

And it is that if you shake your hand they grab your whole arm
That is why I select with caution who I want
But more than one has failed me, more than one has disappointed me
More than one are those who have been separated from my life even if it cost me
I had nightmares before I went to bed


Strange things happened to me and they all came suddenly
They were all fitted, the grated ones I endured
Just without getting into my problems, I don't want to make you feel sorry
Nor make you carry my sentence

I just know that he never fell for the unfair
That's why sometimes I can seem a bit brusque
I am looking for a future in which there is no need to mistrust
That my intimacy not only exists in this loneliness

But I'm autistic, pessimistic with no aim
If I were weaker I would swell with antidepressants.
I live my sorrows in silence if something I learned from life is that everything has a price
65 · Dec 2020
Infinite
False poet Dec 2020
If laughter is a curve put a solid line on it
Happiness is not so ambiguous
I know when you feel bad without having to say anything
The universal language of friendship is the look

Take off that wing vest
And I bring you down to the sky from a nonstop flight
Know that I will always be in bad times
When your darkness needs a flare and …

If you are cold my arms will be a bonfire
And in the center of your winter spring will be born
It's hard to find that person who loves us
Because the best things don't come the first time

To be a good apprentice, look where you hurt yourself
Since in each scar you can see what you learned
I doubt the hue but I know gray doesn't exist
If love is a slip that life is a mistake

Take my heartbeat with you
And so when you are lost I will find you by its sound
Do not look for the meaning of being alive and existing
But try to live for what you have felt

And if you don't see cupid, it is best to wait patiently
Simmering love comes faster
If you don't feel full I want you to always remember
That even the moon smiles in waning and waxing

Maybe you don't know that
I'll hold your hand when you're not okay
When you are alone I will be your faithful friend
Because you have a treasure in every pore of your skin

I will give from zero to one hundred
I will always be on your side no matter who
Warn when you are going to fall
And if you trip over the rock I'll show it paper

It doesn't matter if the string is not accurate
I'm tying up the dots at the edge of your smile
Time always passes, weighs, and treads
Let's be vis a vis from breeze to breeze

Toasting together in a pact sign
For promises that are kept on the spot
For friends who don't lose touch
Or those who left their mark or some star on high

I will be with you until the end of the battle
Feeling screaming what the heart is silent
To find fortune I have a game that does not fail
Your eyes aligned with the moon in a row

Know me like the palm of your hand
And even Saturn and Uranus will want to ring your fingers
But then don't you dare let me go
That to be nail and flesh before you have to scratch fear

And if you doubt your boat in case it stagnates or crashes
I'll hold your anchor or rip out every rock
Even sadness knows that laughing is what it touches
Because the tears go down from the eyes to the mouth

You can chase your shadow by taking steps back
Or you can follow mine that advances where you are
Ask me to stay or tell me I need you
And in a brief instant, I grant you infinity

— The End —