Twin moons, the size of balloons
Beam like bleached bones, unearthed from a tomb
Spinning without concern, sleeping inside a desolate universe
Taking many turns, but leaving no trails of being perturbed
Cursed by gravity’s lure, their chase will never diverge

Powered by a thirsty rush
I seek to destroy an innocent touch
To tear apart the thickening rust
Sharpen my razor against everlasting love
Fumed with pale malice, a sickening lust
I rip the flesh that harbors my trust
Cringe at bleak stares as my knife thrusts
Passion immolated, heaved and crushed

Emily I miss you
This nocturnal void engulfs me
There's no knowing where I'm going
All I feel is the astonishment your love left  
The distant dream I long to live
Is only a nostalgic vibe I fear
Emily I miss you
My tongue is tangled with our thoughts
Grazing everlasting dust of what was lost
The stale taste I bear hinders my intuition
But the burden will drive me out of submission
Though motivation has grown thin
Wasted away like somber wind
Emily I miss you
Scorched, livid, and ready to berate
Your supple skin drowns my hate
This torrid relation is pressed against all my weight
Emily I miss you
Its been a long time since I've seen you smile
I grow weary coping with denial
While our trust once solid  begins to rust
With trepidation I wait knowing my tarnished heart's been destroyed by lust
I miss you, Emily

Stolid glances repress my intended advances
But August's brush paints an illustrious lust to hold with you my mighty touch
I dreamt an million dreams to be with only you unseen
No more cars or bumps created by dump trucks only winds whipping my back to throw me on track to seal the forbidden facts
You pried it out from under my pursed lips or should I say fingertips
Away we chatted until it became a habit
We cherished it dearly yet distance made us weary
Time unfolded the unintended, yet the inevitable became unprecedented
Even though we drift apart I will always hold you in my heart

I look up to the sky, cold and gray, leaving me reminiscing  of my mortal decay
Swollen with fear, I whisper comforting phrases into your ear,
Nothing but the stolid rain
Kissing away our mental bane
Leaves us empty, wandering like midnight, in a vacant train
So we stay teetering on the edge of reflection
Our minds give away to sicking deceptions.
We move in, to seize what so awkwardly keeps us dismayed
Closer
Wait we just may
I wrap my tongue tightly around the tips of your lips
Hoping never to lose my grip.
Your heart's tickled, spreading sunshine like ripples beaming beyond what is believably permissible
But so soon to pass the moment cannot last
Vanishing like tears in an ocean,
This moment,
Gone forever like a fleeting motion  
Soon to be a stale memory
Waiting to be filtered by time's relentless lapsing devotion
Now I wait for this thought to wash up one deary morning
Forever anticipating that beautiful, but distant emotion

I want to pour my soul into a bowl
And watch it swim in an ocean of sin
With a shattered will dissipated and broken
Buying cheap thrills with pretentious pills
I’m stained with a chemical taint splashing in electric paint
But cured by the song of a humble saint
I become the swirls swimming in a sapphire pearl
Watching your exquisite curls taking me to a new world

I’m staring at the sun with a loaded gun
Blazed in glory firing aimlessly for fun
I shot the wind shredded it thin
Violently she spread her wings
The wrath of her breeze tore off these sleeves
Filling me with vigor
Now I sit here alone in peace
Memories decease, life repeats, love defeats
But nothing can take away the array of bullets sprayed that day
Painted curiously in the shape of a bouquet
Petals shed for the life I lead
Here today I hold the key
To open a lock that will foresee
The end of me