"**** I'm super fat"
"But girl what happened to your body? If you had never bothered about it"
"**** look at me, well look, it doesn't matter you don't understand it anyway"
"But what are you doing?"

Look in the mirror and tell me if the eye is deceiving you
It's just a mirage that will hurt you
See your reflection in the water when you bathe
Look at your weight on the scale after one year

Fat, I know it hurts you
But the solution is not to lock yourself in the bathroom
I know what you think when you look at your reflection
But your enemy is the people, not the mirror

That complex is the object of ridicule
Sticking your fingers down your throat doesn't help
If others hurt you because you do it too
Is to agree with the dumbest in the class

They are mirages out of realism,
Fight to love yourself or you will fall into the abyss
You are the make-me laugh when you go out to a party
People watch you on the street and it bothers you

You feel ashamed and when you try on dresses you scratch yourself,
Fed up! of having to order another size
On the beach, you don't expose your body because you get depressed
You throw in the towel when you see those movie bodies

You want to lose weight at any cost
They can hear the arches through the doorway if they are silent
Your mother worries and you don't care
You feel your patience to lose weight is declining

You can't stop vomiting, you feel pretty
You see in the magazines the bodies you want and they catch you
But it's not you, it's just what you want to be
So that others show a little more interest in you

But it's that society is like that, it's sad
Don't trust your reflection or what you saw
Self-conscious, I see it in your eyes
Wanting it all, all without having to do anything

Looking for an easy way
Inside that body hides a fragile heart
I know that it is easy to say for the one who does not suffer it and the one who does not feel it
But the eye creates a mirage that lies to you

"I don't know, I think you shouldn't, there are other ways"
"Shut the **** up okay? You're not in my skin!"
Rubbing your uvula is more attractive to you
Much easier and faster than deciding
If you do diet or do sports because that's hard
And also you do not dare to bet if it is not on insurance

You just want a nice body
That they see you with different eyes and recognize your type
But the beauty is inside

Although you are not satisfied with being told that as a person you are better
You value yourself little and your self-esteem touches the ground
Fashion is the lure and you are the fish that bite the hook
Image is not everything to everyone

There are other methods to lose weight, there are other ways
You have a nickname that they do not name when you are present
You pretend you don't care what they comment
But you want to prove something that you shouldn't
But I understand your helplessness being just a girl

Boys reject me because you're not pretty
Crying days your diary tells it
A closer way than I can understand
Any of us seeing you suffer like this, they will cry

You want to be satisfied and eat and return the calories
You obsess over your body and weigh yourself every day
Every hour you feel little evolution
Your friend cries because she can't believe your situation

You do not think to stop until you are finally happy
And that your weight must be around 70 pounds
Low self-esteem and you don't feel confidence
Zero personality and that's depressing

No need to stand out aesthetically
You have always been totally dependent
Of the thought that others have towards her
Her mind is weak, she just wants to be beautiful

Every day that passes you look thinner
You still look the same even though you are worse off
Your friend advised you and you didn't want to listen to her
You order little food and leave more than half now

You weigh 60 pounds and you still look fat
But it's not the mirror, it's your mind that warps
The one that gives shape to that false image you see
Mirages is what your mind wants to believe

Who decides and who gives meaning to the perfect
If being superficial for me is just another flaw
The imperfect human being
The machine that will destroy this world with its own hands

Hello god, how have you been today?
I am writing you this letter because I have some questions
That have caused me great concern in these years
And I hope you can clarify each situation for me

Today, I saw some people arguing over
That they did not agree on the interpretation
Of the words that the bible carries inside
Maybe because they speak in parables I guess

Although also because of the other time I watched on tv
That radical Muslims killed three
Bloggers Who Were Atheists Inside Bangladesh
For opposing belief and attacking faith
I think you should tell us which book is good

If the Torah, the Quran the bible, to prevent
People live wrong or create conflicts of
Nothingness and that deaths are avoided in your name
What do you think?

Querido Dios, espero que hayas recibido la carta y
Rezo para que puedas hacerlo mejor aquí
No me refiero a una gran rebaja en el precio de la cerveza
Todos necesitamos una gran reducción en la cantidad de lágrimas

It's been a while and I haven't received a reply
I guess you're busy, I hope taking care of the planet
Although ... it makes me doubt that I can't see what
So you do, nobody has seen you and who has told the asylum was

But even so, I hope there is a reason since
Every human misunderstands you, and I understand very well why
What I don't understand is what you mean by hiding
Do you know what has caused people to believe by faith?

If there are heaven and hell, who will you see burn?
Seriously everyone who never followed the foot
From the letter each commandment that dictates your faith
But what about everyone they could never believe
In true religion by
The fact of being born in another nation
And if a belief doesn't matter then what reason
Should you allow religion to be your voice?

