Here I am, laying in my bed,
wondering how I'm not dead
if you're not here
and won't be getting any near.

Here I am,
Repeating your name
looking for memories
as if I was seeking for remedies

Here I am,
regretting of being quiet.
The time came,
but I still kept it private.

You used to slow down time!
Sit by my side
and to the clouds I'd slide,
just wishing that you could be mine.

I could never see her again
I couldn't substitute her

I got her number
I wanted to tell
I needed to tell
I finally told

She was speechless
she didn't say nope
there was still hope

We still talk
I still try
I still hide

Day just started
And I'm already high.
No need to be drugged
To be this tight.

Wherever I look
I find you
Whatever I do
Becomes about you!

Not having you
Makes me weak!
Addicted, I seek!
But I can't find you
Unless, if I dream...

I found a gemstone A precious soft gemstone That rare type,
The one people only mention in stories The kind I only want for me
I found a gemstone and I lost it Lost it to an unknown figure One that doesn't even want it, But it's still under his control
I lost a gemstone NowI need to get it to my zone Isent hooks and wires But nothing I've acquired
This is how it has been That girl in his grasp While I fail to get her And he doesn't even care

They keep asking
Asking who she is,
Who could make me feel like this
But they are only wasting

Hidden I kept her
For ten years I loved her
But still couldn't tell her

She moved out
I could never see her again
I couldn't substitute her

I got her number
I wanted to tell
I needed to tell
I finally told

She was speechless
She didn't say nope
There was still hope

We still talk
I still try
I still hide!