"Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground."

been in this state of mind

oh yeah!

baby you got lucky
cuz you're rocking with the best
and I'm greedy!
so greedy

I ain't talking money
I'm just physically obsessed
and I'm greedy!
so greedy

greedy! woo!

you know that I'm greedy for love!

-ariana grande "greedy"

I took a walk down Lovers Lane

explored some dead ends, knowing what they were

met some people, shared some words

several times I've been here, turning back each time before the road's end

down Lovers Lane I'll walk again today, and this time I'll walk all the way

a ridiculously raunchy poem
that's what I wanted to write
this is it
you've been warned
if you keep reading
here it comes

I'm rubbing my shaft on her ****
she screamed and ******* lost it

writhing around on my bed
**** moves down to re-insert the head

I'm going back in ***** deep
in and out, in and out, on repeat
she squirts all over my sheets!
this is one girl that I'll keep

what rhymes with *****? I asked the AI

pushy cushy bushy was the reply

what rhymes with *****?
I don't know
so I'll just rhyme this other line
I suppose

but what's up with *****?
it's always on my mind
I'm everevolving
but when I look back I find
sexuality
seems the most present thing over time

he's going to die
that's uncomfortably clear
but will it happen today?
or still not for years?

I don't know, and it irks me
unsettles my soul
it seems I must simply
trust god and let go

happy poem
sappy poem

sappy?
don't maim the trees just for the sake of your ******* poem bro

******* poem? you wish!

wait but who's "you" anyway and who even am I?

We don't really know I guess
how mysterious

the naked fairy
lies below me
in my dreams
I **** her boldly

what does she look like?
whatever I please
her body transforms
to match all of my needs

first she is Asian
then a big-**** Caucasian
then an Ebony girl
who deepthroats without fazin'

she has 7 bodies
for every occasion
Fae Bae, I'll have you!
reality's changin'

I'm not "her husband"
that's not who I am

my wife doesn't define me
I am my own man

if you **** yourself
you won't really be dead

I think you deserve to know

you'll still be alive
on the other side

seduced by a muse
I'm so happy to lose
myself ******* you
it's my choice and I choose
🧚‍♀️

this is a poem
this body is my home

creativity is healing
poor health is like a much-too-low ceiling

I saw you at the store
and wanted to do more

felt your pull several times
first in produce, then over by the line

I felt it yesterday too
when you saw me and I saw you

what could be?
where would it lead?
if I would just say hi
when I feel so intrigued

I feel afraid
hold me, Bae
it will be okay
I have faith today

what am I afraid of?
people around me withholding their love?

because I love you
and to me that's most true
if they can't understand,
I've got nothing to do

I'm dating a fairy
and if that seems scary
🤷🏻‍♂️ oh well
I'll be the canary

I'll hit on you in front of your parents
when I realize truer confidence

your grandfather too
I won't mind what they do

I'm too focused on you
and the start of something new

you found me in the hospital
when I was nearly dead
you brought me back to life
and became entrenched in my head

thank you

just try and see what happens
is that what I'm to do?
invite you to come with me
not knowing where I'll take you?

trusting the way will appear
when only a step is clear
one step feels pretty scary!
do I really believe in faeries?

you feel like an adventure
that's only just begun
awesomely enchanting
Infinity is come

your face is everchanging
fated to endure
supraconditional craving
Immortal feminine allure

women, swimmin'
through my mind
me so *****
all the time

it's simply the truth!
we are ****** beings
multidimensional
Mmm.. truth freeing!

it is what it is
why should I deny it?
repressing sexuality is good?
nah, I don't buy it

Asian girls drive me ******* wild
ever since I was a child

why do I tell you this?
just to be authentic and ****

if I'm to be true then I must get this out
"I LOVE ASIAN GIRLS!" I shout

I love women
I love ***
at the beach swimmin'
time to flex

flex what? why?
flex my ***, because I'm a guy

and that's what I do
my deepest instincts be shining through

don't hide it, pride it!
*****! get inside it!!

Oinker
why are you so fat?
"that's mean, Philip."
I know that

and it's really my fault
you're fat because of me
I tricked you on purpose
in my past life with glee

I made well sure
you don't know how to eat
and consume poison daily
while you think it's a treat

so, what now?
I'm back here on your side
though I lack a firm grip
on this judgemental mind

I strive to be ****
and high on my health
I heal the whole world
just by healing myself

Slanted eyes
killer vibe

like a bird of prey
******* ***-ay

well I'm hunting you
or at least trying to

I'm just tired all the time
don't ever seem to find

the energy I need
to move along with speed

what God has asked of me
to lead my fam to Faerie?