Dear God, I hope you got the letter and
I pray you can make it better down here
I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beer
We all need a big reduction in the amount of tears


Years passed and your silence without hesitation has been highlighted
Today so many people die of hunger, but it seems you have not noticed
It seems that every prayer they send does not reach heaven
And it stays flying on Earth, in the air, because you haven't heard
Or if you've already done it, I don't think you cared
Free will is what some have called it
And this causes you not to stop the bad guy
Even if it's an armed ******
I think your role there would be to observe him quietly

And some blame the devil because evil exists
Did you also give him free will to annoy?
How is it that you, being omnipotent, don't stop it anymore?
How is it that by being benevolent you allow evil?

Not providing defense to the world being able to contribute
It has then made you an accomplice of this evil
But now that I've gotten well to reflect
Maybe you are not evil, but just another invention

This is the time everyone is happy,
Some dance,
Some sing,
Some laugh,
Some share,
Some hug,
Some kiss,

Today I realized
That it was possible to ruin
Two almost three special things in a row
Even though sadness has soaked me
I keep making others happy

Wishing happy holidays to my loneliness
While looking at the sky
Imagining to be just a soul moved by the air
Air that makes your worries fly away

This makes me close my eyes
And imagine that I am truly happy

Maybe a hug is what I need
But I'm too shy to ask for it
So my shelter is poetry

Where,
I'll let my tears run
I'll let my heartbreak
I've heard that time heals everything
It is a lie
Time does not heals you
It only teaches you to live with that pain

Can you forgive ruining two almost three things in a row?

Dear imaginary friend,
Today they have done it again
Classmates have hit me

And I do not understand,
I do nothing to them,
They just say that I'm soft and weird

I love music, manga, the computer
And I don't like to play ball too much
And what?
Ever try
For not being alone at recess
And they forced me all the time to be a goalkeeper
And I don't know what it feels like to score a goal
And let your friends hug you like a winner

Not wanting to play anymore is another reason
BEATING!
For leaving a game halfway

I lost the desire to integrate
Now I just want to see them as little as possible
I'm late for class
My teachers are fed up
They say that I've changed
What will they know?
My parents have called

I always participate when teachers asked
And is that,
I can pass without studying anything
But I don't raise my hand anymore, I'm scared
I'm afraid of the blow from the one behind and the one next seat

And I haven't been to anyone for a long time
I am not suicidal.
Last time 10 waited for me at the exit.
Good!
Dad calls me a troublemaker
The impotence and the pain will annul me, it will do it in a tragic court

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

I'm sorry, your parents won't understand your suffering
Sitting from a desk, time will slow down
I do understand you and maybe I can help you
I swear to end it all if you let me advise you

Fear makes you human, nobody does anything.
You feel like taking justice into your own hands
And is that,
It all starts in the hallways
You will pass with your head down and with your hands in your pockets

You know that other children will marginalize you
They want to see you cry
They'll lock you up in the basement or attic

At patio time,
And all for not being like everyone
What makes you unique here
It also makes you lonely

And if the teachers only make it worse
Here a tip is another punch to the bib.
Everything you do will just be another reason
To be able to attack the target one more time

That is you,
Because with that they are satisfied
They laugh but you don't like it
It is not that you are inferior, but it is that fear blinds you
And the ****'s fear is feeling inferior
And that's why it hits you

Do you want to rip your veins?
Running away only delays problems
Look at you, you start to make me feel sorry

Every day you have new bruises
Of those little thugs
You, you have to give him a couple of *****

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

Follow your ideas and don't be a Coward!
Do not give up, that your effort has not been in vain!
This time I know that luck is not with you
As there are times that force can with skill

It's no use hiding
Fight!
You have to be strong
Listen!
The voice that speaks to you behind this hood,
Every group has an assigned leader
Making yourself respected is complicated and it has been your turn

The solution?
It is facing the situation.
I'm not saying that it will be easy, less with so much pressure.
What would others do if they were in your place?
They would not even take what you have to endure

They have already disturbed your innocence
Do you know what can happen when patience runs out?
You must do something now, I know you're tired
In fact,
I think you've held on too long

You,
Take revenge, sign up, write down every name
Give them back, come show me that you are a man

I know it runs through your veins, the rancor has poisoned you
Wasn't this what they wanted?
That they had thought about it

I can't take this pressure …
-You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end it all …
-Well, finish it as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream:
-DO IT, LET'S GO!

Today, I said a thousand times to myself …
Don't do it, they're good guys!
But they pushed me into the abyss

I reached that point of no return
The one in which everything does not matter to you
And you feel anger towards your surroundings

That day I got to school early
And in the queue to enter
There were those ******* without mercy
I remember their mouths articulating a word:
Babe!
And the impact on my body of their hands

As usual, nobody did anything there.
Some laughed and others looked away,
I swallowed hard from the ground resigned
Well I would know that that same day everything would have ended

Hit me more, I'm not going to cry!
I have no tears left, just sick laughter
You are going to die and the last thing you are going to hear
It's the teacher writing on the blackboard with the chalk

In my backpack, a bottle of gasoline
And in my arteries a lot of pain and adrenaline

I entered the toilets bruised,
And I waited for everyone to be in class
And the hallway clear.

While the janitor had coffee,
I stole the keys to the classrooms in his office
I went up to mine that was on a 4th floor
And I quietly closed a door from the outside, yeah

I opened the other one suddenly and dumped the fuel
Surprise!
They did not have time to react
I made a match, I locked them up and started walking
I can remember the screams, irresistible symphony

Time has passed, I have not returned to school
Not home either, but this place has advantages
Here they don't mistreat me even though it's all very cold
And they give me pills that make me calm

Sometimes I enjoy imagining ******* a nurse
And I have to control myself
I know that in time they will have to let me go
I regret it!
I swear!
Who am I kidding?

Today the doubts dissipate, the sun rises
The night has fallen asleep or maybe it's alcohol
The bandages fell, I take the reins and control
I follow a crumb trail, running from those trolls

I don't even face them anymore, why waste time?
If when sailing through the sea I let myself be carried away by the wind
I thought I was lost like thousands of hundreds
And I was confused as to your feelings

Turn that thread, do you go forward or back?
We fall like flies caught in the nets
When was the last time you asked yourself what you want?
I want to see you happy, will you grant it to me?

If you don't even remember who you are, disconnect
Of what infects you and you do not inherit it
I am not perfect and it does not affect me, I do not know about you
Break those walls, let no one tell you that you can't

It's about being free and you never will be
If you want everyone else to accept you
You don't want to be loved and love yourself more
Stay at home and you will meet

We are haunted by the mistakes of the past, how annoying
Whoever brings them up, I've already advanced
Maybe you got stuck and see contradictions
But you never saw that I changed

If the world asks for explanations, don't give them
No matter what you think, then it's the other way around
Life gives lessons that you don't learn
Now take off your harness, look at you and tell me what you see

It is not funny to be the target of their laughter
They are like hyenas, they only hunt in packs
They abuse their helpless and frightened prey
It is not worth being ******* or staying quiet

Our freedom was imprisoned
We depend on everything and we are pending on nothing
How to believe in love, if we don't even exchange glances?
You continue with your mobile and your head down

It's about being free and you never will be
If you want everyone else to accept you
You don't want to be loved and love yourself more
Stay at home and you will meet

Many want to hurt and hide behind the screen
They did it to me for years, I never threw in the towel
I kept climbing steps and crossed ramparts
I won the war after numerous battles

Criticism doesn't ****, right?
They are nothing more than what someone said you may never meet
Just remember, **** what other people think
If things have only the importance that you give them

Close your eyes...
Let your imagination float
Imagine!

Happiness is not given by a Visa card
And your dreams and illusions go away if you live in a hurry
They run out to the beat of each note
Like the time
That your heartbreaks and your feelings die

Imagine that you can rewind to the past
Go backward,
Clear every error,
Every wrong step taken
And believe me that more than once I have tried
Time is the most valuable,
But we waste it

And I watch infinity and it fades in my hands
I think it's normal for us to ***** it up if we're human
Imagine that we all give everything without asking for anything in return
That every story ends like fairy tales

Life shapes us by giving sticks
Love is the biggest mistake and the best thing that happened to you
Imagine for a moment
A life without pain
Without suffering
Turn your boredom into humor

Life is not garbage, garbage is people
While some stab you and the others betray you
Imagine it were not like that for a moment
That what you care the least is the most important

Imagine you know the answers
Of all your questions
That you win every bet and that all people get together
Without making distinctions of any kind
That the superficial was the least beautiful

Imagine it
Dream it,
Hates reality
Out of sight,
Heart that feels happiness
Close your eyes,
Fly with this poem
Dream that you imagine a world without a hint of evil

Imagine that God exists and that He listens to you
That his silence stops being heard
When you fight for what you most want

Many are called,
Few of the chosen
That one of your loved ones has never left

Fight for what you want
Imagine that no one can ever steal what you have
Well it belongs to you
Each one will have what they deserve
Here,
You will be able to close every scar
Be really happy

Endless emotions
Savor the eternal youth
The feeling is not being afraid of a coffin
The darkness is born when the light hides
Salvation was not extinguished when Jesus was nailed to the cross

Here people don't lie
Is sincere
Decide if you want to be autumn,
Summer,
Winter
Or
Spring

You will be truthful in what way each event will occur
The blows will be replaced by the kisses
You are the owner of your destiny
Here there are no rapists,
Pedophiles,
Terrorists or murderers
Nor any evil towards humanity
Imagine that place where eternal happiness is

And there are no laws here because they are not needed
That when you want your best moments to be repeated
Like in a video game having infinite lives
And that you go around the world,
World that no longer irritates you

Imagine it,
Imagine not having to be alone
That you say what you really think,
No one can silence you, here
You do more than think about you

I dream of saying that ecstasy is not necessary
To float,
Fly far away
Without cutting your wings
It would not be necessary to go through them if there were no bullets

Without time measurement you will not get old
And my poem,
Imagine it is a product of your imagination

Imagine it
Dream it,
Hates reality
Out of sight,
Heart that feels happiness
Close your eyes,
Fly with this poem
Dream that you imagine a world without a hint of evil

And it is that I always imagine a life like this
Although I dream that everyone can be happy
I imagine in dreams to always be my owner here
Where eternity never has to come to an end